Beauty's Dream Journal

I've been on a LD dry spell for what seems like ages now, was having some sucess a year or so back and had LD's once every 3-4 weeks, but I think life has gotten in the way since than, but I'm determined to get back into it. Last night was the first night I tried taking a B6 vitamin, to see if it helps any. I took 2 pills (100mg each) a couple hours before bed. I think the amount was rather high, so I'll probaby skip tonight and see how one pill works the next time.

I remembered two dreams, but nothing really out of the ordinary, although both dreams did seem a little more vivid than usual, but maybe just coincedence. First dream I was in a Tim Horton's donut store wanting to buy myself a tea, but there was a man there who wanted me to get him a tea as well since I was already heading up to the counter. I didn't want to be impolite so said I'd get him one. Once the girl was ready to take my order, I couldn't remember if he wanted milk in his tea or not, so had to go back and find him, but he was already at the counter wanting to know where his tea was and being really demanding. I told him I'd been busy and that to stop being so snarky.

Second dream was about some children playing around a large deep well, and I was more an observer of all this. The first child turned the wooden handle and the rope wound around it, bringing the bucket of water up. She dipped a cup into the water taking some for herself and sent the bucket back to the bottom. But one of the other children was fascinated with this bucket and wanted to play with it. He brought it back up again, but he got into the bucket and lowered himself to the bottom of the well. They were afraid to pull him up incase the rope broke from his weight in the bucket and so they had to call for help. Help arrived and they dropped a flashlight down for him so he would at least have some light while he waited for them to rescue him. The well was very deep and very dark at the bottom.

Here's hoping I'll have some lucid dreams to add here soon.

What's up with the recent naked dreams I've been having lately I wonder? Last night I had a dream, can't even remember it now, but all I'd written down in my notebook was "Wandering around naked, wondering where my clothes were"

Last week I had a dream where I was walking around a plant nursery half dressed. It was an acceptable thing for everyone to do though, so I wasn't worried about people seeing me, but I did feel a little chilly and had wished I'd put on more clothes.

But on the whole, lots of sleep the last couple nights and very few remembered dreams.

I decided to do a WILD last night, and so was in bed at a sort of reasonably good time (11:30pm - as opposed to my normal well after midnight and even later) and I got up at 4:30am. Came downstairs, grabbed a glass of pop and went online for 45 minutes. I headed to bed after this, but since my husband was working on getting up, his alarm having already gone off twice, and so I didn't get to sleep right away. He finally got up and out of bed, and I was just at the point of relaxing when one of the babies woke up crying, so up I had to get and get the soothers back in his mouth before he woke the other one up.

Back to bed again and I was wide awake. By this time, it's going on over an hour or more that I'd been up. I did begin to see HI, but I had NO idea what on earth I was seeing. Sometimes I see images, but really can't figure out what it's supposed to be. I think it was more abstract than anything really.

And unfortunately, not much longer after the HI had started, I lost track of everything and zonked right into a dead sleep. I did catch myself at one point thinking weird things. The word 'scarce' was stuck in my head, but I have no idea if there had been anything before that, all I can remember is the one word. I caught myself saying it several times in my head, before I realized what I'd been doing.

Never did go lucid at all, not that I can recall anyways. Found it hard once again to remember much. I was searching a small trailor with a male friend for something, what I can't remember anymore. The owners of the trailor knew we were there and had gone out while we looked around.

I'm going to try WILD again tonight.

Nothing to report in the way of LD's. My dreams have still been hard to remember. One I recalled quite well, only because of it's weirdness is one of my friends children were over visiting us one day. Something weird, magical happened and one of the children, the middle child, a girl somehow changed to a completely different child, different looks, different age, different personality, I think even different sex.

It was time for them to go home again, and I kept wondering how I was going to explain to our friend how her daughter is simply gone. Sure, she still had 3 children, like she did before, but her girl was gone forever. It was almost a disturbing dream.

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Than another dream I had, I was running through a public building hallway. There was a door at the end of the hall I was heading towards and as I ran through it, I noticed a man standing off to the side. He wasn't doing anything, but just standing there, and as I glanced at him I realized I recognized him as a friend I went to highschool with. I think I was being chased, so there was no time to stop and chat, and I continued out the door.

This guy is appearing in my dreams alot lately, it's almost every month or two, that he seems to make an appearance. A 'cameo' appearance, as one of my friends who I told the dream to called it. He hardly ever speaks, hardly ever interacts with what I'm doing in the dream. Almost as if he's just simply a silent background character, an obvserver. We did 'sort of' date while in highschool, but there were no feelings beween us, which we both quickly realized.

