Language of the Sands and more to come...

[darknightedlady]

I will label these as lucid/non-lucid: 12/2/7 (non-lucid) I am at my Grandmothers house (in the dream she has passed, but she is alive in real life). She has passed on a vase, that I have admired since I was a youngster (this vase does not exist in real life). I looked inside and find a medallion. The medallion has a symbol that flashes, for a moment, when I hold it in my hands. The symbol is the same as what is reflected on the outside of the vase. I am then at a marketplace. This lady is in charge of a large sandbox. It stands waist high. Above them is the sam symbol. I try to ask about the symbol, but she does not understand me. I, then, place my right hand in the sand and draw the symbol. As I draw the symbol, I find that I am communicating through the sand to her. The way I move my hand in the sand, makes a certain sound. It is an old language; a lost language. She gives me a book about this language. Then a red sea creature comes by me. It is full of rage. Then I see blue sea creatures, swimming. I go toward them. They have me join them. When I get in the water, I am transformed into the blue sea creature. We swim together and it feels good, natural. Then we go back to land. We become human. They go into a building. While in there, I try to change back to being a sea creature (to go off on my own), but am unable to do so. Two of them come back out and speak to me. They explain that Mexico (where we are) is not part of the collaberation, which is why we are still able to be human. They taught me how to become a sea creature, again. They said to blur everything, don't concentyrate. They explained that we are now family. We all go swimming again. I find this old structure and explore it. As I am doing so, I am spying on one of them. He is telling some of them that I am a past member that had killed one of them before. I felt that I may have been a past member, but not a killer. I approach the group and they point to a wall, that has my name on it (mispelled). This was the name of the killer. I believed it was a trick. This was not accurate. The leader of the group (although he disagreed) needed to sentence me to execution, just due to accusation; a steadfast rule. It was also known that once sentenced, the sentence could not be removed. I was going to my certain death. Although, I knew I was innocent, I felt it was important to play by the rules. I did not resist. As they are hooking me up to be executed, the leader speaks quietly to the executioner, who then releases me and kills the accuser. The leader and I were long lost family; he knew the accuser was the one who had murdered the old member. This is why the exchange occurred.

[darknightedlady]

3/1/8 (semi) I don't remember much of the dream. However, I do remember this character. In the first dream, I see and hear him. He is humming a tune and seems out of place. Then I am in a different dream (at a grocery store) and hear the same tune. I look behind me and find the same man. He smiles, as I say, "This is the second time I have seen you". He then squats down to speak to me. He tells me something and then the dream is over. He told me that I can not do this alone. That I need to follow my path with others and that otherwise I will be doomed to fail.

[darknightedlady]

3/1/8 (non) I dreamt I was in a house. I saw this strange lighteningbolt...it was corkscrew and not solid (almost like dna, but without the short cross lines). Anyway, it was a transport. This lady comes, but I know she is not to be trusted. I had made a friend with someone of her kind, who told me this. She was trying to be kind, but she had ulterior motives. She dropped something and I picked it up. She looked at my right palm and read the lines. She smiled and said, I knew it was you. I looked at my palm and my lines were different than in real life. More complicated, many crossing and even a square that was highlighted with red tape (weird, I know). I held no memory of my past, but knew I had something that could help my people and that could also help this being. She wanted to use me. Then, my friend came and they were to ensue in battle. He would be pretty banged up, but would survive. He was only able to send her away for awhile, but she would be back. Additional info: From the point my friend came back for battle, the remaining dream was like foresight; it hadn't happened, but was going to happen. That was why I wrote the remaining part as if it hadn't happened yet. This was strange, I must say. Having foresight in a dream, about the dream...unusual.

[darknightedlady]

03/05/08 (non) I dreamt of a teacher (old martial arts techniques) and his wife. He explained to his wife that he would teach those who were able to reach this pouch. The pouch was above this window sill, that sat at my necks height, and hung on a tree branch. I overheard their conversation and thought I would give it a try. I put my hands on the sill and was about to give up; but then suddenly, I decided that I could do it and nothing would stop me. I then magically had such strength and determination, which led me to the top of the sill. I was able to reach the pouch and it contained some smooth stones. Him and his wife were surprised, but happy that someone was able to do it. I explained that I had overheard and that was why I tried (not just out of free reason). This did not change anything in their minds. His wife then asked me if I needed a permission slip. I laughed, and then said, "What, from my husband?!". Then, the teacher laughed. I explained to the woman that I was 35 (hence no need for the permission slip) and she seemed surprised.

