^^ Okay Zoth, you got me.
Everything you wrote is spot on true. Scientific proof of LD'ing, with its imprimatur of truth and its potential as a seeder of future knowledge and practical innovation, is a very important driver for the field. Indeed, that brief spark of scientific interest in LD'ing (and consciousness) back in the '90's certainly helped clear many new paths to successful LD'ing like gallantamine and the NovaDreamer (both brought to us by LaBerge, BTW). Plus, the rise of the Internet (not science, I suppose, but based in it) has created a chance for young dreamers to realize they are not alone, which I would have valued deeply a few decades ago.
However, with the exception of MILD, and the act of giving them names, science had very little to do with the development of techniques. WILD and DILD (not techniques, BTW, but conscious events) have been experienced for a very long time. Not that that matters, of course, because for me the current overwhelming attention to techniques is likely a hindrance to newbies, not a help -- in a sense, all these endless and often specious rules and regulations surrounding techniques are preventing the curious from becoming scientists and experimenting; all many do is follow the instructions and get pissed when they get it wrong. I also have seen first hand what "organized" science can do to an idea, so I too am not much of a fan of peer review, or grants, or tenure, or, for that matter, pride in discovery and the odd possessives that get attached to it.
Bottom line is, in terms of science's role in all this, you are absolutely right. I was never much concerned about credit -- I rarely congratulate Mr. Benz when I go for a drive, or Mr. Tesla when I flip on a light switch, either, though they certainly deserved credit somewhere along the line (although, now that I think of it, the fact that I know these guys' names a century later sort of makes your point for you). But that doesn't matter either . In terms of the aims of this thread, and the context of your complaint about LaBerge getting all the credit, you are correct.
The trouble, and the reason I should never have posted here in the first place, is that I don't care. We talk often of my age, and the fact that I was doing all this stuff when LaBerge was still trying to pick a major in college. I think that time to myself has helped me to not care about details that do little more than provide a bit of nomenclature to what I've known, and many many others have known, for a very long time. To me, the scientific backdrop to LD'ing is little more than so much trivia. That is to me, and it was unfair and mildly rude of me to project that scrap of ego onto this thread; sorry!
I fear that all that work on my own might have made me a little selfish, arrogant, or both. The time I spent honing my own skills taught me one thing, though: successful advanced LD'ing has nothing to do with science, techniques, or what others think of you. All the techniques, pills, and machines in the world won't give you LD's ... that task is up to you and you alone. Yeah, science might manage to clear a few trees and rocks, but you still gotta build your own road. Self-awareness is not a quantitative function, period.
Anyway, Zoth, you were right, and I should have let you be. Where you were going matters a lot, especially on this thread. Sometimes I think I spend my entire existence out of context.
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