SD Day 37
Not much recall,
something about Forrest Lawn (Ghetto), and Cancun Trip.
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SD Day 37
Not much recall,
something about Forrest Lawn (Ghetto), and Cancun Trip.
So, last night my recall decided to pass by :), I hope it stays for a while.
I had an "unknown" lucid last night, by this I mean a a dream in which I become lucid for no apparent reason, and then forget what happened next.
03.11.2010Unknown Lucid (DILD)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I randomly became lucid, I decided to fly, it felt good.
I don't know how this dream started or ended, I just recalled this when I woke up in the middle of the night.
03.11.2010Mall (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I was in the mall waiting for someone, I notice Jaymee (a hot chick from school) is there too, with a friend. I sit down in a couch and keep waiting for who ever I was waiting for. Jaymee approaches me and gives me a balloon, she smiles and says "luv u" she then giggles and walks away with her friend. I'm confused, I have never talked to her, I didn't even know she knew I existed. I try to say something, but the only thing that comes out of my mouth is "thanks". I then stand up and start walking around the mall, going inside stores looking for her. I come across a group of people that were praying. I notice Connor (wrestling coach assistant from last year) is among them. I tell him we need him to be the coach this year, because if not we won't have a wrestling coach. He says he can't and keeps praying. I make a loud joke and then notice everything was silent, then everyone started staring at me. I leave.
03.11.2010Intense Sadness at Old School (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I'm at Maria Auxiliadora, my old school back at Venezuela. I am talking to my friend from Canada, Jesus, we are in the high school building (the elementary and high school sections are connected). I then realize I haven't talked to my old friends in a long time, in fact I don't remember even hanging out with them since grade 8 (I'm currently in grade 12, I moved out of Venezuela in grade 8). I realize I've been stupid, why haven't I talked to them, or hung out with them in 4 years? What the fuck is wrong with me? I wished I could go back in time, change things, talk to them, not stop hanging out with them. An indescribable amount of sadness invades me. I start remembering all the good times I had with them through school, from pre-school (age 6) until grade 8 (age 12), I then realize I've been basically "dead" all this time (for some reason in the dream I had no recall of ever moving to Canada in grade 8, so all the time between grade 8 and grade 12 in the dream seemed like I was just a zombie, just going through everyday without talking to anyone). I start crying uncontrollably. I run as fast as I can, hiding my face form everyone, I run across elementary school, into the pre-school area, I see the playground where I made my best friends when I was 6, the friends I haven't talked to in years. I collapse beside the playground, I feel so much sadness I just want to die. I feel like someone just carved out a hole through my chest, I can't breathe, I can't describe the amout of sadness, I just want to go back in time and change everything. I see my friend Jesus rushing towards me, he tells me it is ok. I wake up crying.
Probably one of the most intense dreams I've ever had regarding emotions. I can't describe how sad I felt during the dream, it was just so unreal.
03.11.2010STFU (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I'm at ELA class, I'm talking to Will. Our group is next, I'm holding the paper WIll gave me, our presentation. I just have to read it in front of the class. I want to start, but everyone is talking. They won't shut up. I stand up and scream "SHUT THE FUCK UP, EVERY ONE". Everything just goes silent, and every one in the room turns towards me, I laugh, and then start reading. I then realize it is a poem, with really strange writting, I can meke up some of the words, but other words just melt and slip down the paper. The only reasonable explanation I find for this is that the letters are made of chocolate, so I start eating the paper. Hmmm, whoops, teacher, I ate my homework.
Wow I hate how emotions can be so amplified in dreams, especial saddness and anger.
Lol about the STFU dream :D
I know man, and the mood also gets carried on after you wake up, at least for me.
And I gotta say, that was the BEST chocolate I've ever eaten xP!
04.11.2010Purple Sky (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I woke up at 4:30am and stayed up until 5:00am, I went back to sleep hoping that SP would set in. Sp set in, I waited 1 minute and then stood up from bed, did a RC, I was dreaming.