[darknightedlady]

3/8/8 (semi) There are 2 young women and they go in different directions. I see them from a higher vantage point. They argue. Then I see that the spirit observing from the higher point has some influence on the girl moving to the right. The spirit places a toy puppy dog that wags it's tail, in front of her, to try to make her happy. She continues past the dog and is not satisfied. The spirit seems hurt, and I felt that pain. Just before this, the spirit had injured someone with whom the girl was upset at. The person ended up having a distorted hand...rotting, with fingers missing (looked almost mummifed). So, the spirit decided to keep her trapped for years in this special white soft flaky sawdust (a magic concoction made of sugar). This was so that she would not be influenced by the negativity of the outside world; one which was having an obvious affect on her. The spirit was her care taker... The girl, in sawdust, was in a dream like state, but was able to comprehend some things. She observed a television; at this point, I became lucid and tried to turn it off and on with my mind...only momentarily successful...then I became lost in my dream again. Then the other girl tried to come in and see what happened. I was the spirit again and tried to keep her out. Then I tried the sawdust on her, but she just laughed. She said, "your tricks won't work on me, demon". It was then that the spirit, me, realized the girl had been taken over by a hateful being and was no longer the sister of the girl already under spell (they were sisters and had lost their family, all they had was each other; the spirits had been taking care of them). The sister was trying to turn the girl under sawdust into an hateful being like her. Then I am the girl under spell, and I try to observe my surroundings. I end up in a pit with other creatures under the magic sawdust. They have been under for ages... I try to help them wake up so we can work together to get out. One of them was a large whale. Then this witch wakes up and states that she is the substance that is keeping us under and she will never let us escape.

[darknightedlady]

3/8/8 (non) I took a nap and had another dream! My mind seems active... I was placed in a small room with only a bed. This man was sad that he had trapped me here; he was crying. I tried to comfort him and hoped he would free me. Then his mom came in and told me that I needed to give her $10,000 and she would take one of my eggs and not kill me. Otherwise, she would take one of my eggs and kill me. Nice choice. I told her it was pointless to take one of my eggs, since I am not fertile (not sure if this is true, or not). She stated that was untrue, as I have an embryo growing right now. I told her that I was not pregnant, nor did I have any eggs she would desire. I told her to go ahead and take one, but it would be futile. Then she stated she was going to do some tests to verify the information. Somehow, I escaped and was in a huge store (which was above where I was being held captive). Someone in the store recognized that I was one of the captives and warned the other collberators to stop me. I was wearing a pink robe as concealment (haha, I stood out like a sore thumb). They tried to stop me as I left the store and jumped in a car. The man made me get out, since he didn't want to be harmed (by the ones chasing me). I then saw another vehicle with a man smoking a cigar and he had fire in the back of his car. He said, "welcome home". I then got in the car which took me back to the one bedroom closet. As I was sitting in the room, I saw my blackberry and tried to text my husband to help me. Then the door started to open. I tried to hide the phone, but then realized there was nowhere to hide it. So, I turned it off and placed it where I found it, in hopes of the plain sight rule. I never sent the message.

[darknightedlady]

3/9/8 (non) I dreamt of a gathering, held beside a cliff. The people were all high and there were rainbow colors everywhere...leading me to believe it was in the 60's or 70's. They were praying and meditating. There was a speaking platform. I looked around and saw a sign, indicating it was calpolly. Then this one girl was on the platform and seemed really out of it (she was wearing one white dress shoe and one black dress shoe). She said, "exit stage left" and walked to the edge of a cliff, with her arms spread out, and dove to her end. Strange.

[darknightedlady]

5/22/08 (semi) Dream: This morning I was slightly asleep when I saw a squirrel in the road. It looked at me and appeared to be dying. It was in pain and hunched over. I tried to concentrate to change the direction of this squirrels fate, but woke up before anything was final. Odd: I came home from work and heard a strange sound above my driveway, in the tree branches. It was a squirrel, barking. He was looking right at me. I felt like I had maybe killed his mate, but there was nothing under the car. So, as I approached, I noticed a humming bird flying around. Then the sqiurrel started cleaning its face and had those soft eyes that cats give you. Then, I noticed a pair of white doves on the branch just behind the squirrel. All this was an unusual occurance and struck me as odd. I was just watching them and then I noticed, after the heavy winds from last night, some of our tree branches are caught up in the wires. A definate fire hazard. A warning...? (Thank-you.) I have written my landlord to let him know of the situation.

