Reoccuring Nightmares of Deceased Brother
My brother passed away last June from liver failure at the age of 31. I am 26 and am an alcoholic also but stopped drinking cold turkey the day he went into the hospital. The only reason i am stating this is because maybe it has something to do with my subconscious trying to figure something out i don't know.
Either way since he passed I have had nightmares with him in it. The dreams are usually along the lines of he died but somehow came back to life. He is either still in the hospital sick (sometimes cover in blood) or he is mentally ill.
These nightmares are not like he is chasing me or anything but when I wake up i am freaked out. I want them to stop and if he does come to me in a dream I would like it to be a good dream :)
I actually did get to talk to him in a dream since he passed, one of the most realistic dreams i have ever had. I told him he died and he said he knew and he seemed upset.
I wish i could figure out what my mind is trying to tell me.