Met the girl of my dreams...in my dream...Help please!
Last night I had a dream where I met my perfect girl. She wasn't the prettiest, or the funniest, but she was perfect. As far as I remember (it's a bit hazy), I met her while I was with a couple of people in my hometown. I'm not sure how it happened, but we met. I wasn't introduced, I just think she may have smiled at me. I smiled back, and soon enough we were hitting it off. She was beautiful. She had long brown hair, a couple of freckles and....well that's the thing...I'm desperate to remember her face, down to every last detail, but I just can't! Anyway, we were in a café, so we left and walked down the street outside (it was pedestrianised). She held onto me and I put my hand around her waist. We walked until we met my dad (strangely enough), who commented on how good we looked together. Then my dream sort of jumped (as they often do, when I sort of forget bits), and I was just standing there. She was nowhere to be seen. I suddenly panicked, and desperately tried to find her, running around like a madman. Eventually I found her, just hanging around talking to someone. I gave a huge sigh of relief, and once more we talked.
From what I remember, we chatted about little things, but the subject of our talks didn't matter, as long as I was with her.
Then I woke up.
I felt horrible. I tried to get back to sleep, and I did for a bit, but I didn't find her. I feel very depressed and melancholic, especially knowing that I can't fully remember her face. In my dream it was so lucid, but now, nothing. ..
What seems strange to me is that this dream wasn't in any way sexual, I just, I don't know, loved her. Thinking about it, that's pretty silly, in love with a girl you've never met, but it's true...
Man I feel bad, hopefully someone can give me an insight, either from an emotional or psychological point of view...
(Btw I know you can only dream of people you've seen. Her face, at the time, was completely unknown to me.)