It had been a while since I'd taken any B6 vitamins, and decided to test it out once with using a really high dose, to see what effect it would have. The pills I have are 100mg each, so I took 3 last night before going to bed. (I've also read all 2500 posts (slight exaggeration) here on B6 vitamins and know the pro's and con's, so I felt comfortable taking 300mg this one time)

I got to bed close to 1am. My husband got up at 5:30am for work, which woke me up. I didn't remember any dreams at all, nothing, it was all just emptiness. I was awake for about 5 minutes and went back to bed again. I than woke again at 6:45am, still no dreams remembered. Wnet back to bed again and woke at 7:20am. And WOW. In just 35 minutes, I had a whopper of a dream!

I'd been lying in a hospital room, on a flat hospital bed with a thin blanket over me. I was naked underneath the blanket. There was a baby boy, nearby in a hospital basinet sleeping. He was deffinately a newborn baby, about 7-8lbs. I looked at him and thought he looked awfully uncomfortable, beacause it appeared as if he was sleeping on something hard, can't remember what now. It was as if the bottom of the basinet was bumpy and hard. But he didn't seem to be troubled by it at all and slept on peaceufully. (I don't even know if he was my baby in the dream)

I knew I had some sort of operation on my belly, but not quite sure what. I knew that I wasn't supposed to be up and moving about, had to give it time to heal and yet it didn't feel sore at all. Next scene, I'm still on this bed, but there are others in the room with me and it's like a classroom setting. A teacher is teaching something on a tv about History and we were all watching it.

Than I'm in a house with my BIL, MIL and several others I can't remember who now. But I got mad at my BIL because he offended me with the way he'd asked why I wasn't joining in on all the dancing that was going on. He had said it I think to be mean, as if I thought I was better than everyone else. I shoved him hard and tipped him over while he was sitting in a chair and I cried, that I'd just had an operation and that was why I wasn't dancing. (my BIL in real life can be VERY hard to tolerate at times so it's not surprising I was annoyed at him, but in real life I wouldn't act out my anger, I'd just keep it bottled up inside.) I was so upset over it and ran from the room in tears, not really knowing where I was going, I just knew I wanted to get away from everyone else to be by myself.

I ran down a hallway, and went through what appeared to be a large open washroom. There were several showers and bathtub type things in this room. I sat down on a toilet with the lid closed and stared at the floor. Infront of me was an open concept shower. The details were all so vivid here. The floor was a brownish speckled ceramic, with a raised center for the shower area, and a drainage hole nearby where the floor sloped down towards it, but it wasn't under the shower. Everything was so clean.

I was so upset and wanted to cry, but felt I was too angry and just wasn't able to cry. As I sat there I was able to hear my MIL talking to my BIL, but wasn't sure what they were talking about. I was hoping
my MIL was explaining to my BIL about the operation.

Than I had my hand on my belly again (I don't remember seeing anything during this part of the dream, it was more felt, most likely between dreaming and waking up) and I suddenly felt movement. The same movement I felt when I was pregnant. It puzzled me at first and I knew I wasn't pregnant, and so had assumed maybe I'd felt my heart moving. (oookay I really should of gone lucid here, maybe I would of had I not woken up when I did.)

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So I went back to bed again after writing this dream down, and had this dream when I woke up ...

I was falling from a plane. I 'think' I was skydiving, but not sure. The dream at this point was really fuzzy and hard to understand.

Than I was supposed to be getting married, and so I was looking for a wedding dress. I knew and thought about my wedding dress at home in the closet, but never thought to use that. I had to get a new dress. One shop I went to, I had problems and the woman wouldn't sell me a dress, so I ended up going somewhere else.

It was a huge store and I was looking around confused because I couldn't find the dresses. It was than
I realized that the dresses were all in the back of the store, behind a set of doors, almost as if they were n the storeroom. No one was able to see them from the main store area.

So I went back and was looking around at all the dresses. They had lots of other dresses too, not just wedding dresses. I rifled through a rack glancing at a couple unusual dresses. They were very pretty, but not suitable for a wedding. There were a few copies of the same dress. A dark midnight blue, with silver and light bright blue woven into the fabric. Very beautiful. It sort of reminded me of an outift a harem woman would wear. Very shimmery.

Than there was a strange man who came up to me asking if he could help me. I told him I was looking for a wedding dress. This man sensed something strange within me, some hidden power he said and he han wanted to levitate me! He told me to close my eyes and imagine my feet were pointing straight
out, up in the air. He than levitated me, and I went from standing to levitating horizontally.