[darknightedlady]

5/23/08 (non) I was with someone else. We were looking over this ancient book, when I saw my maiden name mentioned as a contributor. I was excited, and said so to my companion. Then the theory, from that passage, was attempted. A skeleton started to form from sand. Mostly, I saw the rib cage and a blur of a head. Nothing quite solid. Then, the one with me, stepped on the skeleton and squashed it back into sand. My companion stated that the theory is not correct because humans have free will. That was it and I have been mulling it over in my mind all day... interesting.

[darknightedlady]

5/27/8 (non) A fog lined with a greenish blue color, on the bottom, was moving to cover over the entire world. Television and radio signals were going out like a wave. People were going to sleep. I was with a child (a boy) and we tried to find shelter, but settled on an outside table. I told him he will be okay and to just pray so that when he opens his eyes he will see God. Then I began to write everything down-a historical transcript; so that, if anyone survives or if anyone comes to our planet they will know what happened to everyone. Then I saw others who were not yet asleep (btw, I was getting tired as I was writing the history; but, I wanted to stay up as long as I could). ~then a piece is missing~ Then, the world appears to be as it was. A child appears (again, a boy, but I am not sure if it is the same child or not) and tries to get a point accross to David Letterman . The boy speaks as if he is educated beyond any college dregree that could be earned. The child has stacks and stacks of books he has written. A few with pictures of aliens (from another planet) heads. David Letterman seems to finally take notice. They (not sure who "they" are) chose the child as their speaker, since people will notice a child savant. At this point, I am not sure what he is trying to say... ...something about dimensions, helping us to advance (via the fog), and our need to advance.

[darknightedlady]

6/21/2008 (non) I dreamt of a little girl that had wandered into a magical room and disappeared. When she had approached the door, the handle was round and had a distinct marking, but as she opened the door the handle flashed and changed its marking. Once she was in the room, the door shut and the handle changed back to it's original appearance. Her family and friends-of-family went looking for her, knowing full well, she had gone upstairs and could not have passed them downstairs. When they went into the room she was nowhere to be seen. Time passes, dimensions alter and here I am, other than my original location. I approach a house that seems protected, from time and different states, as well. When I open the door, a couple, who are within the house, ask why I am there. I say I am looking for a lost child. I had been sent there, by my dream companion, due to my inability to laugh anymore. This dream friend had told me I would find the reason in this house. I had been here before, he had said. They didn't want me to come in and stated that there was nobody else in the house. I decided to go in and when I did, the handle flashed and the door shut; I would not be allowed to leave until I recovered my ability to laugh. The couple had been there for 200 years, but had not aged a day, physically, since they first entered the house. This was why they did not want me to enter. Later, I was allowed to leave, but time will have passed at a much faster scale than while in the house. When I exited, many things changed (it was almost as if the house had been a time machine of sorts).

[darknightedlady]

Okay, this time I did it in word and then copy pasted! Happy again 08/06/2008 (non) I had a lot of dreams last night! I still remember a few… Inspects, Spiders, Morphing bird: I dreamt of a dusky room, it was underground, but still had a sliding glass to a window well leading outside. The room had many insects and spiders. I observed. I first noticed a yellow spider, that had more of a reptilian skin (almost like a toad), but it had the eight legs. One of them was being beaten down by a daddy long leg. This showed me that it wasn’t as tough as the daddy. However, it was cunning. It knew my every move. It found its way to my slipper and blended in with it. Then I noticed a metallic looking insect. It was elongated and had a vertical bump. It was shiny and gray. But, it was an insect. Come to think of it, the yellow spider was shiny, too. Then I saw this black, gray and white speckled bird with a fluffy plume. It was morphing the whole time it was flying and walking. It seemed lost, but I had a feeling it was intelligent and asked if it needed help. It changed to a more human form and affirmed that it needed help. He told me his name, but I do not recall it. Then on his way out the sliding glass, he stated he was a friend of the fox and would let the fox know that I assisted. At this point, I realized I may have stepped into the middle of something (The fox vs. whom ever…). Cool dream. Explosion: Then I am behind a glass observing a few people outside on a deck. There is a rust-colored metal disk that is close to the deck. It has a 3-D graph-type appearance and has red writing on it. I couldn’t read the writing. Only half of the disk is showing, as the disk is so large. People are commenting how they should go inside and were calling the disk by a name, but I cannot recall the name. Then there was an explosion. A cunning young woman stated she believed the explosion was planned so that people would remain afraid and not explore. There didn’t appear to be any land in sight; only the deck and the sky was light blue… The last dream I recalled was the transport: A woman had spent her entire lifespan researching this experiment. She was very excited because she felt she had completed the project. She had placed a beacon at different locations within different dimensions. These were like transmitters and receivers that communicated to bring an object to its intended location. She had succeeded in sending a non-biological item through and bringing it back. Because she had succeeded, she was going to send herself, next. My place in this dream was as non-existent observer. However, I knew that if she went forth she would not succeed because they had not experimented on the biological factor yet. As the observer I felt this and projected it to the characters, at which point the mentor (an older gentleman) explained that the human transport might not succeed. The reason was that the beacons knew how to communicate with the non-biological items; but, because they were not biological themselves they would not be able to understand the signals and the human would be lost somewhere “out there”. In the end, they decided on more experimentation.

