Terrifying lucid dream

I'm gonna let you know up front, this is involving the idea that there's more to reality than what meets the eye, and that the only difference between reality and dreams are what you accept are differences.

See http://www.dreamviews.com/f19/my-view-reality-103215/ and http://www.dreamviews.com/f96/energy-high-104023/ for more info on what's been going on with me.

Anyways, i've been having unbelievably vivid and hard hitting dreams for the past week or so. Like, i've always had vivid dreams, but these have been so intense. I wake up in the morning with this feeling that I got from the dream, and I just can't shake it.

Well last night I had this dream where I knew I was lucid and having fun with it. Then I woke up in my dream to a new reality, and I quickly discovered that this was a dream too. This time my friends and family were there as well. I woke up again with some other people and this guy asked whether we'd been enjoying ourselves. We all said yes but we asked when we could go home to the real reality. He said oh you're not going back, you're staying here forever. And we all looked at eachother and were happy cuz where we were was better than reality. Then I woke up again and thought I finally had an understanding of reality. I saw other people being brought into the place I just left.

Well this hit me incredibly hard, but I didn't get enough sleep so I decided to go back to sleep. Well guess what, in my dream I was lucid but I knew something was up and I simply tried to play along. Eventually I woke up again and played along. And this may have happened one more time, then I felt myself laying in my bed and I felt this presence come over me and say to me(I think that it was simply thought but I was able to hear it)it doesn't matter whether you're in THE MATRIX(he said it in such a way that it was incredibly intense)or not, you can never test it. Then I woke up for real.

This being added to all the stuff i've been going through just threw me for a loop. I really don't know what to think anymore, and I don't know who I can trust to talk about this stuff with.

duuuuude you can trust me I've been trying to figure out life. It seems like one moment everything makes sense then the next day I will feel confused and depressed. I think its just the people I'm exposed to. They are so distracted they never even question reality. I think its good to ask questions. Questions lead to deeper understanding. And normally once you ask the right question the answers are apparent.
I did salvia yesterday and realized that passion is the love of doing what you want to do. The want is the thought and the do is the physical manifestation of the thought which causes the experience of joy. but many people in the world are doing things that they don't want to do because they want to have things- materialism. I'm not saying any thing right or wrong thats just what i believe is so.