I Stood up, I was dreaming. I approached the window, it felt so real. Maybe I was able to breathe with my nose pinched because of my stuffed nose. I would find out soon. I would try to go through the window, if it worked then I Was dreaming, if not, I would go back to bed. I carefully pressed against the window with my hands, and they went through like if it was made of butter. I stepped through it, and levitated above my house. The sky was purple, and the grass was green. I loved the contrast. I started flying thinking of what I should do. I wanted to create a portal, see where it would take me.
I had a FA, and fell asleep.
Many times, in my LD's, the sky is purple and the grass is green, I love it.
07.11.2010School Time Trip (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I was on a school trip with some people from school, not any particular class. We were in some kind of ancient ruins, in an abandoned castle. We then realized we had gone back in time. We were wearing antique clothes, and I had a full knight armour. We found various treasures in the castle, among them gold, rubys and swords. We came across a chamber with many religious reliques and statues in it. I found many old, worn our crucifixes, and was trying to figure out why they were there. I found a blue ruby incrusted in a wall, and I found out that it had the power to grant you as many lucid dreams when ever you wanted. I put in my pocket. Mackenzie, a friend of mine, came running towards me and told me there was a templar outside, killing everyone. He told me he was huge and was armed. I grabbed a sword and went outside. Everyone was watching from inside the castle. The templar came running towards me and tried to stab me with his sword, I rolled to my right and dodged it. We had a sword fight, but then mine broke. He grabbed a spear and attacked me, but I deflected it with a crecent kick. I then cut the distance between us and started punching him in the face as hard as I could. I knocked him uncounscious, then I grabbed a sword and put it through his heart. The setting then turned into a MMORPG, as if I had just defeated a boss. I looted/grabbed all of the items he dropped, and left.
haha thanks, it was a pretty intense dream, the plot was so interesting.
I will try to use the blue ruby's power tonight :P
10.11.2010Hidding Body (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
My Dad had killed someone, I belive it was a robber that had broken into our house. No one else knew, just my dad and I. I was scared for him, I didn't want him to go to jail. I decided to hide the body in the toilet, but then people would notice it when they used it. Maybe I could cut the body in pieces, put it in a bag, and dispose it somewhere. I hated this feeling, dad and I are good persons, we were just in a really tough situation. I cut the body in pieces, and placed them in a garbage bag. I went to the mall, and carried it around the mall. There was a lift/teleferic in the mall. I went on it, that way I had a good view of a place where I could hide it. I saw some locker rooms beside the pool (although there is no pool in that particular mall), I went inside the locker rooms and saw my friend Alyssa. She helped me hide the bag, and gave me an empty one, that way it wouldn't be as suspicious.
There is a second dream, it was pretty detailed and took me 10 minutes to write it, there was an error and the journal deleted it, I'm too lazy to write it again. It consisted of running to the bus, arriving at medicine school where I was surgeon, going on a field trip with a bunch of douchebags, having a rivalry with one of them (playing pranks on each other the whole day), going home, and sleeping.
D: why didn't you tell the cops that you just got robed and you killed him in self defence?
A dream life nightmare, then a waking life nightmare.
11.11.2010Parties (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
It was a friday night, there were parties every where, we had like 10 different options and decided to go to all of them, and stay at which ever we thought was better. We arrived at the first one, my friend Eddie was the host. It was full of people from school, but it was a house party so we left. I was with Lusho, Dii, and Silvana. We went to the second party, it was in some kind of warehouse. We noticed the group of girls that have been following us around the past couple of weeks at school because one of them likes Diego, and I am secretly attracted to one of them.
We decided to stay at this party. The place was huge, we decided to stay together because we could easily get separated, and if something happened it'd be worse. I was dancing with the girl from school that I find attractive. We had a conversation, and I pretended to just "have seen her around a couple of times" at school. I had the impression she was also interested in me. We danced a couple of songs, and then she went back to hang out with her friends, I went to talk to Lusho and Diego. The music was too loud so we decided to go to the hallway where the washrooms were located. It was a narrow hallway, it was dark and smelled bad. I saw a friend from school, Maide, in bikini, her body looked good.