Another part of the dream I was crying, more like sobbing about something. (but can't remember what it was now)

Now THIS is the way I used to dream. Dreams = long stories or tales, which take alot of time to write out. There was so much detail in these dreams, I wasn't able to remember all of it, there was just too much to remember.

Lots of little remembered dreams last night. I was doing alot of things that I don't normally do either. My dreams were certainly strange. The main dream I had been climbing up the side of a house (of all things!! LOL) and I climbed to the roof and hung onto the edge of the roof with one hand, while I examined the roof, realizing it had dents in it and I tried to smooth them out with my free hand. Although that wasn't my purpose of climbing to the roof.

I can't remember anymore of this dream, but I had remembered lots when I first woke up. But I lay back in bed with my pen and paper while I went over the dream again in my mind, trying to get all the details, but I fell asleep before writing it down.

Another one I was trying to escape from a house and a man that I knew, but no one would let me escape. That dream itself was really strange and fuzzy, but than most dreams do seem to be a bit strange.

And I dreamt about 2 huge giant pizza's which were about 2-3 times the size of a normal large pizza. (Now where did that come from?)

My dream recall is still really bad though (although the roof one would of been a good long one, taking up several long paragraphs at least if I'd written it down)

Not sure why I'm having such a hard time with recall lately, when I never used to have to even try. Almost like I'm sleeping too deeply to remember. Often I wake up, and it's all just a blank.

I was coming home from somewhere (but it wasn't my real home, was very different) I had a female friend with me, I kind of knew her (can't remember how though) but she was coming in with me for some reason. The front door was locked, so I unlocked it and we stepped inside.

Once inside the house, there was a small entranceway for coats and boots etc. Than there was a large archway which led directly into the kitchen. There was a kitchen table in the center of the room, and there were two little old ladies standing in my kitchen! I didn't recognize them at all.

They were very small and frail looking, around 5foot with long grey hair, which was up in a bun on their heads. They had on long greyish looking dresses, which seemed to be a little out of fashion. They looked really surprised as we walked in. I looked at them and shouted, still half with shock at finding them in my house "What are you doing in my kitchen?!"

They got really nasty and threatening with me and made some reply back. I shouted at them again, "Get out of myhouse!" it took quite a while for them to leave, but they also threatened to go back to their home and get someone else to come after me.

I was afraid after they left, and there was a sense of urgency, as if I didn't have very much time and I was really afraid of the threat of others returning. I had a cell phone and I called myh usband, who was somewhere else (not sure where, but he was with quite a few other people at someone's house) and hurridely told him what had happened and he said he was on his way home.

(( I'm not writing down all my dreams in here, just the ones that seem to stand out from the rest. I do write all my dreams down at my online dream journal, but copying and pasting them here seems to mess up the sentence structure and spacing and so I have to type them out again))

From March 19, 2005

I was in a building, standing in line at a counter, I 'think' it was a bank. I went up to the counter and the woman behind it began to talk to me about something or another (other than what I was there for). She told me about this audition that was taking place the next day at 10:00am and she wanted me to try out for it, even though she'd never met me before. She thought I'd be perfect for the part. I told her I would go, but I also knew if I went, it would mean missing something else that I had to be at as well at the same time.

I left and went home, told my (dream) family about it and went to sleep. I woke up the next morning, several hours after the audition. I had missed it, but it didn't bother me. I just sort of thought, oh well. Although I had never prepared to go for it, ie setting my alarm clock.

Also as I was waking up from the dream, I had a song running through my head. These Dreams by Robbie Williams. Lyrics as follows:

She lies on the bed with her hands in her head
And she screams
He gets a kick out of being the plot so it seems
He makes you all laugh so she's the one doing harm
But how can you fight when she's not the one under his arm
These dreams have let you down
Take it don't break it just turn it around
These dreams won't let you down

You never stopped loving his misfortunate lazy ways
All the memories that you should've had
Are a cabaret haze
There's just a hole where you know he
Should've been
There's no one worse off than you
When you can't describe what you've seen

The part that stuck in my head was mostly the chorus: Take it don't break it, just turn it around. (I was listening to this song earlier in the day, which is probably why it got stuck in my head)



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March 23, 2005

I was in this new age space station type building. The entire place was like a large corridor. I was trying to get out, I wasn't supposed to be there and I'd be in trouble if they found me, but I was lost, and I couldn't remember which way to go to get out.

