Here I will post the dreams that I recall and anything SD related :)
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Here I will post the dreams that I recall and anything SD related :)
September 18th 2010 05:01-08:39
Awake Non-lucid Semi-lucid
It's night time, I'm lost in a forest. There are trees everywhere, all tinted blue from the darkness. I cannot see the sky, there's a slight breeze. It should be peaceful... but it's not. I sense danger. I move up a gravel path until I hear someone shout. I instantly tense up, awaiting danger.
"C'mon!" I hear someone shout. Looking downwards, I see a strong rushing river. It's slanted, but no water leaves the banks. I know that if I land in it I'll die. On the opposite bank is a teenage girl. Her brown eyes are wide, chin-length hair ruffled. She gestures to me, obviously afraid of something.
I run and jump, miraculously landing on the other bank. She grabs my arm and sprints forward. "They're after us!" The gravel path turns to slippery mud. I have no idea who "they" are, but I know it too. I name the girl Mae. She's smaller than me, with delicate features. A fast runner, too.
"They have bombs!" She screams, terrified. Then I hear it... a sort of disturbance in the air. An engine. "We need to get underground." She sees a wooden plank, sticking up out of the mud. Relief floods onto her face, she knows what it is. She yanks the plank from the earth, catches my eye, and jumps into the hole where the plank was. The mud swallows her up. I find another plank. It has "the Hag" written on it. For a second I don't know if I should, but then I hear the bombers getting closer. I rip the plank up and jump.
I land on my back with an "oomph!" I'm now in an underground room. Luckily it's bare, with no hag. Thank god...
A tall boy with bright orange and red hair walks in. His name's Jay, he's a friend from school He takes me to his room, where his brother is too. I look around, a little suspicious. I even check in his black wardrobe. He laughs, and lets me look where I want. He tells me this place is called the Warren. I feel like a rabbit. I wonder where Mae disappeared to.
[Dream Skip - A few months later] I am now a member of the Warren. They are protecting me from the ones who want to kill me. They treat me as if i'm special, I think they know something I don't. But Mae says they'll tell me in time. The entire situation confuses me.
I stand in a field across from the main entrance to the Warren, which is a grey, stony cave. When you go inside, it leads down underground. There are two "guards" standing at the Cave. It's a gorgeous sunny day, flowers are everywhere. The sun brings warmth to my skin, but as always, there's a breeze. The wind never truely leaves this place.
There's something going on over by the Cave. I run over to see. Mae is there. She's pushing someone in a wheelchair, an old man with wild eyes. He stares at me, and I get that creepy danger feeling again. There's something not right about him, something I don't trust. He's one of them, he's here to kill me. I try to tell them but they don't believe me, they say he's harmless, a cripple.
I flee, sprinting past the Cave into the field of Golden Thorns. It slopes downwards. Somewhere during my sprint, I morph into a wolf. I'm crashing through the thorns on all fours, panting. Nothing matters except the instinct to get away from that man. I'm trying to get as deep as possible into the thorns, where the crippled man cannot find me. I stop and lay down flat in a hollow, whining. I stay there for awhile.
[Dream skip - a few years] I stand on top of the stone steps. They lead down to a road, and then across that is my hometown. I run a leap, flying. Everything is sharper and clearer than before. I have more control. I use my large, golden feathered wings to propel me into the air. I fly to the field, landing. Everyone is amazed, but they already know my abilities.
Is it just me, or is Mae looking slightly jealous? I don't trust her now. She brought the cripple here, and even after these few years, I still believe he is trying to kill me. He's just waiting for the chance. I see him watching me from across the field. Shivers travel up my spine. I resist the urge to flee.
"We need to talk." Mae declares.
"See you at the castle." I say. I take off, souring to the castle.
[Dream skip - a few minutes] I'm sitting on the wall of the castle. It's so high up, I feel like I'm floating on the highest cloud. The wind threatens to throw me off the wall. Below me are hills, but they're tiny from this height. I can see the forest, and can imagine the Warren running underneath. I can see the Cave, and the field. I can see the golden thorns behind it.
Mae stands next to me. "Are you going to kill me?" She asks quietly.
I swing my legs over the edge of the wall, wondering what would happen if I fell. I'd fly, of course... And live. A part of me just wants to fall and see what happens.
"You saved my life once, so I won't take yours. But you brought the danger to me, so understand that I'll never trust you, Mae."
She sits on the wall beside me. I feel calm, something I've never felt since I winded up in that goddamn forest. I stare out across it, and I can feel her watching me closely. I wonder if she thinks she can kill me. Instead, the unexpected happens.
"I'm sorry." She whispers. Then her body slips off of the wall. I don't fly down to save her, I don't do anything. I continue to stare across, wondering whether or not I should tear the cripple to pieces with my wolf teeth. A small part of my mind tells me I'm paranoid. All he's done is watch and listen. Maybe that's all he needs.
WILD Attempt
So I attempted an afternoon nap WILD, but failed :(
I got to the stage of numbness (almost like you're floating) and after awhile realised I heard faint string music. I didn't progress any further though because this distracted me and I lost my focus.
My Plans For Tonight...
Okay, so where I am it's currently 21:20. So I'm gonna read for a little bit to relax, and then go to bed between 21:30 and 22:00. Depends how good my book gets... :cheeky:
I'm going to set my SCACapp (i'm experimenting with this) for about 3, 5 and 7.5 hours in. It's supposed to wake me up during REM (I don't know how far into REM though) and the more tries I get, the better. If this fails to work, then i'll just go back to my normal schedual :) But last night I went for 5 hours I think and got a pretty decent dream. The most vivid than I've had in a long time :D and considering the fact I morphed into a wolf... maybe I'm onto a good thing here! :shadewink: I will update tomorrow morning.
September 19th 2010 - School Problems
Quick note: Last night pretty much failed because I found it so hard to get to sleep. I ended up getting to sleep several hours after I went to bed :( I'll try again tonight though... :D
Awake Non-Lucid
I'm in my school quad, a large empty space between buildings. I sit on the concrete, watching people pass and thinking about nothing. Everything is grey, the brick floor, the school, the uniform and even the clouds in the sky. A large figure walks up and stands over me.
"Are you okay?" I realise it's Conner. "You look kind of depressed..." His form blots out the little sun I had, making my day even darker than it was before. And he's right, I feel a little bitter.
"I'm fine." I mutter, because all I really want is for him to piss off and leave me by myself. He seems to understand, and leaves. When he moves, I can see the rest of the quad again. Nobody's here, it's empty. I don't remember the bell ringing though...
I watch the two shelters, where I usually hang out in. There's something going on in the second one. I get up and hurry over.
Conner and a random are fighting. There's a table against the wall, where Aaron sits, just watching passively. The random is on the ground, and Conner is kicking him. Suddenly Conner's head snaps up and he sees me, then he runs away, leaving the random on the floor. Conner would get in serious trouble if anyone found out about this. Before I think about it, I kneel down, grab a fistful of the random's dark hair and lift his head up. I slam it onto the concrete several times, as hard as I can. I lift his face up again and study the damage. What's left of his facial features are hidden by a mash of swelling, bruises and blood. He's dead.
The bell rings, and I decide to head out for some retail therapy.
[Dream skip - 30 minutes] I'm in a shop, at the front of the que. There's a line of people trailing out of the glass doors behind me. There are mobile/cell phones hooked in neat lines all over the white walls. The lighting is too bright, it's flourescent and hurts my eyes. Finally I'm called into a door on my left. An old man with fluffy, white hair asks me what he can do for me.
"I'm here for a shot of blueberry juice." In the dark room I notice a huge sofa chair and a coffee table. I sit down and take the shotglass of blueberry juice from the table. He quickly snatches it off me before I can drink it.
"I don't sell this to anyone under sixteen."
"But I was told you're the best supplier!"
"I am, to anyone over the age of sixteen." (Apparently in this dream, blueberry juice is like a class A drug of something...:lol:)
"That's shit. Just give me the juice!"
The door bursts open and Taylor (my cousin) walks in. He quickly takes in my hysterical state and takes me outside. "Let's take you somewhere to calm down." He says quietly.
[Dream skip - A few minutes] He takes me to a gaming shop, and tells me he'll be back in a few minutes. I shrug and scan over the aisles. I see a game with my face on it.
Suddenly as I stare in shock, I feel something disconnect from me. I look to my right and see a light blue, almost transparent me floating next to my body. It's attatched to me by blue string at my waist and neck. It's part of my soul, it's leaving me. I scream when I realise.
Taylor storms in to save the day (again). I cling onto the string, he lifts me up and carries me out of the shop. He carries me across a white stone bridge. A wave crashes over it and soaks us, saturating my soul, making it harder to stay with me. Taylor puts me in his white car, which gets my soul back to normal. The sun is out and bright now. Taylor quickly drives me back to school and tells me to have a good day, and to not get in anymore trouble.
I head up to biology and sit down. Conner comes up and sits next to me. He whispers that that the random was found, but people thought he was stabbed by someone else at school. Relief floods through me.
[Dream skip - After class] I'm at the end of the corridor and have just won "Pupil of the Year" award. Two girls are next to me, looking insanely jealous. The headteacher will be coming up, and she hates me. She'll most likely try to humiliate me in some way. I need to get out of here... The two girls will set off the alarm if I run, out of spite. But running is the only chance I have. I tell them i've left something in biology, the stairs are next to the classroom door. Once I get to the doors to the stairs, I bolt through them and run as fast as I can.
By the time I get to the bottom, the alarm's ringing. I sprint across the quad and into the entrance hall. I make it though the doors just before they slide shut. Now that I'm out, I know they'll call the police. I run across the road, managing not to get ran over. Instead of taking my usual route, I head down a hill to where a stream is, running on the gravel path alongside it. Why can't I run so fast now? I concentrate on the ground, which helps a little. Once the path ends, I come across a little lakehouse. Without hesitating, I leap off of the tall bank and into the lake. Other than the fact it's not supposed to be here, the lake is salty... Wierd.
I climb onto a black ledge that runs across the lakehouse. I shuffle until I think I'm close enough to the bank, the fling myself from the ledge and onto the path.
