forum, I've had a complete change in dreams for the past 4 days.
It first began 5 days ago. I couldn't sleep well that night, and got 4 hours of sleep. Woke up at 7, and went back to bed 10 minutes later. I know this placed one into REM fast, but bear with me.
In my dream, I was 20% more lucid this time, I had 2% control over the dream, and I dreamt I had woken up, and looked outside the window, to see a huge ufo fly right by. And at that moment, my conscious mind thought, "knowing i saw them pass by, they might now transport me and rid me of my memories and probably probe me", and having thought that and believed that, my dream kind of faded out, things began to spill like blood sorta, and I again woke up from my dream like time had been reset. I dont remember clearly some of the things which happened after, all I know is that, when I did "wake" up again, this time it was for real, but I entered what now I can only believe to be, sleep paralysis.
Usually, when I wake up from a dream right away, I notice slight floaters and then they disappear quickly, this time, the floaters were everywhere. their intensity was stronger. And although I was completely awake in the real, I was dreaming that my mother was in my bedroom, which just could not possibly have been possible, but at that time, all I saw was she was laying on the floor, with one foot up on the bed, and I kept trying to save her from something, and I kept pushing down and forcing energy into her or something like that I believe. And right to the right of me, there was a statue like figure, that looked demonic, and when I saw that, I looked directly in front of me, and I saw a female angel descend down, with her head looking down, and praying. I was somewhat frightened by all of that, but it wasnt like complete terror, it was more like, trying to get normal again. When I wished to wake up and end the charade, I felt like I pushed my consciousness or energy down and down until it came to my body. And then I woke.
But thats only part 1. For the past few days, everytime I "wake" up, I wake up in my dream. The second time I dreamt, I woke up, and walked around my room, looking at multiple varieties of tea boxes, and knowing I could not have these, I still believed there was a chance they could be mine.
But its today that I decided to register. Today, I can only imagine that I kept waking up over and over and over in my dreams, so much that I 50% was conscious, and for a moment, I flew around everywhere outside, it was dark, very rainy, and windy. I could not explore much, because I wasnt completely in control, however, I came back, and kept waking up over and over and over and over and over again, only to wake up in my dream. Its like I was feedback looping. And when I finally woke up and continued to business, we had guests over, and everything looked so normal, but just so enligthened looking. All my guests who usually come over, looked so enligthened, bright, happy, and they all had a white aura feel glowing around them. And my childhood friends all as adults, at least 15 of them, came to visit and I just happened to get in the car with them and whatnot. But I believe, what woke me up, was the fact I had Japanese class that morning. I was supposed to wake up for Japanese, and the strangest thing happened, the person driving my friends and me around, got in the car, and it was my Japanese professor. She looked exactly like herself, sounded like her, and had the same mannerisms too. I was so glad she was the one driving too. When I saw her in the car, I wasn't like, "WTF" what is this, I just was happy and kinda happy, but not surprised or shocked or anything. In real life, not only could this never happen, but if it would, I'd wonder if there are any connections between her in my friend. In my dream though, I go along with it with no problems. Its perfect. I said hey, Tatsugawa-Sensei, Im your student, and I forgot what she said, but I think she said ohayou gozaimasu, which means good-morning in Japanese. But when I got in the car and we started driving, then I realized spontaneously, that it is all wrong, and cant be real, because I had forgotten my friends for good. Then I just woke up.
Is it strange that out of nowhere, I had a complete change in dream content and quality? My dreams are more lucid now too.
Oh and, has anyone ever had that feedback loop in their dreams? Anyone ever keep waking up in their dreamss?