At one point I ran into one of the workers. He was a very odd and strange man. I thought he was going to give me away as he was talking to someone else on a walkie talkie type thing. The person he was talking to didn't know I was there. He was saying something to the other person, almost sounded like a clearance check, but as he spoke, he pulled out a white sheet of paper that had a map of the building drawn on it in black. He pointed to one section, which where the two hallways connected, almost forming a triangle and this section was circled. That was the way out. I silently thanked him and headed off keeping the details of the map in my mind as I made my there.

I was nearly out, when I passed by someone I knew. (He appears in my dreams quite often on a regular basis, every 3-5 weeks it seems. He's always almost like a dream 'extra' never talking or doing anything, just sort of standing around in the background.) This time he spoke to me. I asked him a question. (wish I could remember what was said!!) Than I was off and running again out the door, which I noticed a friend of this guy, was running ahead of me as well.

Next thing I remember, I'm sitting at a table with some very strange english people. They'd taken some gifts for themselves, and had sat back down at the table. I didn't have as much as they did and they remarked on this. They told me I wasn't allowed to take any more because I wasn't one of them. I told them it was okay, that what I had was fine because I could only carry so much with me onto the plane.

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I'm also noticing a common theme in my dreams lately. Bathrooms, private and public ones are appearing quite frequently. In one dream, there was a man who'd been stalking and spying on women in a public bathroom and so I had offered to help catch this man by acting as 'bait' and waiting in one of the stalls watching.

My dream recall seems to be getting a bit better. Not as good as it used to be, but at least I'm remembering a good bit of my dreams each morning. Still haven't gone lucid, as far as I know, but hopefully it'll happen soon.

I was in what appeared to be a large empty school. There were a few of us there, (who they were I don't remember) but we were trying to barricade ourselves into the school, because something was attacking us. There was a noise from down the hall and we looked. They'd gotten in. It was huge ape like creatures, walking on two feet, dressed in some sort of red (and blue?) coats, with gold buttons down the front. There must of been at least a dozen of them.

We ran upstairs and locked ourselves into one of the smaller rooms. Next thing I know, I'm sort of trapped in something narrow (not sure what it was but I was wedged in tight on either side lying down) and this man was attacking me. He leaned over me and wrapped his hands around my neck, choking me. He must of killed me, because I remember at one point going limp and closing my eyes.

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I was talking with T. by some means (telepathically or not I don't know) but he had promised to come after me, to come kill me. He said he watches through the mirror, through the cracks, when others can't see him. He also said that sometimes they can look in the mirror and don't see him at all, where other times, certain ones are able to. (this dream was VERY cryptic)

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I was on the phone in a middle of a conversation with someone, when I felt something bad had happened outside. I dropped the phone and ran outside. Earlier in the dream, I'd seen a woman walking with a green baby stroller. I looked out and this green babystroller was tipped on it's side in our neighbours front yard. I frantically looked around the other yards and street, looking for the baby. I somehow knew that a car had hit the stroller, and the stroller went flying one direction, while the baby went the other way. I had no idea what happened to the woman pushing the stroller, but my mind wasn't even worried about her.

I spotted on the other of the street, on another neighbours front lawn a plastic baby doll, and I sighed with relief, realizing it had only been a doll, and not a real baby. I had been terribly worried for the baby that might of been in the stroller. I than went back into the house and back to my conversation.

I was on a dock, set against a river. It wasn't really dark, but it wasn't full bright daylight either. I was there with my dog, and I had 3 fishing lines in the water. I don't remember catching anything up to this point, but I was just idly sitting there, when I realized a group of people were coming over onto the dock I was at. I grabbed a hold of my dogs collar, and held him tightly, why he wasn't on a leash, I have no idea. I was worried about his history of being aggressive with strangers he didn't know and I didn't want him attacking these people. I didn't want them to come onto the dock, but I didn't say anything either.

They came up and stood around talking, and I kept just wishing they'd go away. They stood between me and the fishing lines, although I was able to see the lines and I realized that the middle line was moving. The rod was bending down like I had a fish on the end. I couldn't go to it because there was no room, there were too many people on the dock, but I couldn't let go of my dogs collar either. I wasn't sure what to do.

One of the boys reeled the rod in, and held the fish up at the end of the line for all of us to see. They all gasped, for it was a very unusual fish, it was a white silvery colour, about a foot in length and had strange fins sticking out at random spots all over its back. It had a huge wide mouth, with rows of teeth. Someone said what it was called, I think they called it a Pike (but that's not the kind of fish it really was - it didn't look like a Pike)

The boy who reeled it in asked me what I wanted to do with it, keep it or let it go. I answered 'let it go' and he took a long pair of metal tong like things and took the hook out of it's mouth, dropping it back into the water.