Once again I run as if lions are after me. I can hear police sirens, and pretty closely too. Just as i'm next to my house, a police car shows up. I quickly head up the steps and unlock the door. Before I go in, I risk a glance behind me. The police car isn't there anymore, in its place is my dad's jeep. My dad, a woman, and two guys close to my age get out. Since when did my dad have a girlfriend? Does that mean those guys are my step-brothers?
We all walk in, I head straight to the kitchen. The two guys sit at my table. The older one is someone I know, a guy from school who I really don't get on with. He glares at me and says; "Nice scive today." I ignore him and ask his brother how old he is. Fourteen apparently. My day just gets better and better... Not.
I stomp my way up the stairs and into my bedroom, slamming the door behind me.
Just to clarify - I'm not usually like this haha :lol: I don't fight people, take drugs, scive school or go into stroppy moods...
My Plans For Tonight...
So tonight is just going to be the same as last night, except I'll tweak it a little since I have school. I've also been given a MILD file, so I'll look over that and incorporate it into my routine. Hopefully all will be well :D
You write your dreams really well with lots of detail and they are prety long to. You must have good recall. :)
Thank you :) Well I get at least one dream per night no matter what, and yes they are long. I'm focusing on recalling more dreams each night now :D I've gotten back into writing in my DJ so things should start looking up again.Quote:
Originally Posted by MadMonkey
September 20th 2010 - The Last Game
Quick note: Once again I found it hard to sleep, which screwed up the whole night. I lay in bed for hours and finally got to sleep at about 1:30, then I had to get up at 7... So my recall was very poor last night :( It was quite linear though, no dream skips.
Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid
They welcome us into the entrance hall. A large room, pale blue, with flags of all different coutries hanging from the walls. We descend the steps and wait patiently at the door, I never truely see the people I am with.
"You're missing some flags." I murmer to the guard at the door. He tells me his master does not hang flags he doesn't like. I snort in disbelief, but keep quiet. He opens the door and I go in, cautiously.
The main Hall is like a bigger version of the entrance hall. The flags are banners and tapestries. I quickly jog down more stairs, and stand opposite the throne. I feel on edge and ready for anything. Sitting upon the throne is a man with very pale blue eyes and greying black hair. (This is my dad, but I didn't realise this then).
"You're missing some flags." I sneer. His eyes flick over me, taking in my weapons and black clothing (I guess I was a ninja :D)
"Todays Game should be fun, it is your last one after all." He laughs as the sneer drops from my face and my gaze turns icy cold.
"What do I get?"
He throws something over and I snatch it from the air. I open the navy blue pouch and something pastes itself to my hands. I study them; my palms and fingers are navy blue, coated in a shiny, rubbery material I've never seen before. There are tiny hooks in it, to help me climb. I look up, and a slight nod tells me the Game has started.
I throw myself to the right, his guards are already after me. There are rafters though. I take off to my right and use my palms to quickly run up the wall. Arrows fly past me, but I'm moving too fast for anything to hit. I run along a rafter and jump through a gap, leading me outside. I land in a cornered off area, a mix of concrete and grass. I hear a snarl and pivot around.
Before me is a huge, green monster on all fours, eyes bulging. A metal plate of armour strapped over it. (If you play Legend of Zelda Twilight Princess and Final Fantasy, it's like a cross between some of the monsters in those games :) ) I grab the pole that's strapped to my back and leave no time to waste. I run straight at it, sliding along the floor at the last minute and whacking it under its legs, unhooking the armour. I manage to get a tiny bomb under it aswell.
I smile slightly as I watch it explode into pieces.
"That's all good, honey, but I think that's enough fighting for now..."
I spin around, it's my mother. There's a random sink in the middle of the cornered area, she's washing a large stack of dishes.
I pick up a slimey eye from the monster and hold it up. "Yeah, but washing dishes isn't going to help me." I mean, Jesus Christ, I'm trying to win my last fucking Game here...
My dad comes ou, and I recognise his as the man who first laid the Games on me. His hair is white now, he's came to settle things himself. I'm about to run toward him when he pulls out a gun and shoots me.
"Not... fair..." I splutter, as I fall to the ground. My mother screams. My last thought is that I lost the Game.
My Plans For Tonight...
I'm going to bed later because the past few nights I've found it so hard getting to sleep. So I'm off to get some homework done (it's late but it's easy). I'll try to get to sleep for about 30 minutes and if that fails, I'll switch my lamp on and read for a little while. Then I'll try again.
I'll do what I tried to do last night using my SCAC. Still in the experimenting stages... It works better than my original alarm because it's so loud and my dad gets on at me for getting up in the early hours of the morning. Still don't know if waking at the late stages of REM is a good thing. Wish me luck! :D
September 21st 2010 - The School Trip
Quick note: Last nights recall was also pretty bad. I lost sleep again, so I feel pretty rubbish today. Hopefully this will cause me to sleep tonight :D
Awake Non-Lucid
We're on a school trip, at a theme park. I'm with a bunch of friends, talking about bands and music. The rollercoaster nearly encircles us. I randomly give Gary a pen because I forgot to give it him back.
My music teacher comes over and begins to ask questions about the band I'm in.
"Well it's a rock band but people find the stuff a little crazy. I don't care though because it's what I want to do."
Two of my friends who are actually in bands stare at me awkwardly and I realise I'm not actually in one. I mutter excuses and turn away, attempting to laugh it off.
[Dream skip - A few minutes] We're in a gravel car park, waiting for the bus to come. We all stop in a big group to wait. I notice a small, slightly over-weight man dressed in uniform. He grabs two suitcases and lays one each at two american girls feet. They're about to say thank you when he kneels down and starts to line them up perfectly. "Too far." One of them says and then they turn away. Hmm... How strange.
Our bus pulls up and it takes us to the classroom. It's on a hill. There's a roof with flourescent lights, but no walls. I take my seat, but C and R come up. C pulls out two yellow books, says happy birthday, and gives us one each. Mines is a novel I've read before. R's is called "Lucid Dreaming and the Quad." With a cartoon picture on the front of someone sleeping. She seems rather disinterested though.
A biology teacher comes up after he sees what she has. He tells us he LDs sometimes and goes on to tell us what he does but for some reason I can't make out what he's saying.
[Dream skip - During class] My english teacher asks where my essay is. Shit! Hadn't I asked to copy notes off someone?
"I'm dressed in leggings for Christ's sake! What more do you want!?" I shout. But before that I didn't know I was wearing them. I look down and see brown and black leggings, with straps and flaps over them. I look like I just came out of Final Fantasy. She ignores me and starts writing on the blackboard behind her. I moan and call her names in my head.
[Dream skip - After school] I'm in the Co-op staring and examining different types of bottled water. A middle-aged man comes in with a large bag of bananas, and fills a tray with them. He tells me he hates it when the store runs out. Why? That means people like them.
I grab a bottle, turn around, and notice garlic cloves all over the floor. I try not to step on any as I head out the door.
Ugh, pretty boring for my standards. I have another dream to type out, but I need to do it later because right now I'm going out for dinner :D
Hostile Little Red Eyes...
Awake Non-Lucid
I'm walking down the blue cycle path near my house. It's a bright, warm day but with the perfect amount of wind blowing in my face. My friend Rochelle is with me. We walk and talk about meaningless things at the same time. I'm eating too, weetabix minis. Except they're not so mini. Why am I drinking this milk? I don't even like milk.
[Dream skip - A few minutes later] I'm now at home, and Rochelle is with me. I go to the kitchen, planning on shredding some chocolate to put in my weetabix. I shred the chocolate, but cheese lands in the bowl instead. I get frustrated. I don't want cheese! I eat it anyway because I'm pretty hungry, it doesn't taste too bad. My dad comes in and tells me cereal isn't good for me. I tell him to go away and keep shredding cheese.
I don't realise how long it's taken me, because when I look up again it's dark outside the windows and Rochelle has gone home. Okay... I forget about my weetabx and head up to my bedroom. My laptop's already on, on a video chat to Rochelle. Why is she crying?
"You were so nasty to me today! You're such a hostile person... You start fights with everyone!" She continues to cry, shouting at the screen. Here she goes again...
"I didn't say anything today! What are you on about?" I say, defensive. All I done was eat weetabix. She continues to rant. I partially lose interest as a pink bird lands on my bare leg. I watch as it pecks bloody holes into my skin. I shoo it away and inspect the peck marks. At least they don't hurt...
"I'm just so glad I have my boyfriend otherwise I wouldn't know how to cope with you! For three years!"
"You've known him three months." Then I chase after the bird. I grab it from the air and realise it's mechanic... But it feels real and looks real. But its eyes are red and flashing. Someone's sent this after me. I eye Rochelle suspiciously. She continues to cry and shout about how I'm such a shitty person. God, she sure can moan. I sit on the floor, cradling the pink bird in my hands, wondering about it.
Something's not right about my room. Is this how I left it? For a moment I don't even think it's my real bedroom. It's bigger isn't it? But then I dismiss the thought when the bird chirps. Then I look up. There's a doll on the floor, with creepy wide, red flashing eyes. I start to freak out, I really really don't like dolls. It looks like it's about to stand up and eat me. I scream at Rochelle to shut up and throw the bird at the doll.
Another short and boring dream. Well I better get a decent one tonight with a little action in it :D Or I'm going to get really pissed.
My Plans For Tonight...
Tonight I'm going to WBTB and attempt a WILD. I'm going to wake up after about 6 hours. I should get to sleep quickly tonight because I feel really tired; as in groggy and stinging eyes etc. This should get my sleep pattern back on track... :) I'll post what happens in the morning! Goodnight to you all :D
September 22nd 2010 - Pose
Quick note: I got more sleep last night, but my alarm (iPod) died during the night so I didn't get up to WBTB/WILD -_- Recall is still pretty rubbish.
Awake Non-Lucid
I'm at school, but classes have been switched. Why am I going to german? I haven't been in a german class since S2. It's one of the most boring subjects ever.
I take off my brown leather bag, take a folder from it, then hook it up. I don't use this bag... I had it in S2 (maybe I went back in time).