A group of colombians whom we have beef with approached us. There were 5 of them, and only 3 of us. One of them pulled out a gun, I jumped on him and started beating the crap out of him, two of them then jumped on me. Lusho and Diego helped me up, we were going to run, I the nremembered I had my knife with me. One of them pulled his knife out and ran towards me, I kicked him in the face with a back kick, probably broke his nose, and pulled out my knife. Next thing I know, I'm holding a knife with blood dripping from it, and one of the colombian guys is in the ground, holding his throat, bloog squirting from it. We run. I find a way home, and go into my washroom. I take the knife out, it's still covered in blood. I look at myself in the mirror, who have I become?
That last dream seems to have a lot of meaning. You better be careful. Getting shot or ending up in prison for murder is game over in waking life.
I must admit it was an intense dream. I've never been in a situation like that one in real life though, and unlike Diego and Lusho I know how to stay out of trouble. The scary thing is that tonight (Friday) we are going to a party at a friends house, and I dunno if that group of colombians will be there
12.11.2010Assassins (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I was in a pool area with Irving. We were some kind of spies (It's funny because about 2 months ago I had a dream in which we were ninjas x] ). He hands me a weird looking sword and a gun. We brake a window and jump through it. There are 5 guys whom apparently we need to kill. I then realize we are Assassins, like in Assassin's Creed. I sneak behind 2 of them and kill them with a double dagger, Irving kills the other 2, while the last one attempts to scape. I aim at him with my gun, Irving does too, we shoot at the same time, the guy goes down. We run/parkour our way up the stairs and reach an office. The guy who we have to kill is sitting in his chair.
"I Was waiting for you 2 to show up" he says.
"Really?"
"Are you fucking kidding me? of course not, if I knew you were coming I would of grabbed my gun and hidden in the closet"
"Oh, ok, soo I guess you know why we are here, so let's make it quick"
I shoot him, mission complete.
Irving and I are now sitting in my bonus room, with xbox controllers, it was one of those dreams where it switches between reality and video games, if you know what I mean.
12.11.2010Calling my Dream Guide (WILD)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I woke up at 4:30, turned my alarms off, and tried to WILD. I started counting, I hadn't reached 10 when SP set in. I Waited 1 minute, then stood up from bed, did a RC, I was dreaming. I stand up, look around, everything was dark. I try to turn the lights on with the light switch, but it doesn't work. I cover my eyes with my hands, and then look again, lights are on. I sit on the floor, rub my hands, grab a doughnut from under my bed and eat it. The dream is stable now. I have to talk to my dream guide. I sit on my chair, and look at the door. I'm hoping for my dream guide to come through it. But nothing happens. I yell "DREAM GUIDE COME RIGHT NOW", but it doesn't show up. Maybe he/she/it is somewhere in my house, I think. I open the door, go to my parents' bedroom, they are awake, they look at me and tell me to go to sleep. I tell them that I would do that, if it wasn't a dream, they look confused. I see Tonka, my dog, staring at me. He always shows up in my LD's, one time we even flew together. Maybe Tonka IS my dream guide. I take him to my room and try to get him to talk. He just stares at me, he is really confused. Ok this isn't working, Tonka just leaves my room. I try to go on DV and find something. I made it to google at least, the keyboar was all messed up so I typed it without looking at the keyboard.
I then remember that our last Shared Dreaming Lesson was on finding your Dream Guide, dammit my memmory is failing me, what did it say??
I'll try calling him/her/it one more time. "DREAM GUIDE!!" The whole house shakes, I wake up.
Warning: the following dream contains sexual content, reader discretion is advised.