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I was in this large building with a few other people. I think it was a public building as there seemed to be several other people there, doing their own thing as they went about. What kind of building I don't know, it sort of reminded me of a school, with the wide hallways. There was a man there causing trouble. He had in his hand a large heavey round rock and was threatening to throw it at someone.

Some reason I decided to intevene with this dangerous man. I knew he was dangerous, and yet I felt some sort of sympathy for him, but I knew he had to be put away so he couldn't have a chance to hurt anyone else. I walked up to him and quickly grabbed the rock out of his hand as I stepped up beside him, taking his arm and putting it across my shoulder, as if he was leaning on me to walk. He was about a foot taller than me, he was thin, but not too thin, it was more a wiry thin. I think he had long hair as well, long blondish hair that hung down to his shoulders.

There was a man I knew and was really good friends with in the hallway talking to someone else. I passed him, as I walked with this man, and I held up my right hand, which still had the rock in it, and I showed him, hoping he'd understand that I took it from this man, and that he had been attempting to throw it at someone. I dropped my arm back down again, still holding the rock, which fit perfectly into my palm. I think it was a gold colour (but could be wrong)

I knew what I was doing was dangerous, this man could turn on me any second, but I needed to get him away from everyone else, away to a empty room, where I could than get someone else to call someone to come and assess him. The hallway was full of people, and I steered him away from them all, all the while talking quietly and softly to him, trying to keep him calm.

I managed to get him to a room at the other side of the building, which was empty. Once there, I left him to sit by himself, and by this time, my friend who'd I'd passed earlier had come to meet me. I told him, we needed to get someone in, like a Pyschiatrist or Therapist, someone to be able to assess him as unstable and they could than put him away so he wouldn't hurt anyone else. I remember trying to convince my friend of his dangerousness and I remember saying at one point "He's a danger to everyone else. He must be put away where he can't hurt anyone."

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I was on a farm along with a few other people I knew. There was a man there, who kept bothering me. He was very angry and aggressive towards me. He kept physically threatening me. (most of this dream has been forgotten, or just doesn't make much sense to be able to write it down) I knew he hated me, but I didn't really know why.

At one point I got sick and tired of his attitude and confronted him. I found out he wrote books, but he wrote Snuff books and I was shocked to learn that. I asked him, where on earth did he find a publisher to write that sort of thing and he told me the name of a publishing company that he had gotten published with. (which I don't even remember the name now, think it was just a madeup publisher)

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Wow now that's alot of dreams remembered. Seems things are picking back up again. I think its funny with both of the dreams where I dreamt of dangerous men. The second dream, I wasn't really afraid of the man, I felt more pity towards him. I should of been afraid or careful, but I wasn't. And yet, in the third dream, the man did truly frighten me.

(I ended up going for a nap today and slept for about an hour and had this dream - non lucid as they always seem to be) The beginning of the dream I'd gone somewhere with my parents, some building. There'd been some papers we'd signed for some reason or another. Than I'm back hom with my parents, in the house I grew up in as a child and it was like I was living there. I noticed a big plastic bag which had come in the mail sitting on the counter. I knew it was for me and so I opened it up. Inside were tons of gifts, letters, a few pictures of a childhood friend that I was really close with. ((I haven't seen her since I was about 13 years old or so, she moved away and we kept in touch through mail for a while, but we've lost touch with each other since than))

There were also gifts for my twin sons that she'd sent me. Little tiny blue and white harley davidson booties and matching sleepers. They were SOOOO cute!!! I hadn't told her that I'd had twins or had any children for that matter, and I wondered in the dream how she had known. The baby sleeper I remember looking at and realizing that it was 'almost' too small for the babies to wear, but I knew they'd still be able to get some use out of it before they got too big.

As soon as I had opened the main bag and realized that the presents were from my friend, I just burst into tears, crying tears of happiness and sadness all at the same time as I missed my friend terribly.

Yesterday I had an hour nap and had a bunch of short little dreams during it. In one of them, I was watching an Avril Lavinge video, that didn't exist. I can't remember any of the video now, or the lyrics to the song, but I thought it was really good and felt a connection to the song somehow.

