...but im not the only one. my dreams.

hey hey my names jordan and im a dreamer for sure. i just really wanna learn the mysteries of dreaming and life and whatnot so im been tryin to write down my dreams. havent been lucid yet but makin progress. i think. anyways heres some of my sleeping journeys. feel free to read them. comments welcome. any help or advise is also welcome and appreciated. peace.

ill do non lucid in blue, and lucid in red.



march 21, 2010-
going to lincoln on a bike thing with handlebars that were like a block of metal with handles, cant really explain. eventually crashed the bike and someone came to help get it unstuck or something cause it had begun snowing, because ppl were shoveling around thier cars, and there was a big badass lifted gmc yukon that was just sitting there, and we wished the owner would come to pull everyone out of being stuck. then i woke up and cleaned the house cause it was trashed from partying. went back to bed about an hour later. we drove, or i rode in a car with someone, i think it was brian, to a hotel next to a big house, in the middle of nowhere, cause there was nothing else around it, i want to say it was brians house but i dunno. on the drive there there was steep banks on each side of us that almost went strait up like walls, with sidewalks all over them. cant remember whether we were in the big house or the hotel but it had a pool inside, it was the house actually and the pool was more of a waterpark. with no water. eventually this turned into the biggest party ever, with everyone we know. i met a really cool hot girl and i liked her. the party got busted by undercover hot girls and then old ppl came and i had my dufflebag, they found my weed and were mad,they asked me to take a hit of it in front of them because i argued that it was a great thing and they dont even know what it is, but i didnt and they didnt understand why i wouldnt, and i said because im already really fucked up and dont need more now that the party was over. everyone left except a few. the hot girl i met was still there and we hung out or something.

march 22, 2010-
i apparently lacked motivation when my two alarms went off early to write down two of my dreams, they were cool. but whetever ill get it next time. i do remember some of the last one i had though. i was with my mom, we were out of town for something, some kind of family get together maybe. i want to say it was like kansas city or something. we walked to the mall and she wanted to buy me clothes and i agreed of course. i had a girl i liked or was dating at this mall. while walking i thought i saw my grandma, except when she walked past it wasnt her, and my mom said "yeah grandmas hair was poofier than that" we get to the mall and my mom gave me a twenty, i went to the counter and asked for change and they gave it to me and they were mad because i made thier drawer a dollar off, they also gave me way too much change for a twenty and i was rich. we went shopping. i bought like six pairs of shoes, (globe slippers in blue and black, nikes) and a couple shirts and thats it i think. now after i bought this shit i found myself at a rock corey with a wierd family of kids and what seemed like maybe hillbillies but a little classier. they were working to build me a gas powered rc car for some reason. it was a big deal to get it built for me. but thier neighbor didnt want them to build it cause itd be too loud and if they did he would come and take my new clothes. they were already really loud, they lived under a tent with tables, where i put all my stuff, as if it were up for display to sell. and the kids were maniacs, and the music was always loud. i remember returning to the mall once more, being in a cab with a friend, and someone he brought to work out a situation with my girlfriend at the mall.

went through like three unfortunate dreams. didnt have the laptop next to me so ill see what i remember.
was at prom or some kind of school dance but it was at a house. but it was legit. everyone was havin a good time. i must have been an underclassman cause shit went down when i talked to this senior that actually looked familiar but im not gonna dwell on trying to remember his name. he told me he gave me some kind of pill, it started with an a, i wish i could remember cause it was a real drug. he said he put it in my drink either that night or in the past. after i learned this and went off on the guy the music stopped and everyone listened to us argueing and i told him to fuck off and i walked out and the guy got mad, basically ruined prom. my friend alex grabbed a musket, or some kind of old gun and we got out of there. we got in a maroon for escort i think, but it was a cop friend of ours. he was on the radio and he said he was handling the situation. thats all i remember cause i woke up then i went right back to sleep and went into a second unfortunate dream. it was like noon when this one was mustering up in my sleeping mind. i had work at three in real life.
okay so i was doing whatever and i got done doing it, but i had work at three in my dream too. my friend ashley invited me to a party at like, a little after two so i figured itd be alright to stop by. so i went there and i set my keys down cause i didnt have pockets. there were a lot of people i didnt know there that were kinda sketchy lookin. i cant rememeber if i drank beer or not before i realized that i actually did have to go to work because i had to close, and they would notice if i didnt show cause someone would have to stay longer till i got there. so i start lookin for my keys. i look everywhere. eventually i look under the couch and i find my ipod so i figure my keys were close then someone in like a secret room where they do some kind of work hands me me keys. they are on the normal giant effen vodka bottle opener keychain they usually are but the only thing on there is a copy of my car key. and im like, where are all my keychains, and my keyless entry remote? and they denied they were ever on there. so it was a big argument and the leader of these people, it was like somones dad or something comes out and tells me i never had keychains. i tell him he's wrong and after a lot of arguing he finally admits that they took them. and they give them back. no one i knew seemed like they were at the party anymore. just me and these people who i was really nice to and they stole my things, even if i was just keychains. i was still worked up cause i was really nice to everyone and they still proceeded to take my stuff. just felt like my dreams were all unfortuante. nothing went right, and the last one was prolly the worst but i dont remember it. they were like really subtle nightmares. instead of scary they were just, inconvienient or something. i dunno.