[darknightedlady]

8/17/2008 (non) Dream 1: Dream of Elephant Ceremony: I dreamt there were mounds with four corners, made of brick. There were palm leaves, interconnected, to allow water to pass around the mounds. This would wash away any negativity left from this life. You see, the mounds were a place of death; the elephants' last place of rest. The ancient elephants had all died from cancerous brain tumors. These tumors had been caused by rays emmitted from the energy used by the attackers of the elephants' caretakers. My group and I decided to try to rebuild one of the mounds, to see how the caretakers had done it; brick by brick. Then, we noticed, the attackers had found us! We ran down these tunnels that had snow covered ground, but the snow was not cold. I looked for any footsteps, to be sure to wipe them away as we traveled. The attackers still followed. They rode another creature that helped to increase their speed. When we reached the end of the tunnels we needed to jump down the cliff. When we reached the bottom, we saw a large ancient city and realized the caretakers must have followed this same path. It seemed there was nobody around, until I spotted this lady in an open hut. She was concocting something and muttering to herself. I wondered if she was all alone, and if so for how long.. I saw she had old leather-bound books and jewel laden gold trinkets dangling from the top of the hut. It seemed she might be a guardian or witch and might know something of the past and present of the people and the city. She saw me as I approched and said my father had something he wanted me to receive, which wasn't the first time I had heard this in the dream (I just don't recall where or at what point). She said she could only give it to me once I had "passed the test". Then, she saw the attackers on top of the cliff and knew it was important for me to see what my father wanted to give me. I opened the paper and saw various combinations of jewels and gold which were described for their varoius abilities. Each combination did something different. There were also two stones that had wavy lines. I remember thinking I had already seen those. Then she took the letter back and ran into the city. The city began to crumble once the attackers arrived. They seemed to have triggered a device that would not allow the attackers to gain knowledge the caretakers held. Me and my crew grabbed every trinket we could, hoping one of the trinkets might be the right combination to protect the city....and us. We followed the lady and ended up in the city. We met the King. There were 2 factions to the city. The king had originally been part of the "good guys", but tried to infiltrate the "bad guys". In the end, he still tried to pretend he was a "good guy", but his heart had changed. It was like a 3-way twist. He was trying to play everyone. The city needed to be destroyed and since we were outsiders, we would not be allowed to leave...but we did. I ended up with a group of people who were using mortars to destroy the city. I never ended up using the trinkets. Dream 2: Dream of Spirit World: This dream began somewhere else, but I can't remember where. I remember being in a dark, gray industrial city...abandoned ruins. A girl pops out in a colorful outfit. She calls me by a name, I am not sure what name. She follows me. By the time I reached the end of the path, many children (I think all girls) in different colored outfits have popped out and followed me. They all called me by a name. As many times as the name was used in my dream, I can't remember the it! I am so curious. Anyway, I walk into this shack and see the man I am supposed to meet. He falls and appears to be dead. I think of how far I have traveled to save these children and he was the only one who had the wisdom and now he is dead. I walked out of the shack and scream. Then, he comes out and starts laughing. He had played a practical joke on me. He knew how far I had traveled and for what good purpose. He would help. This dream is earily similar to another dream I had. Not it's content, but the industrial feel, dark, gray, and the little children lost, and the repeated murmuring: This is that dream: (The dream begins with a girl seperated from her mother. They are trying to find their way back to each other. Finally the child discovers where the mother has been. The child is on her way to meet her, when a shadow of frost begins to travel through various windows. As we follow the shadow, we hope the girl makes it to her mother. We know that if the girl is taken she will disappear from all thought, from this existence. The shadow gets her, nobody knows she existed. She ends up in a window trapped in a raggedy ann doll saying, "mommy", the view expands and we see the windows on the top three levels of this old, old building have raggedy ann dolls...all saying "mommy". Back in the mom's apartment. you see a shadow lurking. It was as if the children were protecting there parents, before. Now they are gone and the lurking spirit can work its destruction... The other apartment has a lady that has a key. we spy on her. She sees us and states, "we are in hell". Then she shuts the door...it is a very large, old iron (heavy) door. There is this man that is trying to find out what is happening. We see his eyes are possesed blue...he speaks that he is a warrior and there are warriors throughout the building. But, he is injured and will die...as will the others. He stated that he can not fight the battle alone and that we must help. Otherwise, the darkness will win.)

