I need your help, sorry it's so long. It's important i get advice from all you though.
I need you to help me, decipher, or understand this dream, what the hell has happened, what it means or something along those lines, as well as your opinion.
Okay, I have a really significant dream, that I have been able to remember vividly, but that's not what's on my mind at the moment. The dream that is on my mind, is rather scary. Not because it's intended to be scary, but because I've seen this before, been through this before.. etc.. etc..
I'm sorry its so long.
The first dream;
Okay, in the first dream, many months ago, there was a high rise flat, which I owned, everything about the building was white, this building was a rather flashy apartment, it was made of glass and white poles (the rest wasn't much to see, so I never 'absorbed' the rest of the surroundings). In this dream my best friend from years ago in school, (whom i talk to now and the now - but didn't at the time) was staying with me, when you looked outside, it was Glasgow, my home town, but everything about it had changed, I could tell this was obviously in the future, it looked more....clean. Most structural buildings were white and grey (concrete, I guess). Yet i could hear this mans voice, as if there was a concert going on, I eventually met this man, and despite in my dream I recognised I was engaged in real life, I wanted this man, so while I mulled over the thought, a panic drew across me, Jeanette, my friend, had crossed the bridge, I looked round at it then realised how dangerous it was, the man told me I need to find her, fast. I went on a hunt for her, but couldn't find her, I presumed she was dead, I got a vision of this... lift, topless lift, it was circular, with a white structure with a sliding door that would case you in as if you were in this glass bullet casing, without a top. (best way to descibe it)
The second dream; (couple of weeks later)
The bridge, I can't say much for this dream .. except I seen the bridge, ran back up to my flat to look up out into the city with the giant glass windows, then I could feel this.. presence behind me, and everything went dark, I woke up.
The third dream (today's dream, the one I just had there, now months later) This is when things start to get a bit fucking weird.
I don't remember much of the start of the dream, but I was in a friends house with a friend I've just recently had to stop talking to, as we were leaving, I bumped into my other best friend (we aren't as good friends now because of a major fall out) and she met us outside, as well as another person, whom I didn't recognise, nor pay much attention too. So we followed Wilma because she said she needed our help, we followed her to the block of flats (the same high rise in the first dream (but were the way you would see them nowadays in Glasgow, but still white) outside there were several cars parked erratically and I could hear people screaming and shouting, a bit like a huge crowd rioting, and there was a car with the back window smashed, with all the 'booze' taken out of it (this was Wilma problem, someone had nicked the booze - typical) so I peeped in to see what had been left or taken, then i felt something brush the back ot me. Assuming i was dreaming i turned and said wtf was that i was told it was a wotsit, but then found out it was a rabbit.a guy dressed as a huge rabbit with a yellow with red stripes vertically and horozontilly, as i bent over I could feel this guy bend over me and i looked round and the rabbit smiled, then said, fine i'll back off, just wanted to look in the window too. It's my car. Later found out it was Wilma dad (idiot!) so grabbed the booze and went inside, so me, chris and Wilma and her dad went in the building, which was like my apartment mentioned in the first dream. It had changed slightly though, there was no glass, just white/creme everywhere, a bit like your normal landing where you wait for lifts (thing is, i've seen this place before too! so i clicked the button, the door opened, and i went in, however it started going up by itself, after i''d held the *hold door open* button for a while and i started frantically pressing the lower floor buttons as i got higher and i felt genuinely scared as the door wouldn't close either. I heard wilma shouting *hey wait on us, you bi**h * but i screamed I can't, so i held for dear life onto the poles which constructed the lift, glass floor, glass walls, surely i was doomed? Till i looked up, I was heading towards the roof, I was actually going to hit the roof, till it abruptly stopped, thinking i was safe, it started going backwards, at a very high speed. the building had somehow turned circular (much like the lift itself) and once I had got to the other side, the lift stopped, right under a boiling lampshade. I burned myself which caused me to fall, not far though as I'd fell onto a platform.
This is when things start to get really weird, which is mostly the part I need help with.
I stood up and looked around, there was thousands of high chairs (like the ones you'd expect a renaissance king to sit on) with women on it. The women i saw when i fell off the lift (who was obviously the leader) said welcome. She then apologised for the lift, she was still working on it, she then go onto explain how I'm the chosen one and all this gobelty gook about femininity and girly things and some power (can't remember what it was) but then she let the cat out the bag, fact is i'm the chosen one for an experement she had been working on, I could either, run, or die. If I run, surely I'm going to die anyway because I won't last 'out there' and if i do 'win', then things won't be the same anyway. I saw other people running for this shaft at the other side of the room, so i made a run for it, there was two sides on the shaft, it said one way ← and other way → and then i heard the woman bellow, take your pick. So i jumped down the shute to the left and somehow ended up in this slide, i saw an opening to the left of the shaft so skidded my way into that, and fell, into this... place (I simply cannot describe it) then I was faced with numerous challenges to get out, some which are just too hard to explain, put this way, if I'd chose certain ways, I'd have died. It was like a maze, but with multiple choice. I had to try and yank myself up these stairs using a rope while there is a flowing liquid (which smelled like sewage) coming out down the stairs (to make it harder) it was like an obstacle course, I had to run from tigers, lions and run from death at every corner. I'm going to skip the rest of the 'challenges' I go out anyway, because I'd passed and convinced a guard to let me out, and as if by magic a wall disintegrated a way, then the front of the flats which had changed (into the time era of the first dream.. again) started flowing into place, as if I was looking at it through water, it eventually adjusted and i leapt out, landing on my feet, i head someone shout 'ellie' was wilma, but she looked so much older, i ran down tot he rest of them and there was a memorial, there was wilmas mum standing there with wilma and her dad and I asked where chris and stewart went to. She said in an upset voice, they went in after you, something wasn't right, you just.. dissapeared... through the roof.. we all though you were dead, I think, chris and stewart are dead.. Elizabeth (she only calls me this when she's angry or upset) she continued, it's 46 years later, where the FUCK have you been..
This is when I'd started to panic, the place I was in must have been somewhere that froze time for me, but shot through time in my 'world' . I was so heartbroken, so i shouted to Wilma that i need to go back in there and she begged me not to, she said I had already missed half the life, so i begged her to come with me, threw her a sword (yes something i left out, I had to battle people, using a sword, how appropriate (!)] so we all ran in but I woke up.
Strange thing is, while i was awake, I could still hear the dream going on, the conversations, their voices, even still when I logged into the computer.
It has stopped now though. Just there was something not right about this dream, in every single dream I have, my fiancée, Stewart and my friend Chris & usually Wilma die at the end of every dream.
I know its long, but can any of you possibly help me?
