Coming back from sea

Hi there,

this morning, just around noon, I woke up with a dream that went like this :

"I saw a guy who was very far into the sea, he was scared, but he managed to walk back to the beach with inflatable wooden shoes, he walked back over the sea and he was relieved beyond anything."

Now, the meaning of this dream is like this, I think.
I've been away from home for two months, I was in the big city and there you have coffeeshops where they sell weed legally (hey, it's Holland!!!).
So I was smoking weed for two months and yesterday (I'm back home now) my weed was finished.

I have a fat belly since a few years and that is not how I see myself, I'm weak also, I used to box for a few years and I was always in the fitness gym to develop my body and keep it in shape.
In Rotterdam I bought 4 DVD's from Billy Blanks so that I can do some workout at home and become like I used to be, big, atlethic and muscular.

I also started up my yoga again, especially my mystic yoga, pranayama.

Would this dream tell me that part of me (the guy in the dream) is happy that I started this all up again instead of being high all day.....and lazy of course !!!

I mean, too far in the sea and being scared because of it, I think this hints at my lazy time in Rotterdam, although I didn't feel it that way.

Any thoughts ?

Peace,
erik.

Well, I think this dream is sent to me by the demons one way or another, because it's a weird dream that doesn't match the real situation in Rotterdam. I was so happy to be in Rotterdam that I extended my stay there for another month, I would only stay there one month.

Smoking weed was so cool and hooking up with friends was very nice, I had a great time.

Therefore I don't understand why the guy in the dream (me) was so scared on sea (Rotterdam) and was so happy to be back on the beach (my home in the Belgium Ardennes). I must say that I was happy that I escaped the coffeeshops and their weed, believe me, you don't wanna spent your life in front of the tv, smoking weed and being stoned all day.

In Rotterdam, as usual, certain people wanted to play tricks on me to give me a bad name and I am sure this dream is one of their tricks.
I got an impulse (sudden desire) to post this dream a few days ago and as always with impulses, they are not good for me (most of them) if I react on them. But I was so blurry because of all the THC in my blood and the fact that I didn't care for two months that I am engaged in a fight between me and these mystic suckers.
This is what being scared means and that is totally the opposite of what I felt in Rotterdam.

Scared :

To dream that you are scared, indicates that you are experiencing feelings of self-doubt, incompetence, and lack of control in your waking life. Perhaps you are having second thoughts about a decision you have made. Anger often masquerades as fear, so also consider issues about which you are angry about in your waking life.

This is what sea means, I can't put my finger on it, exept it hints at the wrong perception that I would have problems in Rotterdam, I hadn't, I am used to the tricks of the demons and couldn't care less about what they are trying to do to me.

Sea :

To see the sea in your dream, represents your unconscious and the transition between your unconscious and conscious. As with all water symbols, it also represents your emotions. The dream may also be a pun on your understanding and perception of a situation. "I see" or perhaps there is something you need to "see" more clearly. Alternatively, the dream indicates a need to reassure yourself or to offer reassurance to someone. It brings about hope, a new perspective and a positive outlook on life no matter how difficult your current problems may be.

To dream that you are lost at sea, suggests that you are drifting around in life without any direction. You are feeling overwhelmed by emotions.

Anyway, it's time to fight against my impulses again, yeah, let the games begin, losers !!! I am awake again !!

This dream story gets crazier and crazier, now read this dream I had this morning March 27th 2011 at around 9am :

"I was in Rotterdam in the Van Oosterzeestraat 77a, the street I spent my first 15 years, so I grew up there.
I was standing in my brother's room, which is situated on the street side. I was very enthusiastic because I could rent Ton's room and the room of my other brothers, Patrick and Mark, which was situated at the garden side, so the back side.
The house doesn't exist anymore, but in this dream is was very alive.
The middle room, where I used to live, I didn't rent, I think.

I was totally happy to be one of the first white people who moved back in his neighborhood that was totally "taken over" by foreigners the last decades
I was also happy because the boxing school was in the neighborhood (the dots are not working anymore so it reads a bit strange now) now I could go boxing every day

I walked through the neighborhood and walked into a house which was for rent too
I met a girl there from twenty years of age en she asked me my ID she was surprised to see me there I showed her my ID from the housing corporation and she was okay with it
I could rent that house too

Then I walked further and saw a moroccan with a big sign around his neck he stood still and I could read what was on that sign it said :

"No more white people here !"

I walked into a community centre and the moroccans had their own place there< I watched from my spot in the white area towards the moroccan hangout and saw many gambling machines there

"That suits them", I thought.

I walked further and ended up in a room that needed a make over, I saw Hrday Chaitanya there, the Temple President from a Hare Krishna community, and I asked him if I could fix the room.
He agreed and I was happy.

END OF DREAM

Now, as I said, crazier and crazier, this dream is telling me that I would develop the desire to go back to Rotterdam here.
That's okay with me, as long as I stop buying weed in the coffeeshop and as long as it happens at the end of this summer, because Rotterdam is cool to live in and I can make music with my friends in my band.

So it's all good, but the racist moroccan didn't want white people in the neighborhood anymore, probably to keep the neighborhood "pure", so no whites.

What a gratitude !!!

Anyway, this is weird, because in the first dream of this thread I supposed to be scared in Rotterdam, like I escaped the city because of the muzzies.
It's also their favorite game to try to make me psychotic and I guess in Rotterdam it might be very easy for them, because there are so many muzzies living there.

I write....to try to make me psychotic....because it will never happen again to me.

So that is very strange, in the dream of today, they say, symbolicly with the moroccan's sign, that I better stay away from Rotterdam.
Hey, what happened ?
Don't they continue their evil games on me anymore ?
Why ?
I thought they enjoyed their evil games.

The end of the dream says that I will fix the Hare Krishna room, so that means that I will become more devotional and spiritual, so it means that I will work on myself spiritually, which is also okay with me.