12.11.2010Lucid with Shannon/Nicole (DEILD)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I woke up from a dream, and stood still. I was able to DEILD back into it, but unlike most of my WILD/DEILD's, this time I wasn't in my bed, but rather where I had left in the last dream.
I'm in my house, except it's not my real life house. My friend's mom enters, she is looking for her younger son. I tell her He is not here. She leaves. I'm pretty mad about the fact that I couldn't find my dream guide in that earlier lucid dream. I won't go looking for him in this one, instead I'll have some fun. I notice a bunch of people in the living room, some of them I know, others I don't. I also notice my ex (Luisa), she is just ignoring me. Fine, I'll spawn someone hot and take them to my bedroom. The bell rings. I go to the front door, it's Nicole (The girl who I danced with in the dream Parties, from SD Day 41). I tell her to come inside. We go upstairs into my bed room, and wonder if Luisa saw me. What ever, it's a dream. I'm just slightly worried that is ACTUALLY Luisa, after all she is a natural lucid dreamer, we could be share dreaming right now. We go into my room, and take our clothes off. We jump in bed and start making out. I try to find a condom, then realize I don't need one. I have sex, and it acutally lasts about 10 minutes (When I have sex in dreams it usually lasts 1 or 2 minutes). My the end, I realize it is not Nicole anymore, she morphed into Shannon (A girl from my school that I made out with 1 year ago). We keep making out, and then I wake up.
So last night I went to a party, and let's just say I drank a little more than I should have. I got home drunk at 1:30 in the morning, I puked, I went to bed. I had to wake up at 8 to go to work, and I didn't remember much from the party.
The funny part is, the only dream I remember was about me still being drunk at the party, and looking back at the party, some of the fragments that I remember I can't tell if they actually happened, or if they just happened in the dream.
14.11.2010Dead Mouse (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I was at my grandma's house. There was a mouse. I chased it. I noticed that if I screamed at it it would freeze, it was scared of me. I had to kill it because it could potentially kill every one in the house. I chased it, and it became traped in a hole in the ground. His whole body had fallen through it, but its head was too big to fit through it. He was getting stranggled to death. Within 10 seconds it died. I felt bad.
14.11.2010In the Sky (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I was with some friends at a flying station. I could leap freely, so could segio. Lusho and Dii were chasing a Hero. I stopped him using magic. I went to see the entrance of one of the teams. Sergio and I found a way to help each other leap as much as we wanted to.
I hate myself for having this dream:
The mood from this dream carried on to my waking life, I feel like shit right now.14.11.2010Monster (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
This is probably the most fucked up dream I've ever had. It's weird, it's violent, and my emotions were really fucked up all throughout the dream.
I was some kind of zombie/monster. There were 10 of us, and we were each assigned a group of people which we had to kill before the time ran out, or something "horrible" would happen to us. The people we had to kill were trapped in a forest. We entered the forest.
I started running around, trusting my senses. I could "smell" the ones I had to kill. I found one of them and I devoured him in less than a minute. I wasn't sure who these people were, I just knew I had to kill them. I found a weapon, which consisted of a wooden club with nails, nasty nails. I took it, it was heavy, I could not have lifted it if I were still human, but I wasn't, I was a monster, I could handle it easily.
I saw a girl, one of my prays, I swung the club as hard as I could, hit her on the left cheek, blood squirted every where. For a split of second, I wished it was me the one getting hit, not the one hitting. I saw another one of my victims. It was a fat, old guy. He saw me and instantly he knew he had no chances of surviving. I took him and put him on my shoulder. I climbed a tree and threw him towards some rocks that were some 60ft below, head first. I had to kill 5 more people, and they were all together, cornered. I then realized who these people were. I knew them in my past life, when I was human. One of them was my mother. I couldn't kill them. I freaked out and started crying. I was a monster, I had just murdered innocent people. I couldn't kill them, I had to accept my punishment. The time ran out. I was summoned to a chamber with a chest in the middle of it. I heard a pumping noise coming from the chest. It sounded like a heart. I opened the chest, it was my heart. I learned that from my own heart, a monster would be born, and that monster would protect me my whole life, with the price of killing every one I ever cared about in my life.
