It makes me laugh at how incredibly stupid I am when not fully awake. My logic is completely ridiculous, for instance, I was in a false awakening and as I began to write in my dream journal it turned into a ping pong ball and I thought that was NORMAL. What's even more frustrating is the fact that I did the nose plug at least 8 times and it worked every time. Unfortunately I was stupid enough not to reaslise it was an FA.
But anyway, why was I painfully close? Well, I woke up and almost immeadiately fell back asleep, but I was still half-concious. So I decided to try and induce a lucid. It started off with me flying over a park I live near. I then felt an amazing sensation as I could literally feel myself completely asleep. I was practically dreaming and I felt like I was flying but my stupid, half asleep self decided to just 'go to sleep'.
I was already asleep! I usually only realise these things and how close I was immediately after I have no further chance of a lucid...
Anyone else experienced something like this?