I sit down at the front of the class, book open, ready to be bored to death. My teacher comes up and sits next to me, because a student is taking the class. He turns around to "help" me but I just want to figure it out on my own, so I ignore him. The student writes a few words on the board but I have no idea what they mean. "P" something.
[Dream skip - Half an hour] I'm in a small shop with the rest of my german class. We've to choose a snack from the fridges and buy it at the counter running along the far yellow wall. I head over to the fridges (opposite) but my music teacher stands in the way. I stand on my tiptoes and grab a box labelled "chocolate fudge cake".
Hayley is at the counter, an ex-friend of mine. She smiles as I walk up, but I'm taking none of it. "What a class of neds eh? I didn't realise we had to many..." I tell her, nodding towards her group of friends. She remains silient.
"You've got the same snack!" The woman manning the counter says. I eye Hayley's snack with distaste... Chocolate fudge cake. "Wait a minute," the woman grabs a large camera excitedly; "strike a pose!"
We pose, grinning in an overexagerated way, but as soon as the photo's taken we drop it like it never happened. "Don't be a whore..." I murmer under my breath as she walks away.
[Dream skip - A few minutes] Now I'm in the main hall, back at school. I'm watching everyone else watch something. I can't see it because they're all in the way. I once again stand on my tiptoes. There's a photoshoot set. A woman tells to come up one at a time, pose and then sit back down.
What!? I don't want to do that! I'd rather be in boring german. Then I notice my hair's grown. My hair's long again! That was fast. It feels a bit heavy, but maybe this shoot will be fun after all.
Max comes up to me. "Hey, did you cut your hair?" I ask in horror. He runs his fingers through it, looking sheepish. "No! Don't cut it! Unless it needs a trim. Only Liam needs to cut his hair."
Possibly the shittiest dream I've ever had.
My Plans For Tonight...
Same as last night although I'm going to bed like right now. I'll probably sleep well :D Feeling quite tired... Goodnight :)
September 26th 2010 - Escape
Quick note: Sorry for not posting my dreams for the past few days, I got busy.
Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid
I'm sitting in my chemistry classroom, but I'm not learning anything. It's like I'm waiting for something... I hear my classmates talking about unimportant stuff behind me. I keep waiting.
Soon enough, a man walks into the room. He looks travel-worn, and slightly damp. He murmers something to the classteacher and then looks around. "I'll take that one." He says, pointing to me. She nods and I get up, and follow him out the door without any objections.
[Dream skip - Unknown] I now know that his name is Mason, and he's taken me to what seems like a different world. This place is like nothing I've ever seen before. The turqious walls are made of smooth stone, but they're still jagged, with little ridges across them. Water flows down them, soaks the floor and makes my feet damp. There are several deep pools of water near me.
We're both leading horses. Mine is a gorgeous chestnut. There's something different about them, but I don't know what yet. We're here to take samples of this newly found water land.
I hear a hissing sound behind us. We turn and find three mermaids, which don't look friendly. They manage to stand on their tails, which makes them tall and frightening. Their hair is like Medusa, full of snakes. They have wide, gaping mouths, lined with several rows of needle-sharp teeth. They're hissing and... Why are they reaching behind themselves? They pull out thin black bows. One of them is already dead, shot by Mason. But then one of them shoots with blinding speed and he goes down.
I leap onto the horse. It gallops and then dives into a nearby pool. It's dark and eerie, but I have no other options except getting an arrow in my chest. The horse is a waterhorse! It's so fast underwater. It knows I need to breathe though, so occasionally it dives from a pool and into another. Sometimes I think that there is no other opening, that I'm trapped and am going to drown. But I fear the mermaids more.
Suddenly Chestnut kicks out and down he sinks, but he's taken a mermaid with him. Shit, it's me or the mermaid and I have no weapons. She can swim fast too, I don't know where to go! I manage to find a surface and get out. I sprint for it. There's another pool, with a strong downwards current. I sigh with relief as I throw myself in. It drags me down, down, down at a crazy speed.
But then I realise the mermaid is above me. I didn't get pushed down fast enough for her to lose me. I manage to pull myself out of the dream.
The other night all I remember is that I was pregnant. I kept telling my brother "I'm pregnant! Can you believe it?!" (Which IRL I totally wouldn't do because he'd seek the guy out and murder him, painfully :holyshit:) God, I was so happy to be pregnant! Which I guess is kinda wierd since I'm only a teen, but who cares, I like kids. I kept clutching my stomach and then something fell out of my shirt. It felt kind of like the pig heart I picked up in biology the other day (was fucking awesome btw).
ANYWAY: I can't remember much from last night so I'm not going to go into aload of detail like I usually do. Pretty much I was rolling around on the pavement outside my school with a group of friends and ended up hurting myself. I kinda felt the pain but in a dull kind of way... hmmm... A dinner lady took me to a chocolate store but I didn't eat any, I just watched some mini toys play around in a glass case. It was an average dream, nothing exciting happened in it -_-
Lift
Awake Non-Lucid
I walk into a lift with some other people. I notice a friend standing outside the lift waving, but I ignore him. Just as the lift begins to rise, he thrusts his hand between the doors and thrusts them open. The lift closes and he's left behind.
Up, up, up me go. For a long time. The can see through the walls. Outside is dark and glittering. The city shines, in all its glory. I've never been in such a tall building before.
Suddenly the lift stops. We're worried, something's about to go wrong.
I does, the lift falls. I scream and brace myself against the walls. I keep imagining exploding lifts. It shakes and I'm thrown to the floor, Phil landing beside me. We hit the ground quite suddenly. I'm amazed we're still alive. We cling onto eachother, trying to stay safe. We think it's over...
A message pops on a wall. It says we'll be here between 2-100 years, while they do maintenence. The blood drains from my face in horror. I try to find a way out of the wreckage, but there is none.
Alone
Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid
I'm handed a cello and told to go sit down. I try to argue, telling her that I don't play cello, I play piano. She refuses to listen, so I take my seat, defeated. I experiment by playing a few strings, but none of it's good. I look around the circle of people, all holding string instruments. Is this the school string group?
There's an older man sitting on what looks like a lifeguard seat. I quietly tell him that I've never played cello before. He smiles kindly and says I'll be just fine.
The teacher screeches at me to stop talking, and then hands me a sheet of lines to write out.
[Dream skip - A few hours] We're now on a school trip. But since I'm in my teachers bad books, I'm not allowed past the bus. They all leave, so I look around. There's a path going around the side of a hill, to my right. I break into a car and drive up there. But I go too fast and suddenly the hill is a cliff. I spin and knock a car off the cliff, swiftly following it.
[Dream skip - A minute] I'm in a wreckage. It's dark, dust clouding the air. I choke a little a try to get up. Someone pins me down.
"Little bitch, you'll pay for this." It must be the man who I knocked off the cliff. He doesn't look hurt, but he's furious. He holds me down and grabs my face. I scream at him to get off of me, and try to kick him off. We struggle for awhile, and I hit him numerous times. Someone grabs him and pulls him off me. I'm shaking and scared. The guy sits down beside me and puts his arms around me. I recognise him as Asher, he kisses me and then the dream skips again
[Dream skip - Unknown] I'm in a small shop. A garage perhaps. I know I'm dreaming but I'm not fully aware. I see a pale boy sitting down, black hair... It's Asher! I go over to him, smiling. I sit on his lap, and he says he needs to introduce me to someone. I extend my hand in front of me and motion upwards. The door across the room opens. He grins and takes my hand. It's a toilet, but there's a blond girl sitting on the window ledge.
She says she's his sister, Katie. I smile. She's got short hair, and is small. She's a little intimidating actually. I motion upwards again, a bowl of water crawls into the air. Her eyes widen. I turn to talk to Asher but... he's gone.
I begin the panic. "Where is he..?"
Katie's eyes are dull. "He has some things to take care of."
I run outside. The streets are busy. I can't find him anywhere. He just got here, and we have to talk! I have so much to ask him. The sun blinds me.
Your dreams skip a lot. I wonder why that is?
I think it's because I move around alot in my dreams. They skip the traveling though. :) Sometimes I know roughly how long it's been, other times I don't. I add it in so it's not confusing.
I didn't have time to write my dreams down this morning, and now I can't remember them :(
Couldn't remember much, but I remember my friends were after me. They were trying to make me exactly like them. I refused and they attacked me. :holyshit:
Imma sleep more tonight so I remember lots :D
I went to bed earlier last night, but it took me awhile to sleep. But I'll go to bed at the same time so I can adjust. I woke up at 6am, and remembered fragments. I was telling a friend the importance of being able to make split-second decisions, which he didn't quite believe. I also have fragments of woods and a shopping centre. After I woke up (accidently) I attempted a WILD but it failed. I still managed to get kinda lucid anyway :D Still not too clear though, and I still feel not like myself.
Experimentation
Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid Lucid
I'm in the car at the field near my house. My mum's here but I can't be assed taking the dogs out...
When I step out of the car, I become lucid. I laugh and decide to play around. I always wanted one of those brightly coloured, teal skies like in action movies. (Just watch Transformers or something, you'll get me :lol:) It's cloudy, so I put up my hand and brush them from the air. I increase the intensity of the colour, brighten the sky and add warmth to the rays of light. I add a few faint stars for good measure. I gaze in awe at the beauty of it. I make a dropping motion and back comes the clouds. (I just ate the most amazing muffin in the world. Thank you Mrs.Shearer!) Rain pours onto me. I smile, pinch and nose and breathe, amazed that I can.
I fly to a friends house. Her dad serves up some chocolate bread. I eat quite a lot of it because it tastes really good. When I go outside, her neighbors are out, and it's dark. They're having a BBQ. They've left food out on hottrays, and bark at me to keep my "filthy hands off of it"(?). So guess what I do? It's only garlic bread haha... Somehow this causes me to lose lucidity.
[Dream skip - Next day] I'm walking home with Aaron. I keep trying to talk to him but he just brushes me off. A first year runs up to me with a bag. She says it's an early Christmas present. On the bag it says; "From Gary xx". Aww, that's sweet. Kinda wierd though, we have banter and all, but we're not close friends. Aaron offers to give me a ride home. He almost runs over our headteacher. I look inside the bag and find some black clothes.
