Zelzahim's dream journal

[Zelzahim]

I dont think people will find this DJ so very interesting, its mostly for private use. Anyway, here we goes: Blue: Normal dream Green: Lucid dream Red: Nightmare Purple: Astral projection/O.B.E Little of dream/Lucid dream 2010-01-05 I remember that dad bought 2 green cylinder-lighters which we got at home. I really thodd it had happened. They were in a package-plasticbag. Remember VERY little of this dream. I only remember it was very vivid, and that most of my "special abilities of badassness" didnt work. I was at dads field outside of the house, about 20-50 meters from the garage. I remember i had "shoot fireballs" as a goal, but when i tried, nothing happened. I tried all my spinning-techniques etc. but nothing worked. I dont remember if this was before or after previous events, but sometime in the dream i remember i should test the "Lucid task of the year", which means i should see the meteor kill the dinosaurs. This didnt work eighter, i only saw a very blurry picture of it, the way it lookes in a daydream. I also remembered inside my dream that my physical body was sleeping at dads big bed, which is a big sign of awareness and vividness in my dreams. Dream 2010-01-06 Remember very little of this dream, and this is from my second or third REM-sleep. I remember i was in my gymnastic hall in school with my class. I saw alot of people i recognise, including J, thich ill talk about later. It were some kind of killerball going on, with some hinders. I remember that the girls barricaded in some carpets. We on the other side were angry because they had more things to hide in. Then i had to go down to the washingroom. I went throught the corridor. Then i saw my friend, lets call her J, smashing something slimy into the ground. I asked her if it wasnt someone like "Mary" or "Herr(Thats Mr. in swedish), i cant remember their name really. And she was like, no this is something else. I think the real thing, that she didnt throw, was something like this: Picture coming soon (Maybe its my DG, since i was so afraid that it would die?) I continued to the washingroom. almost there, i heard one of my friends talkin at the other side. I knew the was coming out of this door, so i decided to scare him. I went to the back of the door, so i could jump out and scare him. But as i stood there, the door changed the way it opens. I ran to the otherside of the door, and as i ran he came out of the door. And he opened the door so much that i bumped into a little door, or locker. It opened. behind it there was an toilet, the one that you can only wee in.(dotn know whats it in english). So i thodd; Well this is weird. Who would wanna wee in the middle of the corridor? Then i somehow came over that it was the original boy-toilet(?!) that went out here. I talk to my friend a minute, then i walked in. There was like 5 people in there, and most of them were girls. Also one of my friends that were up there before. Then i found myself naked. I got embarrased and ran towards the toilet. When i got in, i found it comepletely different. And when i turned around, it was only one meter plywood as wall. But the others didnt seemed to care.

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Dream guides and backflips 2010-01-07 I can only recall VERY little of this dream. This is in the end of my dream, probably at the last REM-sleep. First, i was with a friend at my dads house. We ran around in the grass. I threw myself behind a shrubbery just as my friends started shooting peas at me. I grabbed a hollow stick and started shooting back. After a few shots we stopped because "Hes stick was superior mine". When i was back up, i saw a girl, about sixteen years old with long, blond/silvery hair doing backflips in what looked like a waterspreader(Right spelled?) doing backflips. I said "ohh, thats my DG. I said she was doing what we did a while ago. I was 100% sure that we had done it before, althought a such event has never occured.(Dream deja vu?) I remember i too went there and did backflips. In the middle of one of the flips i found myself naked. I didnt care, apperently, because i just continued.

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No recall

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Not much recall at all. I only remember it was something water-associated.

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Oh fuck, am i tired. Anyway, here we go: Just some little recall I remember that when my alarm-clock phoned, i tried to put it off inside the dream. Then i thodd like "Oh! This is cool, i can hear my clock inside the dream!" I turned around and found myself lying in the real bed. Willy wonka I went back to sleep. I went around with Willy Wonka trying to find his family, saying cool comments and wear funny glasses. Pretty nice dream, altought it was short. I should have done a VILD. Fuck. //Zelzahim

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No recall... again. This is really pissing me off.