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I was sitting in the passenger side seat in a large work/utility van that my husband was driving. We had just come from somewhere, but can't think where now and we were going home. We went through the side streets to get to the front of our house, but as we went through the normal side streets that I know in real life, the area seemed somehow different. I was puzzled over this fact, but figured I just had never paid attention to the streets all the previous times of coming through here. ((UGH I SHOULD of done a reality check here)

It was after dark, although there was still some light to see by. We soon realized we weren't going to be able to park right infront of our house because there were so many cars already parked along the side of the road. It was almost when a fair or circus is in one section of town, all the side streets and parking areas are all filled. So we parked along in one of the alley's close to our house, and got out of the van.

There were a group of men near by who looked over at us as we got out. My husband somehow knew one of them, but I felt a little nervous and I kept pulling at my clothes, trying to adjust them. I think I was wearing a skirt and high heel shoes (which I never do - especially the heels part lol) One of the men my husband knew came over to us to talk. He said something to us than we walked off in the direction of our house.

Next thing I know we're in a hotel. We're in the hallway and I realize my husband is hardly wearing any clothes. He's wearing a strange buttoned up silver or white short sleeved jacket, but it looks kind of silly. I told him we have to get to our clothes before we're caught. He had this shirt he could of put on, but it had a stain on the front. I knew it was an expensive shirt, but we had no way of getting the stain out. He said he could call the hotel laundry and have them clean it, but it was late at night and we didn't think it would get cleaned by the morning.

We couldn't be caught by anyone in the hallway, so I told him I'd meet him at our room. He told me to go to room 815, I knew where it was and knew I'd have to take several elevators to get there but I was sure I could get there without being caught.

I headed off and took the first elevator, which I almost didn't find because it was almost hidden in the side of a wall. I took it to the next floor, than went off to find the next elevator to go up to the next floor. I found it and it was in the main lobby area. As I was waiting, there was a man sitting behind the counter who kept watching me. I thought for sure he was going to call security. As I waited for the elevator, I was playing with my rings. I had taken my engagement ring off and was playing with it. Once the man saw me, I tried to put it onto the other hand, but the ring was too small and wouldn't fit, so I pretended I never had tried putting it onto that finger, in the hopes that everything appeared normal, so I just kept it in my hands as I waited for the elevator.

(This entire dream was really weird. I felt like myself, and it was my real husband in the dream, and yet I didn't feel like me. I felt almost like it was part of a movie I was playing or acting out. Very strange.)

Wow, this one's going to be a long entry. LOTS of remembered dreams last night. Still no lucid dreams.

I was in water, a large inground pool, I think it was a public one and I had just realized that a group of people were trying to kill me. I didn't know why and didn't understand it. But there was a young girl there with me, who was the one that told me they were trying to kill me and she than explained why. (I don't remember why now) But I didn't think it was fair at all.

Next I was out of the pool and she told me to run. I ran up some stairs into a house. As I was running I was thinking of a place to hide. The first place I thought of was the bathroom, knowing I could lock the door. I ran into the bathroom and shut the door, but realized that the wall and door were only about waist high!! The people who were after me could easily just step over the wall! I ran out and went to look for another bathroom. I passed the girl who had warned me, and I shouted at her to follow me, so she could hide with me as well. (than the dream ended)

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(This dream I was more an observer) There was a pregnant woman, sitting in the front seat of a car. (I think she was wearing a red shirt) There was a nurse/Dr sitting beside her, checking her out. She seemed concerned about the pregnant woman, and told her she wanted to listen to the baby's heartbeat. She was amazed at how fit or thin the pregnant woman appeared, she said she thought she would of been larger.

I was sitting beside the Dr and felt like telling the pregnant woman I had been the same way when I had been pregnant and it turned out I had twins. I don't even know if the two women knew I was even there.

Than it was like an after dream update, and I knew that the woman had given birth and the baby had weighed 4lbs 6oz and I realized that was why the woman hadn't been very large.

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I was leaving a relatives house, where all my distant relatives were, and I said goodbye but no one else got up to hug me goodbye, they all just sort of said bye and waved. I was a little disappointed and went to go leave, when a couple of them got up to come over and give me a hug, which lifted my spirits.

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I was in this place with several others as we sort of waited for someone to come save us. (was a REALLY weird dream) Each person had their own 'hero' and one by one, they'd come and 'rescue' this person. (I say rescue and save because that's what it felt like, and yet, not once did I see any danger.) I waited and it was soon my turn. I watched as a large man dressed in some red and white costume came for me. I was sitting on the floor when he walked up to me, and he reached out a red gloved hand to offer to help me up. I put my hand in his and he pulled me to my feet and than he walked me away.

