"Waking Up" Within My Lucid Dream. Caught In A Loop.
Hi guys. I just registered here and I would like an explanation to whatever I just experienced in this lucid dream.
So a couple of hours ago, I got home from college, and after a few hours, I was very tired so I decided to take a nap. So I did, I took my nap.
In my nap, I had a lucid dream. In the dream, I woke up (I read about this "waking up within a dream" but I don't remember what this is called), and immediately started living my life. I noticed some things were changed so it was definitively a dream. After that, the same thing happened (hence why I said caught in a loop - this happened a few times), more things were changed and so it was a dream, and so I woke up again, and more things were changed. I started to desperate because I wanted to wake up in real life, but I couldn't. I started to do all kind of things with no luck: Jumping into a cool pool, hurting myself, and in the "cycle" before the last one, I actually attempted to commit suicide and jumped from a building to see if that would wake up me. Boy was a I wrong, because another annoying cycle started with weird things, and I was starting to cry in the dream. Luckily for me, my cellphone rang and woke me up.
In the last cycles of the dream, I started to see the time and it was late (something weird because I don't have to go anywhere or do anything today, but the clocks kept showing 4:00 and 5:00 PM). I think I saw that because I hate to spend too much sleeping in the afternoon, though.
Any enlightenment will be highly appreciated.