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I woke up about 2am tonight, remeber very much of my dream. Looks like my little dryspell is over. Snow and airbombs I and a few friends were hiding from the traffics, in a 5 meter high snowwall. One of my friends said "Look, when i goes here, i vanishes!". She went into a little cave. And as she said, she turned invisible. But as she walked a few centimeters longer in, she appeared again. I think it was because of the moonlight(It was night). This part could be before or after, but ill take a guess and places it here: I, a friend and my brother went around int he town where i live with a airbomb. We was at the shop, very close to the snowwall where the last event happened. Maybe 20-30 meters from there. We came to the local store. We decided not to shoot it there, bacause of all the traffic. Pack a punch Me and my friend was at some snowboard-place. After a few goes, we stood in line for the lift, which by the way, was going down the hill, and i had forgot my snowboard. Swearing i went back to my stuff. Suddenly, i and a few girl-friends of mine was about to choose a bed for ourselfes. Each bed was like a part of a madrass, and there was 15 madrasses(about so). We looked and looked, and suddenly, i found a BIG bed, which was a whole madrass. One of my friends said "But its so big!" I said "I know!" The other of the girl jumped up and sat down beside my pillow, she said something like: Ill sleep here! "No, this is my bed." i answered her. "Okey. Ill sleep on your shelf then." She jumped up on the shelf. Suddenly i was asleep. Then i woke up(Int he dream ofc). There was some freaky grey masks stering at me. I dont know what i did to the first one, but then there was one under my bed. I looked down under my bed. When it tried to scare me, i punched it right in the face. After a few punches, i went back up. Suddenly, i saw a red, scary devil-like mask staring on me from a shelf. I heard a scream, which was not mine. Then i woke up.

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I got lucid! I cant recall how or what i did, but lucid id lucid

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Snowsecrets and physical abuse A guy in a age of about 16 was abusing me. I cant recall why, but i remeber that my punches/kicks didnt had much power. He always resisted it. But at two point i made a hard punch right in his face. Normally, that would have broken his nose. But nothing happened Anyway, after one of the punches, i could flee. I jumped out throught a fence, the one here: (Picture coming soon) Next to me, there was big snowwall, and in it, was a big snowcave i made a while ago. I remeber it was secret(Like it was IRL) so i had to make sure that he wouldnt see it. I ran away somewhere, but came back. It took about a minute before he too jumped out throught the fence. I tried to make him look at me, so he wouldnt see the cave. But he saw it anyway. Suddenly i was up on the snowwall. There was alot of people there. I remeber i was about to call my friend about that he had found me, but then i found him standing next to me.

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18.01.2010 My first VILD (WILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Lucid achieved! This time i used VILD. Lovely!I remember that i wanted do dive, so i took on a old, very big diving helmet. I dived around a little. I came to some kind of obstacle. I was at a rocket too at some point, trying to get something. A other guy took the levetator up. He said about the thing he was about to take out for me; You just have to go 135 miles to get it." After a while, i was at our house. It looked really real. I said to Martin and Mom something like this; You know what? Im having a LUCID dream! And they started to mummel things like "Well thats good!" "Lovely" "Handsome" "Good job". They really acted wierd(But fun thought) I said like "Its soo cool, bacause its so vivid and clear!" Then i went to my bed, afraid to do anything, because i thodd it was half real, that they could see me. I was my mom go to the toilet. Then i heard like "Zelzahim! Get up now!" I felt mom shake me alittle to wake me up. I thodd like "No no no no!!!" But ofcourse, i woke up. Fuck it mom, was everything i could get out.

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18.01.2010 Robins dad and the dogs (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I and Martin was out walking. We went before some big snowwalls went alot of dogs came along. I tried to hide. I dont know how, but all of a sudden i was up at the snowwall. Robins dad was there and we decided to go out with the dogs. I said "Ok" and then i foudn one of the dogs with two of his legs down in a hole on top of the snowwall. I took him out. When i took him down, he tried to go to his owners. I said like "Noo, come here!". After a while(Again) we was down at robins house. Robins dad went into the bathroom and i went into hes room. The computer was on. I said "Isnt Robin home?". Hes dad said "Yes, hes in the lower floor". I said OK and waited. And there it stoped.

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20.01.2010 Name (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was in school, and my teacher were very angry about some game called "Dragon pet" or something. She didnt like it because "then cant people go on the guitar lessons". After a while, i tried it out. I found it very funny. I dont know which monster i had first, but i can recall that Philip was pissed about something with fireballs, probably because his monster couldnt.Then he told my teacher that "The scorpion can, if you upgrades its skin to "something", its not big but it its many, and they shoot after the others when they tries to escape." My teacher was like "Cool!" I got the scorpion, and found my scorpion standing in one of the really angled hill and i looking on it from behind. THen there came something and we thought it, i think we won. After a while a was up on the big road. THen there came first a really strong light, whichb blinded me. Then i tried to stop it by shooting somethign on it, but i couldnt. I jumped aside, and found out that it was a rhino from GTA San andreas. Then Linus were there, and i saw a big truck coming our way. Linus shooted it down, adn i said nooo! But it was too late, and alot of barrels fell out, fild with sand. It egnited, and burned like hell. I hears a voice, that said that each sand-corn burn with the speed of 1 corn per "somethign". Linus said whats that? I told him that it was something really fast. Inside i said to myself that it was a quarter of a second. I think i woke up after that.