I was human again, I was at my house. I knew the monster was coming. There were a lot of people in my house, my best friends were there, my mom was there, my dogs were there, my brother was there, my cousins were there. My father wasn't. I then remembered that he had died months ago (He is alive IRL, thank God it was just an awful nightmare). I had to warn them, they had to leave.
It was too late. Lights went off, screams started every where in the house, blood splattered every where. Lights went on. There were dead bodies every where, blood evey where. I knew these people. They were dead because of me. I didn't keep my part of the deal, I didn't kill the people in that forest and this was my fate.
My mom was still alive, the monster was holding a bloody hammer, walking towards her. I jumped on the monster and put him in the tightest choke I could. I knew he was immortal, but that would hold him down long enough so my mom could run. She ran outside. I held the monster for as long as I could, and he could not hurt me. I then realized I had held the monster in that position for months. I didn't know how, but I had actually held the monster down in the same posiiton for months. That meant my mom was some where safe in the world. My job was done. I knew I had no purpose to live any more. I took a knife and put it straight through my throat, I knew that if I died, so would the monster, after all, we were the same person.
14.11.2010My Best Friend (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
Ariana is my best friend, we have known each other since we were two years old. I can tell her anything. We both lived in the same city back in Venezuela, and I went to her house every week for some 10 years. When I was about 10 she moved to Spain, and a year later moved back to Venezuela. When I was 13 she moved to Miami, where she still lives, and I moved to Canada when I was 14. We have lost contact, but we are still best friends. Last time I saw her was two years ago, when I was 16. I guess we have always loved each other in a different way, a little more than friends, but we have never really done anything.
I was at my house, Ariana was there. We were talking, sharing thoughts. I knew it wasn't real, but I loved the moment. I had my hand on her leg, we were talking about everything, we were laughing, we were happy. I wished this could happen in real life, and not just in... what ever that was. Maybe it was a thought, maybe it was a dream, I didn't care. I just wanted to enjoy it as much as possible. It was a peaceful, joyful moment. I came closer to her, and went to kiss her. She turned her face and I kissed her on her cheek. She told me we were young in the dream, only 13. I laughed, and asked her if she really thought we were 13. She said that's what it felt like, but she knew in reality that we were both 18. I smiled, and told her I missed her. She told me we would see each other soon, in real life, not just in dreams.
Well, last night was a success, both for recall, and achieving lucidity :D!
16.11.2010School Martial Arts Contest (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I was at school, in chemistry class. I was writting my Chapter 15 Quiz (which actually was this morning). I had some trouble with some of the questions, but I thought I was doing well overall. I got a bleeding nose, so I went to the washroom. It was weird, because the blood wasn't too thick, it was almost like water. On my way to the washroom I saw Diego, he didn't seem to notice my bleeding nose.
Instead of just washing my nose in the washroom, I decided to go home and shower. I then realized that I had almost no time to finish my quiz. I went back to school and told my chemistry teacher that I had some trouble with my bleeding nose, and asked him if I could write the test tomorrow, he said yes.
It was lunch time. Aparently there was some kind of event at the gymasium in which we dressed like any anime character and has a "form competition", like in Martial Arts Tournament (forms/kata/patterns/tul, however you wanna call it). I was dressed like Gohan, since I already had the costume from Halloween. I saw Sarah, a girl from school, dressed like a pirate. We had a short conversation, then I saw my group of friends sitting on the bleachers and went over there. Every one was sitting around the big "ring" in which two contestants would have a patterns competition. Lusho was up first, he had a Piccolo costume while Brennan, his opponent was dressing like Link from Zelda. Brennan did a Tae-Kwon-Do pattern, while Lusho made up his own and didn't work out too well. I decided I would do the most advanced pattern I know from my Venezuelan Freestyle Karate school.
