Thread: am I getting close?

well, tonight I actually had hard time falling asleep because of just thinking about lucid dreaming...
While I was thinking about Lucid dreaming, sometimes it felt like it was dream and when I realized it, I felt really excited, but then instant wake up... I tried it couple of times (saying mantra ofc) and everytime when I would realize it, wake up...
But when I finally fel asleep, the dream was about totaly different thing (remember it in pieces as always). And in dreams there were so good dream signs (actually I was able to walk with my feet cut off lol xD and another one where my ead was cutted but it was all the time on my neck). This dream has already happened before, but this time my feet was cutted off as i said and I was walking on snow with flip flups :O
And I never even thought of doing RC