I had a fantastic sleep last night. I managed to get to sleep at about 10-11pm. I don't know what it was. I didn't go on my laptop last night, but then again I added an extra pillow and covered up my alarm clock... Whatever it was, I woke up feeling great :D For some reason, instead of skipping forward in time, they skipped backwards last night. A little wierd... But fun too :) I also experienced pain for the first time, though it was more like the memory than the actual thing, easy enough to handle. The feeling of hopelessness was what woke me up...
Fire Ring Of Satan
Awake Non-Lucid
I'm in my school's music composition room. The walls are lined with computers, with a large space in the middle. I'm sitting on a computer chair, chatting, when my piano teacher comes in. She sees me and breaks into a smile.
"I know it's lunchtime but I thought you wouldn't mind coming for a lesson."
Ummm... This isn't my lesson day, and to be honest, I haven't done any practice. I quickly pull some green business management sheets from my bag. "I'm sorry, I've got so much homework to do! I'm really busy." I gush. She comes closer and inspects the sheets, as if they're fake... Pffft.... She looks grim and disappointed. Well, I'm saving my own ass. And is it just me, or is she [I]tiny[I]?
As she leaves, I sigh in relief and to grin to my friends surrounding me. I tell them I need to go get something and then head out. I take the lift down to F floor using the lift key I "forgot" to give back to the medical. I open up the door to a classroom to find them watching a movie. Inside is dark, but the TV is flashing, with a man smiling on the front. He doesn't move. I ask for Sam and she quickly comes out. We talk a giggle for a minute about useless crap and then she goes back inside. I turn to find my piano teacher standing, arms crossed behind me.
"...I... Needed help with my homework..."
She leaves again, scowling, obviously knowing I lied. Oops... Oh well, lift or stairs? Oh, the possibilities... -_-
I take the stairs this time. I stroll into the compostion room to find large white boxes being stacked in the middle of the room by my friend Max. They're full of crisps. I grab a packet and lounge back on a wheeled chair. There are fresh posters around the room. I start thinking of the composition room as a common room. Hockey team meeting posters telling me where and when, healthy food ones on the other side, blah blah blah... Then I see one announcing that a "Shadow" will be inspecting the common room. Shit.
I quickly gather up food cartons and other shit that was left lying around by my messy buddies. Max catches on and helps me, but we're too late. The Shadow floats in. It's black, shadows cast everywhere. (I realised when I woke up it pretty much looks like a Dementor (or whatever) out of Harry Potter!). It searches the place and then looks at me.
I seem to disconnect from my body, it's as if my soul has left it. I watch myself, unafraid. The Shadow casts a circle of fire around my body. I watch my body scream, I see it trying to protect itself, get throught the hot flames somehow. I watch it burn through my skin and watch the pain spread across my face. I'm hopeless, there's no way my body can survive. Even if it did, it would never be the same. Damaged, forever.
Then I'm back in it, but there is no fire. I've gone back in time by a few minutes. I know exactly what's going to happen... Then it does. Fire, everywhere. Someone, Max? Shouts. Something about a Fire of Satan. Heat and dull, almost non-existent agony washes over me. It's more like a memory of what the pain should be like than the real thing. No one helps me as I burn.
Through His Eyes
Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid
I'm in rollerskates, smooth, fast ones. I glide over pavement, totally at ease, remembering happy races as a kid in the summer sunshine. I'm outside Asda Wal-Mart with Rochelle. I want to buy a new PS3 game. As we near the tall, white and green building, I spot my friend Callum. Perfect! He can help me choose.
I skate up to him and prod him gently in the back. I tell him that he has to help me choose a PS3 game after he gets what he needs. I notice he has two friends with him, the guys smile and the blond one skates off to the gaming aisle. I grin and speed off after him, leaving Callum, his friend, and Rochelle behind at blinding speed. I almost crash into a line of pizza. Instead of games, we find chocolate brownies. Just as good!
He tells me he put them there. They're in size order, from mini ones to huge, leg sized ones. He slowly takes a few mini ones. He tells me because he's from the "other" side of town, he has to take small ones or people will think he's stealing. I grab a medium sized one and head to the self-service machine. Once I've paid, I go to grab my change. A girl takes it first. I glare at her and ask her, as calmly as possible, to give me my money back. She smiles slyly and calls her dad.
Two small, middle-aged business men attack me. What?! Is it too much to ask to peacefully buy some chocolate brownies?! I throw the dark haired one off me and throw the other one out the glass window. I skate out the window, but decide to head to the other side, where he won't look, I think...
[Dream skip - A few minutes] I burst into a house after I hear a scream of agony. Time slows. Skylar (I realise this is who Callum's blond friend is) is hunched over, blood pouring from a wound to his stomach. Two people grip his arms, I recognise them as police officers. But they're not helping him, they're keeping him still. I yell and can't force time to get back to its usual state, I'm stuck in this slow motion.
Things fly backwards so fast, it sparks my lucidity, though I fail to remember I have control. I'm viewing the world from Skylar's eyes, unable to do anything. He's frightened, running as fast as he can down a flight of stairs. When he gets to the bottom, he finds police officers, they grab his arms and pull him into a white, dull room. A door bursts open, the grey-haired business man holding a shot gun shoots him in the stomach. The man leaves. Then, me, rushing in slow motion through the door, dark hair messy around my face, sea-blue eyes wide in shock. He feels calmer at the sight of me, like he stands a chance. I cry out, but he falls to his knees. My image stops and fades to darkness, he is content.
Well, last night I only remembered fragments. I got married and suddenly I had a daughter who was about 10 who was the most amazing singer and dancer. So I took her to lessons and she made me really proud :D It was round a bonfire...
Well it's the weekend! Always a good thing :D Hopefully I'll get some killer dreams tonight :cheeky:
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Originally Posted by Raspberry
tonight
basiccally since i have alcohol in my system is should probably get a mucid tonight. Usually do. Obviously I'm not using this as an induction tevhnique that would be too unhealthy.... Sorry firt the language guys im toooooo tired at leastr ill sleep. My brother got back tonight threw a little 'do for him :) Night nighit i'l update in the morning it is fridayh after all everything should be good
|sweet dreams all :D
I want a mucid D:Quote:
basiccally since i have alcohol in my system is should probably get a mucid tonight.
Lol sorry about my terrible spelling... I got one though! :DQuote:
Originally Posted by MadMonkey
Um *cough* Basically last night my brother got back and I had some drink (lightweight). This almost always makes me lucid (mucid? :lol:). I did get lucid, with quite a few false awakenings. Sorry for the awful spelling....
Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid Vivid-Semi-Lucid
I'm in my room. Lauren is here too, a girl from school who I really don't like. She's sitting on my bed, my open laptop next to her, she's looking at my iTunes. I narrow my eyes and take the laptop out of my room. We're both in some sort of group. We leave for a meeting.
I'm in a large, white hall. There are many shadows and pools of water, the rest of the "group" are here too. I really don't like these girls. They crowd round and start shouting at me. I get angry and leave. I seem to remember about lucidity, and start running. As I run, I take in details and rub my hands together.
I stop suddenly, newly aware of my surroundings. Trees are around me, but this place is familiar. There's a man in a long, black jacket standing with his back to me. I shout to him and he turns. I stick my tongue out and he does too, it's the tongue of a snake. I laugh, but he remains serious.
I wake up in my bed. Something's not right though... I look at my hands. Nothing's wrong with them. Maybe they're a little paler, my fingers not so long. I count them, yup, the right amount. I plug my nose and can breathe. Still, I want to make sure. I get up and head to the bathroom, swtiching on the light. I grab my jacket and throw it into the air, willing it to float. It does and I grin.
I go back through to my room and open my curtains. It's dark outside. I decide to act god and open the window, getting onto the windowsill and leaning over. "Give me light!" I shout, as loudly as I can. Lightning streaks through the dark clouds. I hear dim laughter and know that Katie is here, somewhere in the sky. "Not that kind of light. Make the sun rise!" I slowly watch the sun come up over the horizon, bathing everything in gorgeous orange light.
I fly round to the front of my house. Only, i'm in a different town. It's mine. I point to the ground and will a skyscraper to appear. Nothing happens. Katie flies down to me, blond hair getting in her face. She looks like some kind of fairie. "Sure you have the control for something like that?" She grins. I scowl, hell yes!
Next time I look round, there it is. A circular skyscraper, grey, not as tall as I'd like... I fly to the top and stand on the edge, staring over everything. Then I jump. I land on a billboard, but it doesn't hurt at all. Katie purses her lips. "Hey, is Asher around?" I ask her quietly. She shrugs, avoiding the question. I guess I'll have to look for him.
A DC runs up to me. He has light brown hair and sun-kissed skin. He's babbling something about winning £100000. Suddenly alarms are going off and people are running. Katie's disappeared to whatever place in the sky she came from. The DC is all up in my face, trying to drag me to "safety". I think he thinks I''m his girlfriend or something. I slap his hands off me. He's begging me to give him another chance or something, asking me to wait until he grabs his things. The dream slowly fades.
There was probably more, I just can't remember it.
I'm sure I had some pretty epic dreams last night but unfortunatly I only remember fragments :angry:
So the first dream I remember, I think I was some sort of vampire. I can only remember myself after I'd wakened, groggily thinking "I'll remember it in the morning... Vampire..." and that's it :(.
The second dream however, was a little creepy. I'd searched for something for a loooooong time and finally found it. It was two pieces of a puzzle really. One was a sheet of paper with "Ashta" (or something like that) written on it and the other was a map, with similar words. There was a guy with me who was helping me keep them away from my dad because apparently when you fit the two together it's extremely dangerous.
So for some reason I'm in the bath (fully clothed, it's empty) and my dad comes in and is all like "where's the paper hunny". And when I don't give it to him he goes apeshit. Like, "I think he's going to kill me" apeshit (my dad has anger issues). So suddenly I'm watching this silver marble and it looks a bit like the screen for guitar hero. Only I've to dodge (I'm controlling the marble, which is the paper in a "different state") the things flying past me. I fail and expect the world to blow up in front of my eyes but my dad just shrugs and tells me if I don't want to give it to him there's no need.
There's so much more that's just on my mind but I can't remember... :( I think I was flying at one point.
