I can't get into Sleep Paralysis!

This morning I have been awake in bed for 5 hours not moving a muscle.I went into Sleep Paralysis then I heard my Mom walk in my room,felt her touch my face,then say"wake up I need to see your face."I thought perfect timing mom..ugggg.She sounded like she normally does....but she said tonight not this morning.I was like uggggggg because she is one to do that.I am the last chick to leave the nest......so she would do that.It was a hallucination though.Rewind one year I am exhausted,it is mudnight and my mom was on the phone for real.I kept trying to go to bed and sleep but she was talking about my nephews who always bring alot of laughs.I was so irritated.I love my sleep.Her laughing woke me up in the middle of REM (I knew nothing about Sleep paralysis or OBEs..or lucid dreams)There were intense vibrations,screaming,trains,rollercoasters,whisper ing and my eyes moving rapidly to the color red flashing.I kept thinking move,move,move!I got enough strength to roll over,out of my body.I saw my real body roll over..then I was sooooooo tired I went to sleep.Nothing has happened before or after even though I have been Causually trying for a year.I have had dreams of dreaming and leaving my body but definately never actually did.I cannot use a timer of any kind because my parents think luciddreaming is demonic.I know it is not,just gunna slowly change their minds.They aren't interested in it.If they knew I was aware at night they would try to get me to study in my dreams..lol.Also sometimes I feel myself fall.Like I was just over my bed but not in it.Only like an inch though.I just can't willfully make myself do it..or stay that way except dreaming in a dream.That I know is a dream but isn't real.I am getting a feeling I go lucid ever night.Like I leave my body every night,I just can't remember it.Yes I write my dreams down when I remember one.I kinda at least want to go into sleep paralysis tonight.Then work from there.Thank you