When you're dealing with dreams, you can describe your subconscious the same way as the doctor describes time (Dr. Who), it's not just a line that flows from left to right, it's just a big bubble. Your level of awareness isn't as simple as saying you're either lucid or you're not, because your subconscious is more sophisticated than that and the general feeling of semi-lucidity is unexplainable; you really have to experience the feeling to know. Having a non-lucid dream about being lucid isn't semi-lucidity either, that's the separation between the dream scenario and your level of awareness, two different things where one is lying to the other and the other is believing it and failing to become aware.
My own experience with this is when I was first practising reality checks, I'd look at my hands and ask myself now and then if I was dreaming. If my consciousness couldn't process my hand correctly then that would automatically mean I was dreaming. However, the reason I was failing that was because I was missing the vital point. Asking yourself if you're dreaming is all very well and good but you have to analyse the question to the point of where you wouldn't be surprised if you were actually dreaming and your entire day was just a false memory, because that's when your subconscious begins to recognise "Am I dreaming?" as a valid question and not just a rhetorical one where you end up deciding within five seconds that it's a silly question to ask because the answer is so obvious. What happened when I failed was that I would continue this non-lucid, but the scenario changed and it was about me knowing I'm dreaming, not a dream I was aware and could take control over. So being semi-lucid is different than a non-lucid dream about being lucid.
Edit: The best thing you can do is meditate and give focus to which reality you're in.
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