[apachama]

Thats an amazing dream. I'm really impressed. A shame important details seem to be lost in recall, but thats a great dream nonetheless.

[darknightedlady]

Thank-you! Sometimes I am lucky and can recall with pretty good detal. I think when I wake up earlier than normal, I tend to remember more. I wish I could remember the name, it does seem to be important...since it was repeated several times! And where the dream began...Ah well. Thank-you for the feedback

[darknightedlady]

10/06/2008 (non): I had this dream after writing down a query regarding an experience I had with crow feathers. I think, in the future, I may write questions for my dreams to answer. I dreamt of a bird in this life and a bird in the spirit world. They were one and the same, but the bird in this life could not come to the spirit world and the bird in the spirit world could not transcend into this life. However, the bird in this life watched me as I was hanging out with the spirit bird. The spirit bird left and I started to follow. That was when the bird from this life told me to look behind me; the bird had left something for me. I turned and saw nine feathers (they weren't normal looking feathers, but feathers none-the-less). I put them in a paper bag and showed one other person.

[darknightedlady]

11/17/2008 (non) The past 5 days or so, I have had soooo many dreams! I haven't had time to write them all and am afraid if I don't, they will be lost. Uniquely, my dreams have mentioned 2 words, which I later discovered (through google) to be latin. In the past, I have had names mentioned, but can never remember them. I have been concentrating on this. So, the first dream where a foreign word or name was mentioned, I awoke. Grateful I remembered the word. Then last night, I dreamt about another word and immediately woke up. Now the words don't make much sense on their own, but I am very pleased to be remembering these things . The first was "capio" = head; and the second was "sikrut" = secret. The first night, I watched crows knocking at this window...it was dark outside. I was glad they came to speak to me. Then, I was sitting on the ground and some of them had their heads bent, for me to rub the back of their necks. Then, I saw a man who I once loved and he was in a wheel chair. His son was pushing him. They were sullen. I asked if he was okay and that he did not look well. No response. finally I sat in his lap, kissed his forehead and told him I was not angry and that I will always have a place for him in my heart. Then, his son said, "thank-you". Then, I ended up watching a women praying for her husband, for he was in mourning over their daughter who disappeared 10 years ago. Then, this man asked why she was praying and when she told him, he left. I am then in their house and in comes their daughter! Everyone was ecstatic to see her. I looked outside: The man was leaning up against a tree, with an indiana jones type hat, he had a thick reddish beard, and was whistling. Him and his wife had taken her in when they had found her...thinking she was alone in the world. Next, I was a man who had escaped from hell with another man. But, he had been caught and sent back. I was trying to get him out, since we had a partnership. We had done nothing wrong, as far as I was aware. The man in hell, thought I had betrayed him, but I never forgot and was continuing to try to help him. It had been 10 years, as well. This was the same night as the other dream...10 years. He was on a path with other people (Edit: These people appeared to be vietnamese, which I didn't state before. One of the women hit her child in the stomach when the baby cried, to keep it quiet. I am beginning to wonder if these were prisoners of war...not "hell"; the reason for the hindsite was due to watching a war movie). They were quiet and they were walking forever. I had many more, but I can't remember them right now! Well, at least I finally gave myself the chance to write them down. Hopefully, this trend will continue! I like having so many dreams. I really don't know what I am doing different... One thing, I think might help me gain lucidity is the crow. Whenever it comes to me I get a higher sense of being and if I concentrate, I think this can be my trigger...hopefully...fingers crossed.