Dream skips, I'm at my house. I didn't get to do my pattern, but I will do it tomorrow. I put my phone to charge, and go to the washroom. When I come back, my room is on fire. I see the cause of it, it's my cell phone. There must have been some kind of electrical problem which might have caused a spark and made the cell phone catch on fire. My cell phone was spinning like crazy, moving across the floor and burning/melting my floor carpet. The room smelled horribly, it was like melted plastic. I grabbed a extinguisher and put the fire out. My dad started screaming at me for being so "careless". He said next time I should stay in the room if I was charging my cell phone.
I was on my way back to school to meet up with some friends. I found myself having a duel with my brother. It was a sparring match, in which I won, and was awarded a paper bag with some papers in it. I had no idea what they were for. My brother begged me to give him the papers, that way he could solve a mystery he had been working on for months. I decided to give it to him. I sat on the edge of a dock, with my feet in the water. I was contemplating the water. I was thinking of going for a swim, I missed swimming. In fact, I didn't remember when was the last time I had seen the sea.
Tevin and Silvana came and convinced me to come to school with them. When we arrived we saw Dr. Kelso from Scrubs sitting outside of the gym. He approached us and gave us a paper, ir was some kind of clue. We drove to a liquor store and bought a bottle of rum, we wanted to go to someone's house and drink it, but then we realized that the clue meant. We got on the car, I was on the driver's seat, although I don't drive. Lusho and Dii were on another car, they were goning to follow me. I start the car and drive towards the area where I live. There were many skaters on the street and I had to dodge them. At one point I did some kind of stunt in which the car made a front flip. I had no idea how I did this. I stopped in front of the play ground by Lusho's house. I had to park, I was feeling dizzy. I parked the car and got out of it.
I looked around, it wasn't night anymore, it was morning. How had I driven? I don't have a liscense yet. Maybe it was a dream, after all I usually have dreams in which I drive. I did a RC, plugged my nose, and tried to breathe. I was dreaming! So that's why! I stabilized the dream by rubbing my hands together and yelling "Clarity!". It was already daylight when I became lucid, so it had more stability than most of my lucid dreams. I started running towards my house, I had to summon my dream guide and I can usually concentrate better in my LD's if I'm at my house. Wait, my house is too far, why don't I just enter a random house and hope my dream guide will be there. That's what I will do. Ok, it's a dream, stay calm, enter the house. I ran towards the nearest house and walked through it's front door, literally walked through it. I decided to imagine that my dream guide would look like Zelda. I went up the stairs and saw a Zelda cutout. DAMMIT! That's not gonna do it. I heard somethig. I look at the end of the hallway, Silvana is there. She tells me to follow her. I follow her and we enter a bedroom, inside is also Lucia. I wonder if I should forget about them and go looking for dream guide, or follow the dream and see what they want. I enter the room and Lucia tells me that she knows where I can find Zelda, my dream guide. I hear my mom's voice. She's telling me to wake up. I wake up, I have to get ready for school
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. Excuse: I've been lazy.
Living The Good Life (At School)
I was at school, but it was bigger than in real life. It was also different. It had dorms, plus kitchens, more washrooms (with showers), living rooms, T.V.s, and many other new things. The best thing: we only had one class a day, instead of 4. Basically it was a huge school-house. I was in chemistry class and I noticed that Luisa my ex, was there too. We were sitting far away from each other. I then notice a pretty blond girl sitting right beside me. She smiles at me, I smile back. How come I had never seen her before? She was probably the prettiest girl I had ever seen in my life.
Diego, who was sitting behind me told me I should go for her. I laugh and tell him I'll think about it later. The blond girl and I start talking, and kinda flirting. Mr. Ryall, my chem teacher, tells us to please be quiet while he is explaining. I turn around to see if Luisa had noticed, she had, and now she was red and mad. I pretend I didn't see her, I don't want to talk to her right now. The blond girl then asks be who that is, I explain to her that is my ex girlfriend, I tell her we broke up 2 months ago. Mr. Ryall asks us to go outside of the classroom so we don't interrupt the class.
