The song that best represents how you feel right now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdzY0c9dixU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBmmaAnBdEo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSea1YPxK1c

I feel that. I'm at my childhood home visiting my mother and it's been a while since I've been here. She lives now in mental Italy (music, foods, illumination etc). She has even started to study the language. This place was quite a different way back.

But I also found this (expresses my apophenia quite beautifully):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6K_pC9Szfxg

damn'd psychological terms. Didn't mean apophenia this time, but solipsism :shadewink:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSh2XeLY7YE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=pMbxSENOXG0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6jxxagVEO4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1YM476Pa4o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACzCc5Ye8uQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owfOwf1ZOKQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bZkYKZXufE&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bldZ-k5UyjU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YCKANiM9tUM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMThz7eQ6K0&ob=av2n

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=319_uAoha_E

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LaIZ0mUJzr0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKox6__hziY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5-1DgOYsyc&feature=related

"Dauphin" by Swagberg. Obv.

No, I don't have a fancy Youtube link. :|

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIRznH73Y7I

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Furrw0VDpWM

edit: Bonus!!
vvv

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_qGuG-wEGc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prGptG5Ex1g

Too Much Time On My Hands, by Styx.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvAuAc01sI8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQAK4r5fxRY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AH3CRVVBL9o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bsgjBBz0Yq8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UIojGDIBvI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9MHGtlEYZBA