The last two times I was lucid dreaming I asked to see divinity. In the first lucid dream I immediately realized I was awake and said, " I want to see God now!" there was an immediate blackout and I awoke. I was angry and frustrated.
Then last night again I immediately asked to see my guardian angel whose name is Saraphina. And again...nothing...a blackout...but this time I fought waking up by simply stating...I want to go to another planet. Well that seemed fine and I had a beautiful experience as mentioned in the above post. But again, I was disappointed that my angel...who I have had a spiritual dream about before...did not accompany me. I do not understand why not!
Is God, Divinity, Angels, The Great Mystery really in fact the darkness, the void, the nothingness from which all creativity and creation manifests? Is my angel only a pretend being that I created from my own mind for comfort? Is God in all and everything but what we call God really just the pure potentiality of uncreated space?