Good day, all! I just wanted to say a word or two regarding my dream journal habits and practices, to see if there are any improvements I can make, or if there are some other interesting things I could try out.
First off, if you haven't seen my introduction, I'd like to sum it up in a few words: I've had very vivid, intense, involved, and detailed dreams as far back as I can remember, but have not attained lucidity too often, or deliberately. My dream recall is quite good (being able to recall most dreams and their details soon after awakening, or after a "trigger" of some sort) and I've only started keeping a dream journal recently. Furthermore, I haven't "deliberately" sought to dream much in the past; it has only been recently where I've been seeking to seed my dreamscape. This has raised some questionable results, as my experimentation with supplements and substances leaves me questioning their efficacy, as well as how counterproductive "forcing" dreams in myself may actually be; I've noticed that the best dreams occur "naturally" and "organically", without too much tampering, or deliberate seeding.
Furthermore, I only record the dreams that I consider "cool enough" to record; am I making a mistake here by skipping on the "filler" dreams, of which I usually have a decent number of almost every night? Those tend to have their own dream signs, and recurring themes. Now, these dreams aren't entirely rubbish; they sometimes have a plot, and there is often a goal/ending, but they just aren't very "entertaining" or "provocative" to me. They seem more like satire, or altered versions of real life experiences, with some twists and variations thrown in.
What does go into my dream journals are what I consider the prime picks of the crop; those which are exceptionally vivid, involved, and detailed; those that surpass real life, and almost seem to exist on a totally different dimension, or those that have some philosophical, artistic, or intellectual interest/merit. In this case, I probably have a couple a week, depending on many factors. It seems that I have a sort of dream cycle, where there are bumper crops of vivid dreams clustered together in close proximity to each other (Sometimes several a night), a period of average dreaming (let's say, 3-5 "mundane" dreams coupled with 1-3 "sorta ok" ones), followed by a drought of them. Then of course, there are some short naps that are accompanied by several vivid dreams, and then others which have nothing at all. Some of this cycle can perhaps be attributed to life or lifestyle changes, stress, new experiences, etc. So, is it wrong to limit my recording to the cream of the crop? Some of the "rubbish" dreams often contain unsavoury topics or occurrences, based on assorted experiences, and the like.
As a side, I've also started recording some of my...um...how do I say..."psychonautic experiences" alongside my dreams, since some of these experiences and visions are quite intense, visceral, and often involve or provoke some philosophical, artistic, or spiritual topics. I find that these waking experiences almost can fit the description of lucid dreaming (at least, when I'm in "the other dimension), and sometimes even have some degree of influence on dreams that occur afterward.
Furthermore, I also tend to avoid writing down bad experiences/nightmares, of which also occur often. For instance, I've had multiple recurring nightmares involving a family situation that occurred a year ago, and those make me pretty uncomfortable; they're not something I'd like to recall, but my memory makes it impossible to forget, which seems to allow them to recur quite often. However, I have had a few instances where I am able to take control, and turn them towards my favor. Is there a way to program yourself to NOT dream about things like this?
Anyway, I'd like to hear what some of you guys think, and maybe be pointed in the right direction if there are some relevant existing topics/threads around here that may be of interest to me. Thanks!
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