[darknightedlady]

11/22/2008 (semi~ I believe, due to concentrated manifest) I saw this small iron gate, blocking a dirt road that was covered in brush and trees. There were many nice old homes here, that served bed and breakfast (but not visible, from the road). Someone walks out of the gate and tells me this is a good place to stay. I decide to follow the brush covered path. I am looking for some kind of sign to show me where to go. I believe specifically, I was searching for the crow…I think my concentration is helping. As I come to an alcove filled with water, I see 3 crows perched atop the alcove. I knew there was something here that I needed to find. As I started to look for where I should dig (thinking lost artifact), something sparkled in the water. I waded into the water with my dog. I looked into the water and saw roots and the water was still. I began to think of snakes (which is usually when my fears manifest), but I felt safe with both my dog and the crows. Thankfully, my fear did not stop me from searching. I duck my head under water (it didn’t feel any different, except that I got a better view) and try to find the sparkle. I didn’t see it, but I saw slate rock piled unusually. I began to peel off the layers and found an alter. A candle was burning (it had been burning for ages and under water to boot!). I also saw strings…red, yellow, a braided hair. Not sure what else… Then, I realize a mom and daughter are coming my way. I knew this was their property and started to place the slate rock back into place. As I was placing the last rock, the little girl sees me. She gives me a look that tells me to hide. So, I place myself against the walls of the alcove and am surprised when the mom doesn’t see me. I figured she must have been too caught up in getting her daughter out of the alcove. The daughter was doing her best to keep her mom’s attention away from me. Then, finally they leave. The mom didn’t want her daughter playing with magic and that was why she wanted her out of the alcove. The daughter told her mom she wasn’t doing it anymore. But as she said that to her mom, she glanced back at me with a look that indicated otherwise. She was allowing me to stay, to search further.

[darknightedlady]

12/1/2008 (non) I dreamt of a telescope looking object called "Kennedy ____". I think it was Kennedy Reflector. Anyway, the object looked like a lens that was placed into the telescope. The lens acted as a sort of warp. When the scope would calculate the mathematics of what it saw, the warp reflector would alter the coordinates. The purpose of gaining these warped calculations was actually a short cut to another, much longer, scientifically approved method. Within the same vacinity, was an intillegent mimicker to human behavior. It was made of cushions and was like a computer. When someone moved or made a face it would do the same. (I thought it would be cool to box with it...if it knew my every move. A random thought that popped into my dream, but was not really part of the dream.) Then people started dying, and I think this object was part of it. It had mimicked someone's behavior that it witnessed, on board. EDIT: I noticed I have dreamt of scientific experiements before. I am not sure why I dream of science (I am not a scientist), but it is interesting and I like it. Perhaps, this too, can be a trigger.

[darknightedlady]

12/5/2008 (semi)! I am in a dream and I am listening to 2 men talk. I have had dreams similar to this before. They are talking about things that don't interest me; and so, I get bored. It is at this point, where I start to look for a crow!! I found one and immediately knew I was dreaming! I began to think...what should I do? But, upon concentrating on my task...I awoke . I now realize, I must set aside a task. I seem to be comfortable using the crow in my dream; so now, I must come up with a task. I think I will look up and touch whatever is above me. I will pay attention to it's temperature, it's texture, and it's color. Let's see if I can do this before years end! My other dream: I dreamt I was reading a passage and I referenced the past in some sort of invoking ritual. I stated, "because of x, y, and z I ask to invoke..." and then someone screamed at me and I awoke!! I have had things like this happen, where I am doing something but someone yells and I awake. I am not sure what yells to wake me... Well, the dream was interesting, though. I wonder if there are rituals where the past is referenced to invoke. And if there is, what would have happened if I had done so in a dream, where I am not conscious?!

[darknightedlady]