As we walked, we passed by a friend of mine I recognized, but he never looked at me or acted like he recognized who I was. We than passed by a mirror and I had a quick glance into it, and I saw the man wearing his red and white costume, and I realized with shock that I was wearing a full costume as well, which even included a mask or helmet type thing over my entire head. The costume was blue and silver, very similar to what the head Alien Queen wears in Lilo and Stitch lol. It sort of gave me that impression and as we walked, it felt strange, as if I was walking on air, very weird feeling.

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There was a man who was trying to kill me. Blood splatters everywhere.

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I was trying to escape someplace. There were a few others with me on some sort of vehical, almost like a space ship/plane. They were letting some of us off because there was danger if we stayed too long. One of the people told me they could let me go, drop me off at my home, but I told them it was okay, that I could wait a bit longer. I wanted to help them out as much as I could. I replied that I would help until we reached London, than they could let me go.

Next thing I know there's tons of rushing water everywhere. It was as if the ship/vehicle we were in, had suddenly been flooded. Glass shattered and the water rushed in. All I could see was water. Just water as far as the eye could see. Water and glass. The water was pulling me along with it at an extremely fast pace. The entire situation was filled with danger.

I was me, and yet I wasn't me in this dream. It was like I was someone else. I had to get married for the second time and I had to choose from between two men. My first husband, and a widowed man named Shrek (lmao he wasn't an ogre though) He hadn't been widowed very long, only about 2 months. Everyone wanted me to choose Shrek, and at first I thought I was going to, until I put more thought into it. The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt choosing Shrek. I explained it to someone who was asking that "there was just 'something' not right about Shrek"

Shrek though, assumed I was choosing him. And he just appeared arrogant to me. I went with my first husband, for some strange reason to Shreks house. He lived out in the country, in a house surrounded by a narrow creek. We walked towards the creek and Shrek came out and met us on the other side. My first husband who was with me, jumped across the creek no problem. I was looking at it a bit warily, not sure I could make the distance. Shrek put his hand out towards me and I had no choice but to take it as he helped me across the creek.

Shrek had a pond in his yard which he was wanting to clean. We walked over to the pond, and Shrek was in the pond, up to his knees in the water. I looked into the pond and realized yes it was quite dirty, but I also realized there were at least 2 small schools of fish in the pond swimming around.

Shrek wanted to empty the pond of all the fish, so he could clean it properly and so the fish would have to die. He was just trying to come up with a way to catch the fish. My first husband suggested something, I think about blowing the fish out of the water with explosives, and Shrek thought that was a good idea.

Shrek wadded to the edge, nearest where we were standing and he looked down, noticing what looked like a small starfish. He clung to his hand as he dipped it in the water and he shook his hand trying to get rid of it. My 1st husband made a comment about how Shrek had never seen starfish before because he came from a different country and culture.

Next thing I know the dream had changed. I kept putting and delaying my answer to Shrek, and he gave up (I think) and I realized it was the next day and I couldn't find anyone. I was all alone at a small public park. I was sitting near a picnic table and there was a small scattering of candy upon the table. I gathered it up into my hand, so I could eat it, because I knew it would be the only food I'd get for the next little while and so I meant to save it.

I was outside, in this open treeless park area and it was nighttime. Everything was dark, although I was able to see a little bit, most likely as a result of some distant street lamps maybe or the moon? There was some danger as I was trying to make my way across the park, to ... somewhere (can't remember where I was trying to go now) I was being really careful, keeping an eye out all around me, worried I'd be seen. The entire time, I was in contact with this man, who spoke to me telepathically. He was a vampire. He was telling me what to do, how to get across without being seen.

A man was coming my way, and I immediately felt fear, afraid he'd see me and I'd be caught. The man n my head, kept me calm, and told me what to do. He said to drop down to the ground, so I would blend in with the shadows and not stand out and to not move at all, because the movement would be detected.

I was too afraid to drop to the ground, but I did freeze on the spot, too afraid to move as I watched the man walk past me. He didn't even look my way. Once he was out of my sight, I gave in to the urge to turn around, so I could still see him, keeping an eye on him. It unnerved me to have him behind me, and not be able to see him.

To look at him, he wasn't frightening and there was nothing dangerous to his looks. He could of easily blended in with a crowd. He was of average height, with short blonde or light brown hair and he was wearing dark clothing, (and something keeps bugging me that he might of been wearing some sort of
uniform)

Next thing I remember, is I'm being carried by this vampire. I'd gotten past the blonde haired man and we were now in a treed area. I was truly frightened now, not because of the vampire, but because he was taking me somewhere I didn't want to go. Although I felt safe in his arms.

