This may not be an easy task however I haven't got any idea how to learn more about it...
alright I go to sleep as normal. I take sleeping pills to aid my chances of sleep.
I have smoked drugs some I rather not of bought but salvia is legal here so I got that breif quick trip. I am on meds regulary I take them so my brain can slow down and enter sleep mode however. before this I was as a kid on 8 yrs of retlain. I quit that and started finding out things in life were lies but no idea why...anyways I did precognition first time had a very long dream sequence where after I woke I told the dream over breakfast where I was living. 6 months later all that occured in reality...2nd time I was awake washing dishes at home and I had a vision of a purple sqaure stragely this was acid I was shown 5 mins later....3rd time was drinking beers and told my nephews some stuff was going to fall and spill all over the floor the one told the other to move it but it went all over the floor anyway that took like 5-10 secounds to occur. Then nothing for about 10 yrs. I had almost thought I had no longer anything to do with things till I started learning more about things...Then I happen to dream again I was asleep...I find myself wondering around the town asking people why the sky is covered in blocks and linked by lightning outlines no sun no moon no clouds no stars only big blocks. About 20 km or higher in the sky as far as I could see. I asked people about them but noone seemed to know what they were but they were staring at them trance like...after I asked a few more no ideaers I woke up to come back to my first dream only thing I could tell was I was asleep in the first dream but when I woke up I was still in adream and a pretty woman who I do not know smiles at me as she stands in a doorway and then I wake up in reality. So some times has passed and yet agin find myself wondering through the town asking the same questions getting same ansrews to wake up find that woman smiling and then totally wake up. I have never ever had dreams with in a dream before. I don't know what it means I have talked it over with good friends they have told me its a signal saying I am ready for change. I just don't know what I should be doing or not doing. I currently am trying to finish getting my grade 12 and get employed. Once employed been thinking about college. I see many ups and downs in the future however. Media, Knowledge movies I am a big trekkie fan too. I find my minds clouded with thoughts beyond my control and yet I can't stop myself from learning its a switch I can't turn off. And with all I have come to know is my gaming is not helping.

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Thanks