12/19 (semi) 12/20 (non) Dream of hill becoming a mountain, with me on top (semi): On the 19th, I dreamt I was driving in my car and had finally come through a tunnel. Then, I was climbing this mountain, but the car and I had become one (I did not use my legs to travel and the car was not surrounding me). Then I am on a hill and I stand there to oversee my surroundings. As I am looking out among the hills, my hill becomes a mountain...it grows taller and taller and at a swift pace. It was at this point, I realized I was dreaming. I felt as if I could just leap off and the mountain and fly. Unfortunately, I began to become analytical and as I was debating on what would happen if I attempted to fly off, I awoke. Me and my thinking mind!! I have been told once beforew, in a dream, just to blur everything and not concentrate. I need to concentrate on not concentrating...lol *sigh*. Also, I had forgotten my task (my fault, becaus I didn't think about it before I went to sleep). Dream of a stone sculpture and a child who had done nothing but observe the intricacies of this sculpture her whole life(non): Last night, I dreamt of a finely detailed white stone sculpture. It was under glass and bars so that people wouldn't touch it. This one girl had stared at the sculpture and memorized almost every detail. The town felt it was a sacred stone (which is why it was protected). For some reason, the leader felt the girl had the same abilities as the maker of the sacred object...hence, her fascination. He was going to grant her access to the sculpture. At this point, the bars and glass were lifted (all the townspeople were in awe). It turned out that throughout the center of town, were many smaller, alternate, versions of the same object. It took time to cross each sculpture, in order to reach the main one. From here, the dream takes a different direction which has faded from my memory.

[darknightedlady]

Last night, I had a dream I was in a library, that was formed from an old place of worship. I found a book and opened it. When I did, a chair moved on my right (just slightly, so that it could have just been my imagination). I was reading this book from underneath a large, hallow, and markedly rickety steeple. I don't know where I was, but I had a feeling the book was German in descent. When I was looking at the book, I noticed all the pages were split in half. The top half was written upsidedown and backwards; the bottom half right side up and forwards. In my dream, I concluded this could be used in some sort of mirror ceremony. Anyway, something else dropped, randomly, and I decided to close the book. When I did many things started falling around me and there were 3 orbs chasing me (lol!). They were knocking things down as they went. I went through the front door and ran toward the street. They were not able to cross the door, until someone opened it for them. So, someone did and they continued to chase me; but now there were more (I think 5). Anyway, they ended up in the body (it was not me anymore) and I watched as they were fighting for control of the body. They were speaking german and made the person, who they took over, look quite mad (crazy).

[darknightedlady]

12/25/2008 (non) There was a battle going on, but I am not sure how long or what it was about. There is a lot before this, but this is all I can remember for now: I remember a scene where this miniature man came up to me and kissed me. He said, "you did a good job". I had no clue what he was referring to, but was curious. Then we (me, them, and all that were with our battalion)had to try to hide and get away from the "bad guys". Him and his sister began to tie a rope around our necks and place us under these plank boards and then placed us underwater for the trip. I asked him why they were doing this. He said this was not the first time and that these ropes, gave us less need for air but also took away some of our memory. Him and his sister were able to breath in water and would take us where we needed to go. I awake while under water. I am worried that something happened to one of them. I untie myself and look at the end of the planks and one of them sees me. I see her with open mouth and out came a white light. Then I am next to the man and need to breath. We will need to interlock our lips and I will take in the white light. *I seem to remember this happening before...the breathing in the white light* Then we are stopped, and his sister takes some of her blood and places it in me. Then, she says something along the lines that I am to take over her position. She then, injects herself with the same needle and dies. Her brother is heart broken! He begins to change shape and bars form around his head and he grasps onto the bars and screams (he has a temper, I remember). I look to him and know he needs to be alone, so I say I am going upstairs now. He nodded his head, as he understood my intentions.

[darknightedlady]

12/26/2008 (non) Last night I dreamt of this hidden city, in Trubadore. Once the false wall was down, I saw it's beauty. There, at the center, was a water fountain that was flowing upside down. I couldn't reach the fountain, but there were square ponds of water to my right (the water fountain was at my left), and I drank some of it. I turned behind me and saw a rainbow and the place just lit up with vibrancy. I told my companion, who then drank from the water but she saw darkness. She was scared. I went to pick her up and take her someplace else, in hopes that if there was nothing to see, she wouldn't be afraid. I sat down, realizing there was no such place and held her. When she looked at me she did not see me, she saw something that she was fearful of. But, she heard my voice comforting her and saying, "It's okay, I am here with you. Everything will be okay." This let her know it was me, because she knew my voice. As I was rocking her back and forth, I began to wonder if the water had some sort of drug like effect and if it did, maybe it would wear off. I hoped, for her sake.

[darknightedlady]

1/10/2009 (non) Just a quickie: Last night I dreamt of a storm that had settled...the fresh stillness still lingered and the sky was a variety of grays. There we many different types of birds flying around. They were flying around with their flocks, criss crossing with other flocks and some were on non-organic objects (representing that they were confused as to where they should be).