I read their accounts, and I laugh and I cry
I hear all their stories, and all the more I try
Dream journals. I read the dream journals of people who frequently have lucid dreams. They (the dreams) are bitter-sweet to me because they are amazing, but out of my league. But that's motivation.
[I try]To recognize that chance when it comes at night,
To loose life's chains, and to take flight
Further attempts to become lucid consistently at night
I can see the crystal lake underneath the glass bed
From the rest of the message: I've got a bed in my mind. Its frame is made of flawless glass, and ... it rests on the surface of a crystal lake
But I know I'll wake without going there in my head
I know this is a self-defeating attitude, but I also know that I'm not one of those people who is born with the power of consistent lucidity.
I re-read the accounts, and determination grows
re-reading people's dream journals
I will wage the war with my mind in the throes
Because the mind is always fighting against letting one become lucid in one's dreams, right? At least, for me it is. Like I said, I'm not a natural at this.
Please, lead me there, guides
A request to advanced lucid dreamers for help in mastering lucidity.
Let me not be the one who hides
Or more accurately, "Don't let me be someone who uses escapism in real life."
Can't I go to sleep 'neath those diamond-cloth sheets
Again, a reference to the bed.
And then not be the one this mundane world meets?
Because if I fall asleep and dream for what seems to be years, I'll be free from this world for that long, right?