crazy sh*t - first long lucids, first time having control, some realizations, dream control
It been really stressful with school lately but finally after getting everything done, i was able to relax and sleep. This resulted in several lucid dreams separated by false awakenings over the course of 3 horus. (It was an afternoon nap. Most were DILDS and im not sure if any were true wilds or not because i may have just done a wild from a false awakening. Im pretty sure though the first WILD was real). Anyway i had about 10 in all, some lasting 30 seconds with others lasting what seemed like 30 mins at least. I made some realizations in this time. First i should note that up until now i have had almost no control over the few lucids that i have had. I would always get woken up when i tried to control the dream. They would last at best 10 seconds and totaled 5 at most. Anyway here are the realizations and experiences, i may be missing some and ill post them later because my recall is still pretty bad and the dream is fading fast.
First - I had more control over the dream when i did a wild from awake or from a false awakening. By more control i mean that i could prevent myself pretty well from waking up if i saw that i was about to. Also i had more control over my surroundings.
Second - the wild was fucking awesome. I'm pretty sure that at least one was actually from being awake while some were from a FA. First i felt some serious vibrations, then saw the crazy hallucinations and then a sort of slide show of different thumbnails containing different scenes presented themselves. From there i could choose the dream that i wanted. Some times i could choose more easily and other times i was kind of forced into one. Ill explain. First i chose a nice beach scene because that seemed like it would be fun. That lasted for about 5 mins and then i was woken up. Not sure if it was a FA or real but i then wilded again and this time when i saw the slide show i was told by a voice "This time one with dark energy". I was forcefully guided to a specific thumbnail. This one was fucked. i may go into more detail later but it involved basically these kids breaking out of this prison. They were led by one kid who they were all terrified of cause he just killed everything. also the prision was an old probably 1700 year prison that was an adult prison. I saw this as a kind of movie / i was in the background observing. Note: yesterday i saw an article about a 12 year old kid murdering his step-mom and possibly being the youngest to be tried as an adult. I'm guessing this is were the dream came from.
third - SP is fucked. A couple of times i driffted seamlessly into the dream. Others i was completly moved around, droped on my head, and levitated a couple feet off my bed. Those times it seems that something was trying to hurt me because there was a voice that sounded angry. I guess i should note that, continuing along the theme of having more control, i was able to move around a bit during some of the SP such as the time i was being levitated. I had to really struggle but i did manage to fight it. which leads to my next point.
Frorth - There were people in the dream world that were trying to hurt me. They wore suits, had guns and looked like agents. I fucked up a couple of them and mangaged to dodge the bullets but the main thing that saved me was manipulating the surroundings. next point
fifth - To get away from the agents i was able to use the surroundings. By this i mean if the agent was on the road i could move the road he was standing on. I could colapse skyscrapers on them if i was in the city, i could send drawers flying at them. It seemed that the larger the mass of the object the more effort i had to use to move them. The buildings i really had to strain to move whereas the drawers i sent flying with barely a flick of the wrist. this leads to the next point
seven - i could not move any of the people trying to get me. I could throw things at them but i could not directly affect them in any way. Even the reguar dcs i had little control over. I asked a dc once why i couldn't move them or get them to do certain things and she said hesitatily that they weren't allowed reffering to the people dressed in suits trying to get me.
Finally- the first lucid that led into all the others was interesting. the first lucid today happend as a dild. i dont remember what caused lucidity but i didnt need a RC i just knew, which was the case for most of these dreams. As soon as i became lucid i started to lose the dream but before i did i heard my name being called. i looked over and there was this dog running toward me and it seemed that the voice was coming form him. I woke up. The other dreams that followed that, were long and vivid which leads me to believe that this was some type of dream guide animal or something.
As some background for the last couple points. the first time i tried to meet my dream guide this happened: http://www.dreamviews.com/f11/questi...9/#post1603059
Anyway thats all for now but i may start a dream journal and see if i can remember more. Im just happy i was finally able to have some substantial lucids. Im interested in hearing your thoughts on some of this. sorry for the length of the post.
