Dream so intense. I was crying in my dream, and in my sleep.

okay im just going to write the whole thing down because it was a crazy dream.

Its started out i was in my parents house. and my whole family was there and my dad was being operated on, on out kitchen table. and there was no sound of the operation going on, but i could hear my family talking. and then all of a sudden my father flat lined and the docotors were covering him up with a sheet. and i asked my mom if he died, and she said yes, yes he is gone now. And i started crying historically.

so then my dream flashed and i was in my boyfriends truck, at a gas station, telling him how my father was dead. and he decided that he didn't care, and then he contunued to tell me that i was bad in bed, and that he was having sex with somebody else, and now that my dad died he was going to leave me. and then i started crying again.

so then it flashes again. and im downtown chicago. all dressed up in heels and a dress, and a fur coat. (because its winter now) and i was with some girls, and it was like a collage town. every one was bar hopping. and i wanted to get waisted and forget about my dad and my boyfriend. so we go into a bar. and then i remembered that i was pregnant (in my dream) so i couldent drink. so then i started to cry because my boyfriend dumped me, and my had died.

so then i leave the bar, and im smoking a cig. and i see my friend brock standing next to me, and we are walking and talking. and i hear somebody say "look at that freak talking to herself" and i was puzzled. and then brock said that he was dead, and that he was stuck here on earth, but to tell me that my dad made it to heaven, and because i was so into my dads death (crying and thinking about it) that i could now see the dead. (but only people that i knew living)

so then it flashes again, and im back in my home town....and all of a sudden i discovered that my boyfreind had died. (but i was kinda okay with it because he said he was cheating on me) but it still made me cry once again. so i went to one of his good guy friends house, to let him know that "hey kory (my boyfriend) died, and i wanted to let you know" and then i started to cry again. and then the friend (jon) told me that i would forever be alone, becaues i had daddy issues. and he died, and i had gotten into a fight with my boyfriend and then he died, and that i'd be to clingy forever. and forever alone. and that made me cry. and i woke up.....crying.




long i know. but it was so vivid and i felt so strongly in my dream. it was full of sadness. In reality my dad is A-okay and me and my boyfriend are perfectally fine. it was nuts

any thoughts??!??!