i think i went lucid again... but im not sure

say im not sure because i remeber saying to myself that this is a dream, and i am dreaming.. and making verbal commands for things to happen, but i think i lost awareness at some point because shit was happening that otherwise wouldnt happen if i was controlling the dream..

i dont remember how i did it, i havent attempted dream recall or lucidity or anything sort of awareness training for over a year.. but i remember claiming its not a dream, after seeing broly from DBZ fight it out with the hulk or something like that, the making a verbal command that i wanted to go to hawaii, although i never been there, so an island full of palm treese and staw huts appeared when i opened my eyes.. after that i think i changed the way i physically looked to something that i might look like if i actually worked out and had epic work done on my teeth. (im a very heavy set individual, and thanks to genetics, have very crooked teeth) right around there i think i lost awareness because i think i just went along with everything that happened around me.. like a volcano errupting, and a title wave stopping it...

dispite all this.. i dont think i was actually aware that i was dreaming at all.. just shit that happened in the dream i remember.. because for one thing, theres a SHIT load of thingd id rather do than go to hawaii if i can controll what happens in my dream