Dream left me feeling bad in the morning
So here's the basics of my dream. Actually there was a lot more to it but the basics of why I still feel bad.
I dreamed that we were having a problem with something at home, so my mom called customer support to get help. My mom was confused and not following what the girl was saying, so she gave the phone to me. I talked to her and got it fixed. But after we fixed it, we just kept talking. We talked for like an hour or so. Had an amazing conversation. She said that she normally lived in maine, but she was visiting florida(where I live). She added me on facebook. I looked through her facebook pics and she was really ugly. This made me regret kinda giving her the impression that I would hang out with her. After looking at her pics, she called me. I figured it didn't matter if I talked to her, so we had another like hour long conversation.
Later on I was at a party. I saw her from a distance and I freaked out. I didn't want her to see me. I didn't get a good look at her, though. Anyways, throughout this party i'm just trying to hide from her so she doesn't see me. Cuz I knew she was gonna like want to hook up with me or be into me that way so I just wanted to avoid the situation. I ended up on a couch. I see her walking in to sit on a couch thats really close to me. I go through desperate measures so she doesn't see me, going as far to pull my shirt over my head.(lol). Eventually an old friend of mine comes in and sits next to her. They start flirting a lot and she ends up sitting on his lap. I finally get a good look at her, and she's actually pretty good looking.
I start to get soo pissed that I had been ignoring her. I honestly LOVED the conversations that we had had, and was really into her, besides the fact that I thought that she was unattractive. After my friend leaves, she sees me and gets all mad that i'd been ignoring her. I tried to play it off like I didn't know who she was, so I had an excuse. Anyways, after that I tried so hard to get her to like me, but she never really went for it that much. She never rejected me outright or said anything bad, but I could just tell she wasn't that into me. Whenever my friend came by, she would light up and stare at him and smile and I could tell she liked him. I tried telling her that I was so sorry that I ignored her and I really liked her and didn't wanna blow my opportunity with her, and she said that she just didn't know if she could ever be in love with someone that would do that, and that she didn't know if I could be the one. So like it made me feel way worse, knowing that she was like THAT into me and thought I could be the one and that we could like fall in love.
Here's something that i'm sure had some part in inspiring the dream. There was this girl who used to have a big crush on me. I was never really into her that much. I didn't think she was that attractive, and I liked her friend, who I ended up dating. Anyways, yesterday my friend says that he met this really hot girl. I tell him he should write on her wall on facebook and get her number and stuff. He does, and he gets her number. I get on facebook later, and I see the conversation. I look at who the girl is, and sure enough it's that girl.
Anyways, that's basically it. I know it's just a dream, but I woke up with a kind of sinking feeling in my stomach that hasn't went away.