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20.01.2010 Portal corners (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Was was behind my neighbours hedge, hiding for Jessica, nathalie and someone more. I had some kind of mission. So i jumped over tha hedge and run to the corner of my house. THere was a lowering into the wall, and when i jumped into it, it all turned black, and i came out on some other place. I have no recall of what place it was. After a while, i came back throught the portal. This happened many times. At one of the times, i couldnt really get throught. Everything went really slow. I jumped out, and then in again, and it all worked as normal.

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22.01.2010 Lucidness (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I saw light in my dream, like if a light was flashing in my eyes IRL. I decided to do a reality check. I looked at my hands and found that my ringfinger was cut off. I said "Yes!". It wasnt good at all, because of that is wasnt vivid. I tried to first make it clear, and then summon my DG. Nothing worked before i woke up.

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28.01.2010 Lucid (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I got lucid! I doesnt gotany recall of it, but i remember i woke up aaaaaand hade to write down it. Lovely!

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28.01.2010 GTA and going downhill (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Me, Nordhild, Philip and probably Linus was at a nearby hill. First, we had to go all the way up to do something. When i came up, i think they started to chase me. I went to the slope of the hill. I took my thing i was going down on, and started a race with Nordhild. The winner was gonna win a Daim and somethign like a marabou. I think we raced 3 times, and Nordhild won on all of them. At the last one, she was starting before me, so i got pretty angry. I asked her to go again, and she putted the marabour inside the Daim to "Save space". Then i was going away with philip, he was drivin a crosscart. We started to walk, and passed small hills of snow-things. When we were out on the road, i heard Philips voice. "I dragged those peoples noses, so now they are trying to catch us." I said "Like this?" And went to the two guys which were standing on the road. I dragged their noses or whatever it was, and they got really mad at me. I even think it was sock-dolls. I jumped over a little Warning fence. Then there was an alarm, and someone said "Criminal catched trying to throw a coin." I said "How would they know that??" I tried to run. Now everything turned GTA San andreas. I ran into my house, cant recall whats in there. And when i came out, i saw all the polices coming my way. After a while they took me. There was a officer with a nice mustach. Then i woke up outside the police-station. I saw a map and found out that it was on the other side of town. After a while, i was at my dads house. He had got a new wife. She looked like if she was made of silver. Weird. I asked if i could burrow their car, and i could. I got into the garage and found it. I cant recall what it was, but it might have been a giant motorcycle. I went to my house. In there, all my friends sat at computers and had a LAN. August was talking to Jennifer. He said "Then i think we can play together." He said he got GTA III, and asked me what version Jennifer had. I said it was GTA San Andreas, so it would work. He said "Good, then we can LAN!" I could see that it was GTA SA becuase of the goldy laptop Jennifer had. It felt like i've seen it before.

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08.02.2010 Name (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I were abotut o have a LAN with Philip. But the time got late, and i didnt know if it was to late to call.

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05.02.2010 Weapons and toothpastes. (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID We had weapons of some kind. On them there was something that looked like atoothpaste-KORK. It amde somethign weird with time. It was supposed to be a alarm of some kind, but i fell of too late, which caused us to come to late. When i have tried all four weapons(They got betetr and better for every time) Philip said: Good that you took my gun.

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12.02.2010 Lucid and new DGs (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Finally, after almost three weaks of non-lucid, i got one. At first, i wanted to make sure my RCs works(They didnt before) And it did, i had six or seven fingers. Cool. Then i sat down and meitated, while saying "Vividness... Vividness...". It didnt work I tried to summon my DG so she could tell me what to do, but she came a little blurry, and i woke up. Anyway, i found her, and now its time for that BIG christmas cookie i spared.

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18.02.2010 Talibans and AKs (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was in the book "-------" so we lived in a rusty house made of thin metal. Only some part got ceiling. Then there was a taliban standing on the roof. He fired with a AK-47 on us. We grabbed a few weapons he had. Then we probably fired back on him. We jumped on a snowracer and went down the hill. It was built on the highest hill in our village. I cant recall whats next, only the weapons we used: I can recall: AK-47 M16 Bazooka One grenade We came to Pontus house after a while. He lived in a apartment insted of a house. We went in, and he said a question(Cant recall what) and we asnwered: WTF! We have been fired on by a taliban with AK! He said "ohh, cool!" Then at some point I saw the taliban fighting with my dad(Linus, remember?). I took the grenade and asked myself if i really shoudl do this. Dad had said it was for emergency use only. I decided to, and threw it. My dad was in one corner, bloody, and the taliban in the other. I threw the grenade in about the middle. Then it came over me that i hadnt pulled the PIN. I jumped out to them and pulled it. There was one wall missing, it went right out into a snowy hill. So i dragged dad out into it onto a snowracer. The hill was the one from Modern warfare 2 mission. After some seconds of going down, i was att the school-hill. Nordhild was beside, and she was the taliban. We went down. I think we did it 3 times, but at the third she walked away. I asked why. And boom, theres my recall over. Best recall in a while!