may 5, 2010-
um, lunchtime at school, went in someones car heathar was driving and the car owner in the back laying down, parked on side of road, whatev.....
ended up back at school lunch was over cause no one was in lunch room so i left. then i came back and there was a huge line for dessert or snack liine or something and i cut to get in line. but i cut three hot girls, one had those canes like parapelegiv shit for her arms and i was behind her when she was ordering and i was hitting on her and shes like you smell like smoke and im like yeah i smoke at lunch sometimes and she didnt think that was cool.

may 13, 2010-

i dont know where this started i cant remember but i ended up with these like 40 year old dudes in this like big back alley are outside of town and it was a big drug deal or something i was in the back of the car putting stuff into bags or tying things together or something to make the drugs organized. didnt feel like i was doing anything wrong but then a lambo cop car rolled in and we all ran and the cops were all running after us and one of the older guys suggested all of us turning around and clotheslining them to escape. i told him that i probably wouldnt succeed in that. then there was a party and it quickly got outta control with too many people. then i was in a car with shipley and we were going down this curvy forested road with all these big houses, we got past the last house and went up this secret road up a hill to what shipley described as the jewish castle or something, he parked his the garage. this place was huge. i dont remember ever leaving the garage though. the band teachers kid from high school walked in. no one in this situation is jewish. then i was in this place in a cornfield by my house but it was different. all i actually remember from this is one of my friends drove up the hill to his house and i was trying to run across the field to beat him there. i was running at ridiculous speed and i ran past school. ran past our track coach from highschool and she yelled something at me and i snapped and pointed at her. i ran past a lot of people i used to go to school with. then i woke up.

17.05.2010

sharee and cathy (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

in a classroom of some sort i think and i cant recall what we actually did there, but a relatively overweight girl from highschool gathered 30 or so friends and they held some sort of rally against me for making jokes about her years ago. i had to go to the office and whatnot, but i did come out victorious. then i was in a barn or something and it was like, my fort, my creation, and i was passing it on to another younger kid. i crawled up through a secret way in the ceiling or like, the rafters rather, and encountered a rat in a coffee can, it was stuck in the can so i stayed for a bit to see if it would ever get out and when it did it fell from the rafters to the floor below, i heard it hit the ground. then i went on the find the new kid and show him how my fort works. i showed him the doors and such, which really was only two of three doors, two of which worked together to make a sort of mudroom or preparing room before you actually entered what was on the other side. i dont remember what was on the other side. might have been like a horse track or soemthing. i found a sweeeet pair of sunglasses but one of the parts that go over your ear was broken but i grabbed them anyways in hopes of fixing them.
next thing i remember was eating with my mom and dad, or maybe it was just my mom. but then my aunt and my moms friend who both died this last month were there. they were laughing and giggling and and saying dont you know what this is? i realized it was a dream right there because it was very obvious, however im not entirely sure if i was lucid after this realization. i probably was due to the fact that i was aware that this was a dream, which is what lucid is... our waiter came or some guy and he was wearing coveralls with more sweatshirts and more coveralls on top. i asked him if he knew that winter was over and in response he lifted up many of his layers to show me the t shirts he had on underneath, so i just let it go. i dont know who i was standing with, maybe it was the waiter, but i remember trying to show him that my aunt and cathy were there and explained to him that i knew i was dreaming because of them. for some reason the girls were laying on the floor kicking thier feet and laughing and they all had a diff color shirt on. i could see all three of them but the waiter could only see my mom. he didnt think i was crazy or anything, it was more like an experiment to see if i was the only one seeing this. but apparently my mom could too since they were playing like children together.

Congrats on the lucid!

23.05.2010

The Flood (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

i was in chicago. i dont know whether i was leaving downtown or heading towards it, but i was on the interstate. i came to a point where i couldnt go any further becase water had flooded the road. there was a group of about twenty people sitting around outside a camper at the bottom of a cliff and i stopped to ask them how to get to where i was going and they said that the flood was keeping everyone from using the road. i was sitting with them for a while, they all acted as if it was a tragedy and they were supporting eachother, people were cooking food and making hot cocoa in the camper for everyone. i laid down and a girl came and layed with me and tried to hold my hand. and then it was a new day i think, because i went back to that spot and the people were gone and the camper was halfway submerged in water, the flood had risen. some guy came up with this huge machine and i was like whats that and he said its my auger or something, essentially it was a big drill with other doodads and he attached it to the cliff cause he was gonna make the rocks fall down to destroy the camper, somehow i messed up his plan and he was very angry and i battled him. across the way was what seemed like a house, and there was a lady too who might have been the bad drill guy's wife, but it also seemed like my mom, but i dont think it was. anyways i was in this place three or four times during the dream and each time there was more and more water. i spent a long time wandering some sort of mall kinda place too with all sorts of strange characters. it didnt seem like any of the stores were open really. there were lots and lots of doors and rooms. each room had a different purpose but the layout of the place was ridiculous, like a door to a staircase that brought you back to the door. i walked into one room and it was a church and people were doing the sign of the cross, i saw that and turned around and left cause i didnt think i should be in there for some reason. all of the people in this mall except for a few were dressed up in a costume. all of the costumes were amazing, i asked several of the employees in costumes how you get thier job. i dont remember what they said, but i know that thier only job was to walk around in thier costume and hold props and whatnot to entertain and bring fun into the mall, or whatever it was. i dont know if i ever got home from chicago.