https://www.youtube.com/watch?featur...orO98fE#at=207

i cant help but feel thats what this song is about..

I keep runnin', runnin' from something within
Taking its hold on me
There's a feeling inside I try to hide
Taking control of me
Like it or not, the THINGS I'VE BEEN SHOWN
They keep on driving me
Now I'm high with the clouds
Lifting above
StarLIGHT is all I sEe