Am I a prophet?

So I have nightmares every night.....Some about the end times....some about cannibals taking over the world.....There beginning to be too much......Why am I having all these dreams. Am I a prophet. I know God speaks thru His word but really? I can't seem to escape it. And everywhere I turn It has something to do with our nation.....Whether being nuked by another country or takin over by men who eat the flesh of ppl with there eye's.....This nation is going under.....I just can't escape the gift I have and at first I wanted it but now I'm like UGH! this is too much!

Hm... I would have so much fun with you if I was your psyche doc... In a not creepy way.

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I think anyone can be a prophet. Now whether their prophecy is accurate is another matter. Personally I would doubt any prophecy that came out of my own nightmares, but that's me. I would however take those nightmares seriously in some way. Like the nightmare I had this morning: I know kind of why I had it, and it seriously pissed me off - it had some good point to make, but it chose to make the point in a crass way, and I sure hope it is not prophetic, in fact I know it is not, however it contained a warning that I know I should heed or else the consequences will not be good, though not literally in the way my mind chose to portray them.

If you're having such dreams I think it's to be considered. What will you do if you're for living? Find a way to live.

Ummm well it's kinda hard to find a living when you have so much crap going on in your head.....Built up fears that where never meant to have......A psychotic break that lasted years. And I hate to shine the light on myself for real....I need to get out of the woe is me.....Because all I am doing is making excuses why I can't do something.....I just have ppl that tell me from there perspective that I am sick. That I want to live. Like I did before I got sick. But you have one foot in the past and another in the future, then you pissing on the presence. I had another bad dreams but, this time I was at God's Judgment. I woke up like a 1 in the morning and I was like it's going to be a rocky night.....If I have one then most likly I will have them all night....I thought maybe it was my over heating in bed....I have also thought maybe it's the sin in my life that my own conscience is trying to tell me is wrong. But I am on alot of psych meds and if I go off them then I loose my marbles and I can't afford my sanity for a few good night rest's. Oh well.

Even if it's hard, If there's a tiny path and you can still travel it though there may be excess baggage that should be given away.

I used to worry over tiny things and now I don't. I can say, "Jesus did it." But I had to give away the willingness to worry and replace it with something better.

Though I haven't followed each Bible verse to the letter...

Those are very encouraging words 101.....I am getting better at it. I just have this firestorm of nightmares that are bellowing and IDK why? I have gained alot of wisdom in how to treat people and also how to let things go when I make a mistake....I just hate how I always assume that God is the one that to tormenting me.....I know He isn't and by faith I will be stronger and filled with joy love patience and peace.....I guess I'm going thru the meat process and now I'm understanding all the things I am doing....I love God...I just wish I had listened in the past when I first got born again instead I got caught up in a girlfriend and lost all sight of God.