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24.02.2010 Best lucid ever! (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Man, i cant recall much of its. Not becaus it is hard, its because it was SO long. It must have laster an hour or half. It was the clearest one ever. But i remember i was buiding a "Hot chocolatemilk" waterfall. I made a few more, like water, milk etc. Then i made a hill of Ice-cream, Wateralls and other good stuff. It tasted delicious! I made it at the kiosk and stood behind the high hedge. THen all kind of people came and i said "Hey, you can donate here, so we can keep up the work!" All the people ran there and threw money all over the place. I said to my DG: I know i doesnt need to get the money, but its still funny to be rich in a dream. Then i took it away, because Martin needed his room.(It was in his room:O) I had to take a guy with me, but she jumped away. I jumped after her. We fell and fell(We had parachutes) and we fell down. Then i came down into the "Icecrown glacier" and tried to find the lich king. bBut he wasnt there. Then alot of Elite guys came in, and me and my friends beated them down. I cant recall much more, but i just LOVED this lucid one! I almost woke up at one point, but i rubbed my hands and it worked. At the end of the dream, i heard my alarm clock, and thodd like "Oh fuck" and started rubb my hands like crazy to see if i could wait it out. I held out for about 5 seconds. Fucking school

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24.04.2010 New amusementpark and chilling with the monster (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Its time to bump this DJ. So why not start big? Orin were about to fix his old platground. He were gonna get some rollercoasters and such, because every other town had something fun. Now its our turn, he said. I were flying around, watching in third person. Then i wanted to build my own. I was flying over the school in a helicopter. We stopped at the grass-playing field. I decided to build it there. Then everything started to shine in blue. Then i jumped. When i hit the ground, i was at outside my apartment. When i went up the stairs, i knew there was something under the stair. I did a weird sound with my mouth. It started to do the same sound back to me. I did it again, and now it started moving. I ran into my apartment. My mother laid on the couch, watching TV. She told me "I were only gonna get scared." I then remembered another dream with this guy in it. Freaky. Then she said that My brother was the only one who had killed it, since we had so much trouble last time. You had to stab it in the chicken(His brain) to kill him. Then i suddenly held in a russian doll, the ones when you open them, theres a smaller one inside? I opened 3 layers, then i came to the smallest. But it was a chicken, made of chocolate. It was cute:O Then i said "Im gonna kill it now!" And ate it. Except of half of it, which i lost on the ground. Then i was at the Playing field again. Agge was there (As grownup) And the monster was coming towards me. I jumped up and stabbed it in the head with a dagger. I bleed something black, like ink.

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24.04.2010 Vivid and afraid of heights (WBTB) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I cant remember how i got it, only that it sure were vivid. I said "How vivid it is!", then i went to the edge of some houses. There were someone to the right of me. He wanted me to jump, but i was too afraid. I knew i had done it before, in a previous dream. Then i went back and sat down, i wanted it more vivid. I looked at my hand. I could see every wrinkle. There were also a black dot at the middle of my hand. Then everythign started fading.

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27.04.2010 Middle night LAN and glowing nails (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I and Philip were gonna LAN. It was in the middle of the night, and we couldnt even fins a cabel. I can also recall that my finger nails were glowing. Now THATS badass! The dream was pretty long, but we didnt do very much. Then i woke up. I desperetly tried not to move.

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27.04.2010 Knowing i was dreaming and giant spruces (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Sucess! I got into the dream. I saw Jonna and Nathalie. We were talking with me outside of my house. This dream was extremly vivid. The other ones are nothing compared to this. Anyway, we walked around the corner, and saw a giant spruce lying there. I thought "Well, i dreaming." I did a RC. Nothing happened. Five fingers. I was like "Comeon, im dreaming! I tried again, and watched more closely this time. And there it was, six fingers. I said to Nathalie: Nathalie, you know this is justa dream? She said really? I said "Yah, watch your fingers. If they have somehow changed, your dreaming. Watch carefully." Then i woke up. Bad, but nice LD. Althought i didnt do anything.