We go outside and keep talking, asking questions about each other. We were both surprised we hadn't met before, in the three years we both have been attending the same school, and it's not even a big school. We are supposed to wait outside of the classroom until the teacher comes and explains to us why we shouldn't talk during a lesson, how it is disrespectful for him, for our classmates blah blah blah. I realize I hadn't introduced myself, neither had she. Keeping my latino tradition I introduce myself to her while giving her a kiss in the cheek. She laughs and I pretend I "forgot" they don't do that here in Canada, she says she likes it better that way, she then introduced herself while kissing my on my right cheek.
We both laugh and keep talking, flirting, having fun. She suggests instead of waiting there outside of the classroom, we go explore the woods inside the school grounds. At first I'm a little hesitant, but then I decide it will be fun. We run out of the school, into the woods. Although it's supposed to be winter, the weather is really nice outside. It's sunny, no clouds, the grass is green. We run into the woods. We are in some kind of tall grass field inside the woods. The trees are tall and thick, but they let little rays of sun come through, giving the whole setting a nice, peaceful mood. We then settle behind a rock, beside the tall grass. It's a small, cozy place. We sit leaning on the rock, she tells me she's cold, and I put my arm around her.
I think I fell in love with someone I just met. How could I? I had been trying not to develop feelings for anyone in the past weeks. Luisa and I had a really serious relation and when we broke up we agreed we wouldn't date again in a long time. But this felt right, I really liked this girl. She then laid down, and rested her head on my legs. We held hands and fell asleep.
I wake up, in my dorm. Was all that a dream? It couldn't be, it felt so right, so good. I wake Diego up and ask him if we had chemistry together yesterday, he told me we didn't. Dammit, that means it was a dream. She exists though, I know she does. I go out of my dorm, and start walking, searching every hallway in the school. Maybe it was a shared dream, maybe she remembers me. I searched for 2 hours, no luck. Why was the school so dark? I look at the time, it's 4 in the morning. I decide to do some home work in the common hall. I then see her. She looks like she is in a rush, I follow her, try to catch up with her. She then enters her dorm room. I knock the door, she opens it. She looks really confused, I ask her if she remembers her dreams?
She tells me that she did see me in a dream, but doesn't remember what it was about. I tell her about my dream, and ask her out on a date. She smiles and tells me she will think about it. She gives hugs me and tells me to go back to sleep. I go back to my dorm, wake Diego up and tell him about what happened. He tells me he's happy for me, but he would appreciate it if I let him sleep.
The next day we have a snowboarding trip. I notice she is in the same bus. I sit beside her and we talk during the trip. She tells me she doesn't know how to snowboard, I tell her I will teach her. We spend the whole day together. Back at school she invites me to her dorm. We then talk, and drink. She comes close to me, and kisses me. She tells me she had been waiting for me for a long time. I smile and kiss her back.
Well, Dreamviews wasn't working for me these past days, that's why I've been away.
25.11.2010Finding MadMonkey (Non-lucid)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I attempted to WILD at 5:00 am. SP set on. I waited about 1 minute. I noticed Samara, from The Ring, standing beside me, watching me during sleep paralysis. I thought "Stupid HI's", they think they can mess with me x). I tried to talk to her, but I couldn't move. I was then able to stand up. Samara was still there, she was looking at me in a creepy way. I told her to get the fuck out, disapeared.
I instantly remembered my goal: meet with MadMonkey. I didn't have much time to stabilize, he was probably waiting for me already. I rubbed my hands together, then jumped our the window. It was dark outside, but stable enough. I wasn't sure if I should make a portal or fly to our meeting place. I decided to start flying. After a minute flying I have a FA and lost lucidity.
I'm so disappointed I lost lucidity like that >: (
It's been happening a lot lately.