Once again just fragments last night. I was at some large social gathering. A guys girlfriend leaves the room and suddenly it's just the two of us. He comes onto me but I push him away since I know he's taken. His girlfriend comes back in and they get in a fight, he's a bit of an asshole really.
The next dream, I'm in India. The world is in chaos, goverment-wise. I think we're being invaded by aliens or something because I get into a huge metal spaceship and get put under lock-down. I remember pushing through crowds and eventually pretty much passing out in a corner somewhere with the white polar bear teddy (it sits on my bed at home) clutched in my arms.
I woke up pretty tired. I'm going to bed now (10p.m) and hopefully I'll sleep well and get some awesome dreams! :D
Fragments.... again. Basically this woman is telling me about a friend she knows who just got divorced yadahyadah. I'm like "Hey, me too." and we yap on about that for awhile. Then my dad comes in and wants to measure my BMI and when I refuse, he shouts "You're too skinny!!" and then my alarm wakes me up -_-
I was really tired for the rest of the day. :(
Sorry, the past few days I've been busy. But I have two weeks holiday, so I'll be sleeping alot (I plan on staying up really late tonight and getting up early tomorrow so that I can get my patterns on track). I stayed over at a friends last night so I didn't write my dream down. But I remember I was staying at this place for a school trip. It was dark and this guy from one of my classes switched the light on and blinded me. Then I get this crazy phonecall from a drunk friend (which actually happened last night).
I KNOW I've also not been writing my dreams out all long and detailed like I usually do. But I'll start again soon, I promise :D
September 19th 2010
Switch - Good and Evil
Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid
I realise, there's a switch on my right hand. It isn't actually there, but I can feel it with my fingers. It slides, obviously analogue. I wonder what it does?
There are trees around me, along with what looks like shops. I slide the switch over to the left. Everything brightens, lines are smoother, people smile at me. I slide it to the right. My vision smudges, lines darken, the smiles drop off of their faces as quickly as they came. I set it back to normal.
I realise I have a job to do, but I can't remember what. There's a wall to my right, too high to climb. I run up it instead, and peer over. The drop below is much further than what I ran. If I fall, I die. But there are ledges, suspended over the space. Large, muscular men guard them. How can I get past?
I slowly turn the switch to the right, but not all the way. Everything darkens again. As soon as I jump down to the first ledge, one of the men grabs me, snarling, and throws me off. I don't die, I don't even hit the ground. In fact, I'm exactly where I was before, crouching over the edge of the wall. I flick the switch to the left. The men let me jump from ledge to ledge, although some look like they're thinking off throwing me off. I feel like i'm in a videogame.
When I get to the floor, I don't take very much in. There's a sofa that I walk to, and see my friend sitting there. I become slightly lucid, and flick the switch all the way to the left. My friend grabs a sheet of paper and draw a light sketch of wings on it. What does she mean? I fly onto the wall again, and face the forest. I flick the switch all the way to the right.
Instantly, I wish I hadn't. Every outline is dark and smudged, the world turns grey, there are shadows everywhere. It's as if I've entered a nightmare. The beautiful forest goes up in flames. People are marching out of it, screaming at me, holding weapons. I forget the switch and run.
Stalker
For some reason there's a shop under my school. I walk down the dark, damp passageway leading up to it, I really hope it isn't some scary cellar. But luckily, when I get there, it's not. There are clothes everywhere. I remember I needed to buy boots for the winter, and head to the shoe section. After getting rather bored, and getting sick of looking at leather, I quickly go into a changing room to change.
When I get out, I'm wearing a silky pink, strapless dress that goes down to above the knee. I wear dark pink heels to match. For some reason, I can't walk very well in them (which is odd because I can walk fine in heels. Practice makes perfect, right!?) . I budge past the people blocking my way and head out a door opposite the one I came through. I'm in a theatre!
The seats are slanted as they go up so everyone can see. But at a very steep angle. I'm so high up that if I get out of my seat wrong, imma die. I literally need to curve my legs under me to hop onto the floor from my seat. Somehow, whiles i'm puzzling over this, the show ends.
[Dream skip - A few minutes] I'm back in my normal clothes (jeans and t-shirt) and i'm walking home. Ethan calls me from behind. Shit. This guy pretty much stalks me (I'm being serious guys, LOL :lol:) . I don't say anything. Goddammit, why am I still wearing these heels? I can't get away from him fast enough. He gets pissed off pretty fast and pulls out a bow and a sheath of arrows. Because he's so hardcore...
I notice he's got a "friend" up ahead who's done the same thing. Now they're trying to shoot me. I kick off the stupid heels and run for it. Somehow I'm faster than usual, but there's still a chance I get hit. Luckily, I don't.
Transformation
Note: This one really creeped me out. I woke up with a really awful feeling because it was a late REM stage so it was vivid too. Basically, I watched a really sweet girl turn into this evil blood-thirsty monster. Like nothing you've ever seen before. Go watch the recent Starwars Sith thingy and you'll understand.
For some reason, I think my room is a pirate ship. And it's the room in my old house, which I haven't been in for three years. I'm in my "ship" when a innocent looking, blonde girl comes in. She's smaller than me, with deep blue eyes and shoulder length hair, with a full fringe. She looks unhappy for some reason. She tells me that she needs to save her mother. That her mum's been taken and she needs to get her back. Her name is Kate. I tell Kate to come back tomorrow, and we'll go get her mother.
[Dream skip - The next day] I'm in the ship, when Kate swings in (literally, on a piece of rope hanging from the hall outside. Don't ask me why :lol:). She's got black eyeliner on, and has gelled her fringe back. She's enthusiastic, which is good. We get going.
To move the "ship" we sway from side to side. I watch the ship from third person but can still feel my body. We go down my street and onto the road. Kate shouts at me a couple of times because apparently I'm steering wrong.
[Dream skip - Unknown] We're close to where Kate's mother is. She's slowly changing. Her hair is now long, and dark auburn in colour. Her eyes are turning a brownish shade. Shadows are lining her eyes. We don't speak. I don't trust her.
We're walking along a meadow, in the middle of a forest. Suddenly, Kate turns to me. She screams that I've led her to the wrong place. That I'm trying to kill her. Her body keels over, and she starts retching. I think she's going to be sick. Her chest puffs up, and suddenly, hair is coming out her throat. It's still attatched to something inside her. She grabs a knife from her belt and hacks at it furiously. When she's finished, she grins at me, evily. I have the feeling she might try to kill me in the most brutal way possible. Her hair is now shorter, and spikey. Her eyes are red.
Something rustles in the bushes. She does a backflip and stabs something. She drags him out of the bushes and laughs as she stabs him again and again. I stare in horror. What has happened to her? She's out of control.
[Dream skip - Unknown] I'm sitting, alone, in my ship/room. I can't get over what a monster Kate is. I still see her red eyes and sharpened teeth. Blood splashed over her, with a mad glint in her eye. I seek knowledge to how this happened. Instantly, a voice in my head tells me to look to the Corners, the Shadows. I do. I look at the shadow and corners of my ship, and hear a voice.
The voice tells me she is a lost soul. That she always has been, I just didn't see it at first. In my mind, he replays our first meeting. I stand, watching myself and Kate talk. Now I notice the way she stands. Close, uptight, analyzing everything I say. Calculating. But from my first glance, she was just someone who needed help.
Then as she swings into the ship. I thought she was enthusiastic, now I know all she wanted was blood. She was after everything and anything out there. She probably lied about her mother. She was always the murdering psychopath, I just hadn't seen it. It was all a disguise. I watch as she slowly reveals her true form. I watch her eyes slightly darken everyday, the shadows around them grow more prominant, her teeth sharpen to points.
Finally, the Shadow leaves me to dwell on these thoughts.
I look up, and her eyes are set on my. Blood is dripping from her finger tips. I know her secrets, now I have to die.
Had a shit sleep last night. My dad's noticed so he bought me a lavander air freshner plug-in for my room. I hope it works! I should just run more to tire myself out.
Hugs
Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid
I'm in a lakehouse. It smells damp, everything seems to have lost colour. I walk around slowly, listening to the creak of wood. I'm on a second or third floor.
Lauren is behind me. I snarl at her, she's such a bitch. She laughs and grabs a bag from my shoulder, which I didn't even know was there. She turns to Amy, and laughs again. She's pissing me off, but alos upsetting me. I glare at her and storm towards another room. There's a man selling cookies. I grab one, and leave without paying. I ignore him when he shouts after me.
I feel like ripping Laurens fake, bleach blonde extensions out at the roots. Ugh, everything about her screams artificial.
Instead, I run down the stairs. I ball my hands up into fists and hold back tears. She upsets me just by being here. Now I notice the lake. It's the one I go to for my jogs. I smile because the sun is setting and it's so pretty. I walk along the edge, careful not to fall in.
I notice a figure, standing watching me on top of the water. I think I recognise him... Wait! I do! He's Paul (My almost boyfriend *winks*). I smile and shout to him to catch me. He grins and holds his arms out. I take a running jump off of the edge and land in them. He quickly sweeps my legs up so I don't get my feet wet. I close my eyes and he pulls me close. I can kind of still see though. *Sigh* It's so nice. But soon, he says he needs to go. So he carries me over to the edge, and I watch him leave.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!
I seem incapable of writing my dreams down as soon as I wake up -_- JUST DO IT KOR! *Rant over*
*Coughs* anyway *coughs* I had three dreams last night. One I can't remember because I didn't write it down (grrr....), one I only remember fragments, it was lucid, but I didn't write it down (rawrr....) and the last I DO remember because I got up afterwards :D
I think the first one was something to do with frappacinos. It's just what comes to mind. And bathes aswell... meh.
OH! First I want to explain my lucidness thingy (Awake, semi, etc). Semi-Lucid: I have become lucid in the dream, I know I'm dreaming, but the dream isn't very vivid and I don't act like myself. Vivid-semi-lucid : I am almost completely lucid (like 100% which I've never had before... meh). The dream is vivid and when I'm dreaming I think I'm completely lucid. But when I wake up I realise that no, I wasn't.
My lucidness is progressively getting better. Last nights was probably the most vivid it's ever been, so I'm pretty annoyed at myself because I didn't write it down...
