Thread: Very Confused.

Okay. What I remember was that I was new to a certain school. It was obvious that the kids didn't like us here. US, I'm referring to Myself, Ellie (Read down the bottom for details.) and Andres (Old School friend). I didn't have much feeling for this dream until towards the end.

I remember walking down the halls of my old school into sort of like a history class, from which we were disregarded, and all 3 of us sat at the same table. I kept looking at Ellie, she was looking away from me the entire time and looked a bit stressed, so I left it. Anyway, the teacher was reviewing some notes, and basically asked the class what was wrong, because no-one was paying attention. It wasn't noisy or anything, it was still silence, but no-one cared.

At that point I screamed out "YOU'RE TOO BORING! Spice it up a bit! Get the class involved! All you do is sit there and read notes all time!" And then sat back down a bit. From which I felt like I became the class hero or something, because everyone looked at me with a stunned expression on their faces. I think maybe I was trying to show-off to Ellie.

I don't really remember much after that, but I remember the class suddenly filled with colours (It was grey beforehand), and there was laughing. Everyone seemed happy. Class had ended then, I had gotten to the door when I had turned around to see Ellie there saying "Can we study together? Hang on, I just need to get my books".

She went back into the classroom and then I went out into the hallway to see the vice principal walking down. Now at this point, Everyone hit the lockers like he was some sort of power.. But the feeling in the dream seemed to be a bit of a joke. Because he was a big bloke, and he was drooling everywhere and seemed sloppy. I had accidently bumped into someone (it felt pretty real) as I was trying to get back against the lockers. From which I thought "She's taking a long time huh?"

I had another look into the classroom and saw her still gathering some books, from which I turned around and bumped into her friend, Kelly. I said hello, she said hello. But then I looked past her, and I saw Ellie running off in the distance without waiting for me. Then I woke up.

Okay, Bold part was the dream so we don't get confused in the long post (Sorry x_x).

Anyway. A while ago, Me and Ellie were best friends. I said some stupid stuff, did some stupid things, and in the end she basically ended up hating me for lying to her and stuffs. I was in love with her yes. But now I kinda reliased that I don't need to be slopping over her every move. She ended up not talking to me throughout all of last year, except when my birthday came around. And now we seem to be getting along pretty well. December 6th is my birthday. I think I am starting to fall for her again, but I'm not sure because I don't want to hurt her again.

I remember making a prayer throughout 2007 to God that I don't care if my work life goes bad, I don't care if my life goes bad, I just want to be on good terms and speaking to her well again. Well as it turns out, I've had a few troubles at work (Just with customers, nothing too dramatic), and I ended up crashing a friends car a few weeks ago, losing my licence and having to appear in court later on, maybe having to pay for it. I am not sure wether it has anything to do with it, but I'm trying to get into as much detail as I possibly can.

Ever since I have been praying for guidance (mainly about the crash and for help to find a 2nd job) But I did make a prayer last night about praying for a blessing to be over Ellie because she was stressing a bit about being away from home and being her first year at university. I've had a few dreams about Ellie before, let me know if I should go into detail about them. This is alot to read I know and I really do appreciate your time very much.

Thank you.

EDIT:I may have put this in the wrong thread, Sorry x_x