Thread: a recent ongoing weird disturbance or just me?

Iv been lucid dreaming for just a few years now, im entering my late teens, i say this because i am begining to think this different phenomenon may be even be caused by me growing away from be'ing an infant? before my dreams felt very spiritual and i could simply walk away from the storyline (sort to say) of the dream and do, whatever i imagined. But now, the story will follow me around if i choose to leave, i thought maybe these things happening in our dreams could have its place and maybe we shouldn't mess with all of them too much, so i try not to, but they seem different, as if their silently calling out to me. when i first became lucid a little any bad dreams i had begun to fade.. they have only recently come back, in a different form, and weirder. there's soo many variables i dont even know where to start. anyway i also recently heard about a dream guide? and evenyone could have one? even possibly communicate with it? that seems amazing. i'd like to know more? i know this is all odd, i know, im usally very casual and dont speak out often but i feel a weird presence.