My WBTBs seem to be really effective. Last night, I didn't get out of bed, I stayed up for about 3-4 minutes, done 2 reality checks, focused on some mantras, done some maths and imagined myself becoming lucid. Then I fell asleep and BAM! lucid. From the beginning of it (I became lucid in my room, as usual, as my WBTBs seem to go...). I'm actually thinking "why do I need to learn to WILD when I can get (almost - still working on it) lucid after five minutes from the beginning of a dream? And now I'm thinking: Why the hell don't I do more WBTBs? It's the obvious thing to do. :D
I'll write down the fragments I remember. Not promising they'll be in order:
Vivid-Semi-Lucid
I become lucid in my bedroom as usual. It's also dark, which isn't a change. God... I hate it how all of my lucids are dark, I'm always trying to find a light. I cross the room, and decide to RC anyways, just in case. I pinch my nose and breathe, haha, I love that feeling! Then I flip my light switch several times. Nothing. I remember that I need to stablize the dream, so I start touching the walls with my fingertips, and breathing in the scent. Ok, I'm ready.
I cross to the door and open it, when I walk into my hall, I think; "Why am I doing everything the normal way? And how come I always spend almost all my lucids outside my house?" So I decide to try spinning, which i've never done before, to change the dreamscene. I picture a green forest in my mind, and spin. I almost make it to the forest, but somehow I stop and nothing changes. Dammit! So I go back into my room. I smile at my blinds and dive through them. This is where I can't quite remember what I done. I think I started singing a song by the Pretty Reckless. I remember searching for Asher, and I think I saw him, but he moved away :( So I went off. I remember kissing someone, not sure who they were. He was blonde I think. I think I was swinging around on a piece of rope for awhile... And then fell of and thought "When I wake up, I'm gonna be pretty amazed at how clear this dream is."
And that's all I remember. Onto dream no. 3!
There's some sort of war going on, and I'm taking refuge in my school. There are people from neighboring schools here too. I'm in the hall outside the girls toilets. My friend, Thomas, is here! He's not meant to be here, he joined the army. Then I realise he's part of the troops sent here to protect us. I smile at him sadly and he squeezes my hand reassuringly.
"Hey, wanna go on a tour?" I ask him, because I can't stand being around these frightened people any longer. Goddammit just say yes so we can get out of here...
Thankfully, he does. The teachers decide to take some of the pupils from other schools too, to calm them down a bit. So we head off. The halls are pretty boring. But they look dark, sad and abandoned. A floor is all lit up though. "This is my favourite floor." I tell him, because it's wide spaced, with chairs and tables set to the sides. Then we go up to B floor.
None of us can get in there. Only first years can fit in because that's what this floor is used for... Strange. Obviously IRL I have classes on B floor. Lets cheer for Physics! (not...) I try to fit in, but it's impossible. When Thomas manages to haul me out, the teachers and pupils are gone. We giggle to ourselves, this has just become so much more fun. He grabs me and throws me over his shoulder. I slap his back, but I laugh because it's funny. I'm just glad I'm wearing jeans. He carries me back down to where the girls toilets are.
There are teachers there, and they're not happy with us. They bark at Thomas to put me down. He does, and I see that he's pissed off. Then water lands on him from the cieling. The teachers stalk off. Now he's really annoyed. He peels off his dripping shirt, and I look away, a little embarrassed. He's so annoyed that he doesn't notice. "I'm off to hit the shower." He mumbles. I groan, but head off to the main hall where I know everyone else will be.
When I get there, there are less pupils, but a hell of a lot of parents. What's my mum doing here!? Aww great... Now i'm self-concious. I go and find my friends, and sit down. Teachers had us each a candle and tell us to balance them on our heads. I balance mine easily and soon everyone else follows suit. The parents laugh and cheer. A microphone gets passed around, asking each pupil something. When it gets to me, a teacher says "Anything you'd like to mention?"
"Ummm..." I don't know what to say. My mum catches my eye and smiles. Her hair looks pretty today. "I'm just glad my mum isn't blonde."
Somehow, this is the funniest thing everyone's heard all day. The stress is forgotten and everyone laughs hysterically. I join in, a little nervous. People go to my mum and compliment her hair, which is a light brown and sleek to her shoulders. Aaron catches my eye and raises his eyebrows, a smirk on his face. I hold back a laugh as I realise his hair is almost white-blonde. Shit, is he angry? No, he laughs too. I sigh in relief, maybe things are going to be okay. :D
Getting back on track now...
Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid
I'm in my school main hall, and the rest of my year is here, along with a few others I don't recognise... Wait, but I do! It's Draco Malfoy out of Harry Potter! (Guess what I watched the other night). He looks really sad, and torn up. I can't help but feel a little sympathetic for him.
Rows of chairs are set up on each side of the hall, facing inwards. There's a gap in the middle. Each person is given their on broomstick. I get on mine, and find that I'm a natural. This is awesome! I zoom around the hall and then fly back down to my seat. This is a test, two people will be chosen to follow certain instructions that will take them to a great treasure, apparently. One of the professors shout my name and I know I've been chosen. Draco is on his broom, trying to get noticed, but another girl is chosen instead.
She comes up to me, and I recognize her as Shannon (I don't actually know this girl in real life). She glares at me, she's in Slytherin and I'm in Griffindor. Perfect match... not. She's the same height as me, with strawberry blonde hair,pale skin and large grey eyes. She turns and leaves.
[Dream skip - The next hour] We've to start following the instructions immedietly. I don't know where I got them from, but they're in my mind like a list. First, we've to get to the room that can take us to the old hotel. I find Shannon in the quad and we head off to find it. We politely talk to each other, and agree that our houses shouldn't hold us back. Doesn't mean we trust eachother though, she's a little cold with me.
[Dream skip - Unknown] I'm in the building that can take us to the hotel. Why? I don't know. We should have just gone straight to the hotel, although maybe they wouldn't have let us in.
The room we're in is large and airy. There's a large circular table in the middle, with a man lying on it with an electric guitar. Suddenly I'm back in the quad. What? I can't be here! I focus my mind and then I'm back in the other room.
"Where the hell did she go? We need her!" Shannon is shouting to the man on the table. He wipes a tear away from his cheek and says that I'm gone for good. But I'm right here! It dawns on me that I'm invisible. Is this a test? I climb up onto the table and start playing the guitar. I only know a few chords, but it's enough to let them know I'm here. Suddenly they can see me. The man leads us to another room and tells us we can get to the hotel from here. I think he's gone mad, but he leaves and shuts the door tightly behind him.
"How are we going to get to the hotel from here??" I moan. We're in some sort of laundry room. There are piles of dirty clothes everywhere, and it's small and cramped. There's a large window though, and Shannon heads over to peer through it.
"We jump." She says, and then throws herself out of the window.
I stand completely still for a moment, eyes wide, and then run to the wind and lean out. Somehow the roof of the hotel is no longer there, and I'm staring down into a pool room. There's a splash, and I know Shannon landed in the pool. But it's so far away! I hold out my finger to the pool and can't see it anymore.
You can do anything in dreams. This thought runs through my head. Yeah ok, but that's dreams we're talking about. It does make me semi-lucid though. How am I supposed to land in that goddamn pool? I don't think about it anymore, and just jump. I flail for a few seconds, and the wind catches me. I manage to steer myself towards the pool. It stings slightly when I hit it, but other than that I'm fine.
I come up gasping for air. It was cool but scary at the same time. We stare at eachother for a moment, and then burst out laughing. We swim over to eachother and give eachother a hug, laughing hysterically. We have a small water fight, and I realise we're going to be great friends. Climbing out the pool, my t-shirt and jeans clinging to me, I take a look around. Part of the instructions says there's going to be a pool party. I guess that's here. The place is deserted though... It's dimly lit, and rather grey.
An Italian waiter comes in with a trolley. We freeze for a moment, because we're trespassing. But he's friendly. We ask if there's any parties going on, and he points us in the right direction. We go through a door and into a corridor. It's warm and plush looking. With a thick red carpet and wooden panelled walls. A lot nicer than that pool room. We cautiously walk through it, and soon people are everywhere. I thought the party was supposed to be in another room?
Shannon stops a guy and asks about the party. He says that one's just finished, and people are either going to Starucks or the pool. We head back to the pool.
Music's blaring and people are having a good time. I've dried off so I don't want to jump in again, Shannon agrees with me. Instead we stop someone serving food and ask about the treasure. She hands us a slice of pizza instead, with a straw stuck in it. What are we supposed to do, suck it up the straw? No thanks... I put it back down. My head feels fuzzy. Shannon notices and looks concerned.
I'm in a small cramped blue room. A bed faces the door, with a couple of children in it. They look scared to death, shivering and staring at the door, quilt up to their noses. They obviously can't see me. This feels strange, I know it hasn't happened yet and that i'm just getting glimpses. The door opens and a girl walks in. It's me! But I look different. My hair is y natural brown, I'm more tanned and my eyes are hazel. I have a green thorn tiara on. The other me slowly walks to the end of the bed.
"What did the fairy god mother tell you about magic?" She asks gently. The children gulp and one of them speaks up.
"That not all magic is good magic." She says, shuddering.
"That's right." The green tiara turns into bull horns, and her eyes go bright red. She smiles and her teeth are sharp and pointed. My eyes widen.
Then I'm back in the pool room, in the middle of a party, with Shannon shaking me roughly. "Let's go get a frappacino." I mutter. We head to Starbucks.
Unfortunatly a guy outside says he got the last chocolate cream. He sips on it, and winks. My day just gets better and better... Not. I go to the library, Shannon doesn't come with me.
I recognize some people from my class here too. I pick up books and put them down again. I come ups beside Josh and realise he's singing. I listen and then smile, it's my favourite song. I sing along with him. Shannon appears and hands me a book. It's a book about us and our quest to find the treasure. Well, the only thing we got was a slice of pizza each. Meh.
A wall starts coming down from the cieling. Josh goes to one side of it and I go to the other. I tell him to come to this side but he doesn't. The walls close in around me. They're blue.
