Maybe you hurt his feelings. |
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loooool |
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laby, it's fuzzy and unclear |
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labyrint looks exactly as I've always expected him to. |
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I thought he was a she so I was way off. |
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Oh ok, I can kinda make you out in that one picture Laby, I just now realised you were turning around in that picture. So we can see your front and your back at the same time. |
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It's not bad to be gender confused when your all high on dreaming and connectness to all, but those days with only recalls of past traumas and hardness of gender identity I'll prefer to be man most see in me. On other hand I'm more in terms with long history as man. On other hand I like being something else, not just dual gender.. but way over. Motherly or feminine sides of me had added great deal of connectness to something that that empathy and feelings don't describe. For man feels and empathises too. Only thing is that my hetero side bonds more easily to men. My feminine side feels most of the men quite childish and easy,, dont know why it's like this. I know many women feel that as well. Those men that have really interested me in sexual and memorable way are few. And with them I've felt something beyond human gender roles, and animal gender roles also.. So this is the point where I'm now... |
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For to explain last post a little bit now that I've gotten myself more together. There's a strong male side of me as well, but lastly I've tatoeed feminine channel in my leg so those sides are stronger now. Another thing is sometimes I feel my 'others' femine shape insicknen in this world so I've walked the same road as she. I've also reconnected myself with voodoun and african lwas and while I'm alone coocking a dinner for no'one that is coming.. for sometimes it really is like that. Everyone is in different time or dimension. I've dreamed to someone popping into this place for I hold no thoughts what could be possible, so while cooking for my appereantly gone or dead love, I've gotten quite in touch with longing emptiness.. it's easier for me to start from girls of my dreams and if I only communicate with liquer, spices and food the feeling is quite motherlike (verymalefull lwas rarely manifest when there's no women around) as well conversative with my 'others' forms inside me and outside in the snowrain and music. So while there's no-body really alive but me (I just had to put the music down, for the only one in other room is sick and under the system of dull everyday movie, hope for him, his recall and health) I'm to experience this by only me. |
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Yeah, for a long time I thought No-Name and ninja were female because of their avatars. Same with Stormcrow but I have no idea why, loll. |
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I see the resemblance to your avatar, greenhavoc |
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a bushy eyebrowed habitual grumpy pants, yeah that's me. |
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greenhavoc, your picture just made me smile |
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Absolutely outstanding, CheckeredHeart. I sense more pictures being transferred to the sexy females thread! |
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