I chuld see thru my hand....

This is a bit wierd to wright for me, but I guess u have herd about wierder stuff.
And also sorry my spelling, from Sweden and first post.


First of, I know I was NOT dreaming.

It started with I hade some dream and I do usely dream short dreams and wake up, and get to sleep again.
almost everynight it is like that.
So this night. I dream thsi short dream and woke up, but I did not get back so sleep. It was some wierd dream, do not remeber right now what it was, but I was thinking about it.

I do not know why but I sudenly just out of bordome I guess started to play whit my hand in the dark , in the air. My eyes was closed...and I was sudenly felling a bit strange, in a strange relaxed way and I chuld see everything in the room. It was like b&w monorcome style. And remeber I was having my eyes closed I know that. I sat up, moved my head around, and yee I chuld see everything, lines. No big details.
I toke my hand infront of my eyes and I chuld even see thru my hand.
I pressed my eyes togheter but the vision did not change nothing at all. Only light hurting in my head.

So I played around some, thinking this is really wierd.
After some minute or so, it stoped the room went all dark as night. I chuld not see anything.

Sound like a dream, but no. Might have been I guess, but it did fellt real. I was thinking about the next day and had all kinds of real thoughts. I never have that in dreams.

Then I been thinking about you can remeber I guess how your room are, I mean you have been there so many times.

But might this be called somthing special? I do not mean in a way that this is somthign special, might just be a dream goon really real.
I don´t know. Still intressting.

What do you think about this?

Sometimes my WILD starts with me feeling my dream body separated from real body, so I can move my dream hands or legs while still awake. And sometimes, it starts with me seeing my room through closed eyes, also while still awake.

If you experience either one, you can just sit up on your bed, or roll our and stand up next to bed. That's when you will realize you are in a LD and you can go on and have fun. Happy travels:alien:

Well it was not a dream in a way, but maby it was then. I did for real sit up and so on.
But maby that is true it was a LD

I will try tonight and see if I can travel some. I do not think so. I most just let my dream be and show me what they want. I do not controle, I am very pasive in my own real fellings.
I do know of a friend how he controles his dream if there s a door he that is locked he just tells with real fellings no it not locked and then in the dream it is not locked.
But for me that is cheting ;D

When I see my room with closed eyes, I'm 100% sure I'm still awake. But when I get up, that's when I realize I'm already in a dream. By the way, OBEs start the same way.

It sounds like you were in fact dreaming, that's form of false awakening and that's pretty normal, most of my lucid dreams were false awakenings. :zzz:

Yep - false awakening. You dream of waking up in your own room, and you just think it's real, but in reality it's a dream. This happens a lot, and if you learn to always do reality checks when you wake up you can easily turn every false awakening into a lucid dream.

Intressting. I do remeber I was having layers of thoughts like in real life, you know thoughts can go on and on and on.
They do not tend to do that in dreams right? Or can they?

This is intressting, maby I was LD...

Whuld have been intressting if I went up and looked around and there I was in the bed, that whuld have been a good reality check I think... or dream check more maby. :P