I'm back in the room with the kids. Shit, any minute the other me is gonna turn up and spoil everything. I grab one of the sheets from the bed and turn it inside out, then try and block the door off. I hear sounds outside. Looking to the other wall, I realize the other me is going to blast her way through the wall. Too bad kids, I'm out of here...
That's funny, my brother was watching HP 6 when I started reading your Harry Potter related dream :).
I often have dreams in which I'm a wizard attending Hogwarts, or a mixture of Hogwarts and my real life school xD
Aww, yeah my school was Hogwarts. I saw the recent one the other day, it's awesome! :D
Whew! It's been a long time. I was taking a break as usually that helps, but instead my recall went all over the place and I've had about 2 lucids in the past month. So, back to dream journalling and other shtuff... :D
At the moment it's kinda impossible to do my whole detailed colour-coded thingy because my dream recall is currently in the worst state it's ever been :( I heard that apple juice works but i'm kinda snowed in! This is good though, I sleep more :) Decided to ditch my regular alarm, it jolts me awake so my dreams go straight out of my head. I'll use my ipod now! I'm also gonna get off (or on haha) my ass and do some meditation of some sort, since apparently that helps awareness and I need all the awareness I can get right now. Plus, I think it's kinda cool :D
Summing up my dreams of the past month - As usual there have been plenty of meadows, forests and trees (dream signs). Books have turned up quite frequently, as have trespassing haha. The other night I dreamed of demons and I swam through a sea of bones, it was also the colour of chicken soup. Not nice AT ALL; I almost drowned. Ummmm... I've been paralysed a few times, last time a shadowy figure was hanging around so I dragged myself out of that one. I should realise that since I CAN do that I should just keep on dreaming. I was doing my wierd both-person view at that time though.
Last night I dreamed that my dad bought me a caramel frappacino (I always seem to be dreaming about frappacinos... Now I want one). Except my favourite is chocolate cream so I went to get it changed. When I got there they put powder in my hair and told me to make it myself. Then I turned 'round and my physics teacher was there. He said he was going to be taking my piano lesson. I watched my friend Gary play piano (he was amazing, doesn't actually play IRL) and sat there gob-smacked... (Tries to remember). I also talked to this guy at a bar but then woke up. Meh.
Now I have my DJ beside my bed again, I'm going to bed at the same time each night (10:20, holy sdafkjgh!?), and I'm doing WBTBs. I'll restart updating again :) Sweet dreams
Its funny because a lot of people have been having harry potter dreams latly because of the new movie. I saw it sunday it was great!
Yeah, my friends and I went a wee bit Harry Potter crazy the week before the movie came out. :D
Dreams for today! So I got up at 7:30 for school but there's still a shit-tonne of snow which means no school :D so I went straight back to bed (after jotting down some notes from previous dreams) and slept in until about 9 and dozed until 10 (lazy I know).
Smoke
Awake Non-Lucid
I'm in my maths class, possibly the class I hate the most. I don't like the subject, I don't like the teacher, or the old, cold classroom, or the bitchy people. Ms. Stone has given us a "task" to do that differs from out usual routine of textbook questions and past papers. We've to work in groups... Ugh. I get into a group of about 4 with the people who sit around me.
Then there's a power cut. I can't see anything! I feel around with my hands and come across Stuart. He thinks I'm feeling him up and grabs me, but I slap him away. I sit down, feeling very annoyed, and inhale a mouthful of smoke. I realise Kirsty is sitting smoking next to me. I choke a little bit, and turn my face away. You may want lung cancer, but I certainly don't.
The lights flicker back on. Whilest Ms. Stone goes over and shouts at Kirsty for smoking in the school, I move to the other side of the classroom. The head of department is sitting there, and she eagerly starts talking to me about her pregnancy. I nod and agree whilest thinking "I've never been pregnant, so no, I don't understand how you feel..."
She pulls a dog out from behind her back sim style, then gives it to me. I d barely have my arms out before she dumps what I think is a terrier on me. It's so heavy! I feel weighed down. And, oh wait, shit, it's paralysed me again. The dream fades as i realise.
Search for a Frappacino
I'm outside my local shopping centre ("mall") rollerskating towards the entrance. I'm going really fast and it's really fun! Soon I'm inside, and the smooth floor makes me go much faster. I blur by people busy shopping, and pass a sign that says "Coffee £10.10". Perfectly reasonable. I wonder why no one else is rollerskating and decide to make this a regular thing. The coffee sign has made me want a chocolate cream frappacino, so I head off to find Starbucks.
It takes all my concentration to NOT skate into people. But I accidently do. He's holding chocolate cakes that land straight on my chest. Oh great, I'm so embarrassed and as I pick myself up I give him the finger for laughing at me. Forgetting I have cake all over my t-shirt, I skate off. I seem to go in a loop, and find myself back with cake-boy. He sees me and eagerly starts telling his friend about the cake incident. He seems to turn black and white, and then I skate to the cafe beside him.
I shoot him evils as I order a frappacino, sipping on it angrily and plotting how to get back at him. He sees me looking and hold out two water-melons. Even though I'm angry, I can't help but laugh.
Piano School
I've gone to a college that specialises in piano playing. To celebrate, me and two other girls decide to go out to dinner. They take me to a fancy, dimly lit restraunt that is very expensive.
[Dream skip - after dinner] We're still in the restraunt, and it's time to pay the bill. £500? I don't have that kind of money. "Run for it?" I ask the girls. They laugh and say they'll take care of it. A man sitting on a booth behind us introduces himself as Henry. I realise one of the girls has taken his card and used it to pay the bill. Oh shit.
The school found out about "my" stealing Henry's credit card. What!? That wasn't me! They tell me I'm not allowed to play piano anymore. So I sit in the small practice room and watch the others play instead. They don't talk to me because apparently I'm not worthy of their attention. It feels like the caste system and I am "untouchable".
I'm on a plane now, but the teacher has told me to talk to no one because I'm not allowed. When she leaves I almost immedietly start to talk to the guy behind me. He asks why I've been treated this way and i promise to tell him later when we're off of the plane. He invites me to walk to the cinema with him and his little sister.
As we walk he tells me about his little sister and how it's his job to take care of her. When he's finished I make sure no ones around (I notice the girls lurking around in the shadows, but change direction) I tell him about the credit card incident and how I got the blame for it, even though it wasn't my fault. He listens and tells me it's ok, that people will realise i didn't do it soon enough. He invites me to dinner but when I notice it's the same one i was in before, I tell him I'll pass. He smiles and walks in, holding his sisters hand.
£10.10 for coffee and £500 for a meal? Apparently my mind thinks that food should cost a bomb :holyshit:
Last night I remembered three dreams but didn't record two of them (dammit) so I only have my most recent one to share.
I also almost DEILDed this morning but my dad made me talk -_-
Clubbing
Awake Non-lucid
I'm in my aunts car and she's taking me to pick up two of my cousins. Only one of them comes along. He looks surprisingly like my friend Sean, but younger. I shrug and go along with it, I haven't seen him in awhile. My aunt says we're going on a family holiday.
[Dream skip - Unknown] I'm in a hotel room or something. It's really big and open planned, but you can tell the different rooms from the shape of the walls. It's a dimly lit red area. I open my suitcase and groan. My aunt has only packed jeans and t-shirts. We're supposed to be going out! The only dress I have is the one I'm wearing. It's black and figure-hugging, and barely comes down to the bottom of my ass. I'm just glad i'm wearing black tights, along with strappy black platform heels. I can't remember the last time I was so glammed up!
"You didn't even pack me underwear!" I moan at her. She bites her lip and apologises.
"Sorry hunn, but I was busy packing the OUR stuff." She winks at my mum. I'm disgusted and decide to leave. She gives me a puzzle to do.
[Dream skip - a few minutes] My mum, aunt and cousin are already inside. I walk down a small hill to a brightly lit building. This holiday has been pants so far, so I plan to get smashed, I don't care if my family's there, they'll be wasted too. When I get inside, I sit by the bar. The guy fills a glass up with vodka and then whisks an egg into it and hands it to me. I've never seen that before but what the hell.
Suddenly I think this is a school trip. Where is everyone? I head outside, leaving my "vodka egg" at the bar. Up the hill, my english class is standing around. "Guys? Come on inside! Let's party!" I grab a few of my friends hands and pull them down the hill with me.
Kyle runs down with us. "I wanted to go in, but they didn't. It was MY idea." He pants.
I look him over, wondering if he thinks we're friends. "Yeah whatever, lets just go inside shall we?" Then we head in. Somehow all my friends have dyed their hair blond. I sit there, drinking my vodka (which I changed to lemonade instead of egg) playing around with their newly bleached locks, asking them questions about it. Then we head onto the dancefloor, except soon everyone moves to the side because some shitty pop group wants to play. I'm much more interested in the guy sitting beside me.
The dreamscene changes and I'm standing in my friends conservatory. Where's my dress gone? Now i'm wearing a crop top and low-rise jeans. I'm sick of looking like some kind of whore. I want my bootcuts and t-shirts back.
A blond, overally tan girl is standing watching me. She tells me she's going to be my personal trainer. I tell her I don't need one, but as I go to leave, she wraps measuring tape around my hips. Somehow it says my hips are 17 inches (which is probably impossible) and she tells me I need to lose an inch. She squeezes the tape down to 16, which really hurts.
She gets me to stretch a little bit, and asks what dancing I've done. "I've done dance-gymnastics" I say, but she just rolls her eyes. I'm starting to feel really heavy, I have to move slowly and can't run. So when she tries to get me to run and jump, it's really hard.
Then my dad shouted at me to wake up. I lay still but he wanted me to say something to make sure I was awake so I did. Meh.
I remembered a second dream from the night before whilest doing my hair and make-up - I had been scouted for a modeling agency up town whilest wearing these wierd red and gold hair pieces. Hmmm...
Anyway, last night was kinda confusing. I woke up with a thought in my head from the dream, but the more I thought about it, the more I thought it hadn't occured in the dream. *Shrug*
I need to leave soon so this frag will have to be hurried up, but I will post my other dream later :shadewink:
I'm in some kind of chute. A guy with dark blond hair (who I don't recognise) is here with me. We're investigating lucid dreaming together. He turns to me, very excited, and tells me that he's found a symbol which can make us access the dreamworld. It's a kind of white swirl on a blue slate (which is wierd because I saw the same symbol in a dream on a book a few nights before). He closes his eyes and touches the symbol, and a sort of shimmer encloses around him. I stare in wonder.