We paused at the top of a hill or steep incline, which I was able to see, led down about 10 feet or so, to another section of the forest. Everything was still dark, but I was able to make out a few things.

He said there was something he wanted to show me and than he started walking down, despite my protests. As he carried me, he comforted me, telling me it was going to be okay, but it didn't help much. was still terrified (it wasn't going down the incline or hill which frightened me, or the area itself at the ottom, but it was a spot further down once we got to the bottom, which I knew he was taking me to, that I was afraid of) I kept telling him I didn't want to see it.

We got to the bottom of the incline and began walking through the trees heading towards the spot where I knew he wanted to show me. We were about 7 or 8 feet (give or take) away from the area on the round when the dream ended or faded.

(((( Upon more consideration of this dream, a funny thought occured to me, what if the vampire was wanting to show me water, as it's one of my highest dream symbols, and if I saw the water, I might of gone lucid!!! As I haven't had a single dream with water in it since deciding to look out for it more than a week ago))))

Dreamt June 19, 2005

I was at my parents house in the kitchen talking I think when someone noticed something odd about the clouds outside. I took a look and the sky was filled with large white fluffy clouds along with others of greyish colours. I than realized in shock that there was a tornado funnel cloud moving back and forth in the distance, coming closer to the house.

I didn't believe it at first, (tornado's are VERY rare where I live) but I took another look and sure enough, it was a tornado. No one else had noticed it yet, so I yelled at everyone to get into the basement. My husband was there at the house with me too and I ran to the basement, hoping that we'd all be safe there. My husband followed me and as I ran, I felt the entire house shaking, as if the tornado was right above us. I glanced quickly around looking for the best place to hide, when I ran under the stairs I think, and grabbed a hold of a beam. I waited and waited, while the house shook than it slowly died down and I realized that only my husband had followed me down. No one else was downstairs!

I went back upstairs after things settled down. I couldn't find anyone at first, no one was in the kitchen, but everything looked okay. Suddenly as I was thinking about looking through the rest of the house, I heard a knocking at the front door. I opened it and it was the neighbour from next door, she wanted to use the phone (it sounded urgent too) but I was too concerned to listen to her or talk to her, I just sort of pointed her in the direction of the phone and went off looking for my family. I did notice though that the neighbour gave me a really strange look.

I started on at my family members once I found them, wondering why they never followed me downstairs. They were a little confused so I mentioned the fact that we'd just had a twister. ((Whatever happened to the neighbour I don't know, I never saw her again in the dream, was as if she disappeared once she used the phone.)) My mom swore there was no twister. That there had been no tornado and I must of just imagined it. Everyone else was all confused as my mom, saying that there'd been no tornado, basically wanting to know what was wrong with me.

At that point I really began to doubt my sanity, because I knew I'd seen the twister out the window and I knew that the house had shook, I knew I couldn't of just imagined it, but I really began to think I was going insane. I thought I was perhaps a little crazy and this fact bothered me.

I was standing there staring at the kitchen table when I realized that perhaps I was dreaming. It seemed just so crazy that it was possible. I briefly wondered, what I could do to prove it and my eye caught on a spot on the table, a watermark or stain and I took my finger and pressed against it, pushing to get my finger through the table.

My finger went right through the table slowly, up to the knuckle and it was than that I realized that it was all a dream. I was rather relieved to know I wasn't insane.

But I than felt myself beginning to wake up. (I hadn't been sleeping good prior to this dream and than the kids woke me up several times during my last few hours of sleep, which I think was what was beginning to wake me up here.)

I willed myself to try and stay in the dream, but I also felt myself sleeping in the bed. I think I must of fallen back to sleep rather quickly, but I fell right back to sleep into a regular non lucid dream. I found myself talking to my mom, telling her how amazing it was, that I'd had my first LD in well over a year. I also tried explaining to her what a LD was. I told her how real and vivid it was and than said "it was as real as it is right now as I'm talking to you" (or something very similiar to that) heh which is funny as I was dreaming of talking about being lucid! I was so sure I was awake. This makes me realize I should NEVER EVER assume anything. PROVE it!

My mom also pointed out the fact that I wasn't wearing a shirt. I was a little embarrassed about this, and thought to myself, "that's why the neighbour looked at me strange" I wasn't even wearing a bra! (although I never connected it to the current dream. It's possible it was a seperate dream about me wearing no shirt, but I know I remember thinking about the neighbour looking at me odd. It's like I hadn't realized I was topless.