Things seem to turn slightly cartoon like, and I see him at a pair of gates, passing through them. The symbol is true!
I'm sure there was more before this, but I just can't remember it :( I can't remember the thought either. If I see that symbol again I'll have to try and interprete what it means. I'll post my second dream later, I'm off to have a snowball fight! :D
Guys, I just lost the whole two dreams I wrote down, and I can't be bothered writing them out again. So, summary:
Dream 1 -
I get a note during music from a friend saying he can't meet me after school. At break we talk, and then I get back up to music class. A guy from the year above who I've only talked to a couple of times (and trust me, he's super hot :shadewink: ) sits beside me when I'm playing piano (it's a really small piano stool by the way, even better) and I play him some stuff that he likes.
Dream 2 -
I go to a field in front of my house and find an abandoned, spooky pet shop at the back of it. Round the side I decide to buy a pet nailclipper (I cut my nails yesterday ok? :lol:) but I can't pick it up because it's on a pile of dead cockroaches. I clips at me and then I accidently put my hand in horse shit. So good... -_-
Ok, now I'm going to watch Inception and eat melon (yummmmm...... I love melon) :D Sweet dreams!
A Festival
Awake Non-Lucid
I'm sitting in my kitchen, on a high white stool. I'm play Pokemon on a DS. It's an old version, but has been newly updated. As I play, I compare it to the other game, not really sure about it. As I'm walking along in the grass, I have a creepy feeling that something's just going to jump out at me.
I look up as Paige calls me. She's my new step-sister, now that my mum's gone and gotten married to her man-whore boyfriend (she's not married, and Paige is actually a girl in one of my classes. The man-whore bit is true though -_-) . "Hey, we're gonna watch a movie. Coming through?" She asks, gesturing towards the living room.
"No thanks." I say coldly, and then get back to my game. I fondly catch a Charmander (Charmander feelin' the love, yeah! <3) which I decide to train as fast as humanly possible.
There's some kind of commotion going on outside. At this time of the night? I slowly put my game down and head out to check. I'm delighted, although a little intimidated by what I find. I'm in my old street, and each group of martial artists in the area have met up for some kind of festival. I get quite into it because I've always been interested in martial arts, but after things kicked off at home, never really thought about it. I figured I might pick up Kuk Sool Won sometime next year when things have calmed down.
I look around and notice some people I know. They all seem so tall now! Everyone's together, but in distinct groups at the same time. As the karate section pass me, I notice a girl I know.
"Amy, you do karate!?" I ask, quite disbelieving. She doesn't hear me though, and turns to get ready for whatever they're going to do. People start competing across the street. The night adds a surreal effect to it all.
A tall, middle-aged man approaches me. He tells me that he's noticed my interest in this. Then he throws a ball at me, testing my reactions. As I make a grab for it, a small blond girl flashes past, grabbing it before me. The man nods towards her and tells me to retrieve the ball.
I chase after the girl. I thought I was fast, but she's something else! I tear forward, twisting through the estate. Eventually I manage to get ahold of her t-shirt and get the ball. I jog back, feeling victorious. But suddenly my limbs aren't working properly. Goddammit they're so heavy. He throws the ball at me again, but I'm so slow now. The dream fades.
Martial Arts is something I'm genuinly interested in, so I enjoyed this dream very much! :D
Tonight I think I'll attempt a MILD :) I hate getting up, and only stay up for like 5-10 minutes otherwise I can't get back to sleep. Hopefully this'll kick things back into action again though :cheeky:
Managed to get to sleep at 3am which fucked up the MILD. :(
Misfits
Awake Non-lucid
I'm in a friends house, sitting on his camp bed. People are sitting next to me, laughing and joking. I speak to a guy i've never talked to before, and find he's quite interesting. Before I know it, my friend is shuffling us out of the door. Everyone's stumbling about, I guess I was the only one who didn't drink. I leave the room and find myself in school, walking down the old building stairs.
I leave the school and wait around out front as I usually do for the rest of my friends. Instead of a wide open area, it's a carpark. Aw well, who cares. It's dark and i'm cold. Anna comes speeding up to me on a motorbike, and we talk for awhile. Out front is almost empty now.
My friend Cheryl comes out of the school, finally. She's accompanied by Kelly from the british t.v series Misfits. "Thanks for keeping me waiting..." I tell Cheryl coldly. She just tells me to get my ass in the car. This really pisses me off because she's been acting like this for awhile now (true). This completely pisses me off, and I end up screaming "Fine! Fuck you! Fuck. You." And then start walking. Kelly rushes up to me and asks what that was all about. I tell her how Cheryl thinks she's so fucking superior. Kelly tells me my powers are surfacing and that she's going to take me to her house.
[Dream skip] I'm in Kelly's room. She says she hasn't been in it for years, but I think she's lying. I walk past the bed, and find glasses of water behind it. The water is crystal clear. I know from experience that if you leave water too long that mould starts to gather on top of it. Narrowing my eyes, I feel all alone and like a prisoner. Past feelings of helplessness surface. I sit on the floor and tuck my feet in to my chest, rocking slowly on my heels.
[Dream skip] They've let me out for a swim. I go right to the bottom of the pool and hear "White Flag" by Dido playing. I decide to stay under water for as long as I can holding my breath. I last the whole song, I guess I've found my power then.
Tiredness
Awake Non-lucid
Some people and I are somewhere in the mountains. There's a little wooden house, which we're staying in, and snow everywhere. I stand outside, blowing on my hands to try and heat them up. I'm playing a card game with a friend. Four of my cards fly into the air, floating, and begin to glow golden. Shit.
I look at him in alarm, and he runs into the house. The cards have attatched a bomb to me. It's the kind you see in cartoons, with the lit thread. I have the feeling that if the thread is exstinguished, I may die. There's a woman standing at the back of a red car, screaming in panic. She opens the boot and attempts to climb in but I shout at her to stop. I tell her that if we keep calm we can work this out.
I wake up suddenly, in my bed. Everything's very foggy. My bed's in on the pavement, on the edge of a road I pass almost everyday. My attention quickly focuses on Hailey, a girl who really annoys me. Today she's dresses head to toe in bright hot pink. She looks like a brunette barbie doll, ugh. A crowd is walking down the road, and people I know shout and wave to me. There's a party going on and everyone's heading up town apparently. I decide not to go, as I feel tired and sick.
A friend Arron comes over and says he'll take me home. His friends join us. Suddenly we're in one of the school's corridors. I make it half way up the stairs and then when I find a table and chair, sit down, exhausted. There's a plate of chicken curry sitting there, which I start to eat. I watch people on the astroturf as they play football. Holly walks up the stairs and asks if I'm ok. She cheers me up with her light mood, and I thank her through a mouthful of chicken.
I wok up feeling tired aswell. Maybe my mind just needs a rest :)
Ok, plans for tonight are to WBTB after 6 hours and then MILD my way to lucidness :shadewink:
So expect at least two dreams. If I don't submit two dreams, you have the right to slap me. Not hard though.
TO BED *points* (in half an hour)
Ahhh!!! *slap*
Ok, took me aaaaaages to get to sleep. So I didn't WBTB because I couldn't scrimp on sleep for school. Just got a frag.
I was in my school's P.E changing rooms, with many if my friends having a good time. Then a chav group came in and ruined everything. In the end I left with my friends, really annoyed.
I'm tired, so all should be good tonight :)
It was so cold my fire alarm went off during the night. It was short beeps and I was half asleep (4am) and I was RCing like crazy thinking i'd had a FA.
Awake Non-Lucid
I'm walking down the high street with my mum. She's in a hurry for some reason, trying to find where she parked the car. I stroll along behind her, and notice that the nearby church stained glass windows are really pretty and colourful. A group of boys I know walk past. As they do, they say something. I hurry on, not in the mood to pick a fight.
Plans
I'm going to my mums flat when I notice an older lady walking into it. I narrow my eyes and decide to see what she's up to. As soon as I get inside, a tall woman with long dark hair, probably early twenties, walks in and tells me that she's keeping an eye on the situation. I don't know what it is, but I trust her. Then she goes and takes a shower. I stare at the door, listening to the water turning on, and wonder why she's chosen this exact moment to shower.
Somehow I'm looking through the older womans eyes. She knows there's someone in the shower and she needs to hurry up. She grabs a brown bowl and goes over to the window. It's very important to the mission to break this brown bowl. She's a spy. She drops the bowl out of the window and watches it shatter to pieces, then hurries off.
I'm myself again, and I panicing quite a bit. The phone rings from the side, and I go and answer it. It's my mum, I tell her what happened and she sternly tells me to stay where I am because she's coming up. I try to hangup, but as I push the button, it caves in. All I can hear is white noise coming from the phone. "Shit..." I mutter as I try to switch it off.
Then I woke up because of the alarm.
Not quite sure what my other dream is. In my notes it says "swim skirt condom twins reconstruct water". It sounds like I had a threesome, I know, but I didn't I just can't remember what "skirt" and "condom" is. I'll type up what I remember. From now on I'll make sure my notes are clearer.
I'm in a white, humid room, which I remember is in the place of the music room. There's dry land all around, and me and a group of people I can't quite see are looking around. For some reason we feel disappointment and regret. I decide to reconstruct the room. Holding out my hands, I lift them up and dirt comes up with them. I make scraping motions and make ledges and steps. Then I fill the room with water. The next part is blank. I have the feeling I was called out and shouted at a few people then went back through.
I've just came back into my water room, when two blonde twins grab me and drag me under water. I hit the bottom and struggle to get up but they pin me down. "Find the money" one of them says through the water, "and we'll let you go." Where could it be? As if responding to the thought, I swim round to the back of one of the twins and pull his shirt up. There! I grap a note and hold it out, then swim desperatley to the surface. I grab hold of a ledge and pull myself onto it. I sit calmly and watch people enjoy my water room, but the regret is still there.
The memory is on the edge of my mind but I just can't remember. If I do I'll edit :)