Thread: Did I do it??

So a small number of you may have read some of my previous posts desperately trying to LD and asking for your advice (all of which has been very helpful). As of recently as well keeping up a good amount of RC's and trying my hardest with dream recall I have also purchased Galantamine and choline from a user recommended website. I experimented with taking just the 4mg to start with then went ahead and took 8mg last night. What followed was rather interesting so here we go.

First of all I fell asleep and I was thrown into a massive room. The room was very clear and I could make out each brick in the wall but I wouldn't say amazing clarity as I have had this clarity in a lot of dreams beforehand. I then ended up in smaller bedroom with one of my flatmates and remember thinking what? How did that happen? I held my nose and blew and remember feeling cold air run past my fingers. Now this is were it gets a bit messy as I can't remember whether or not I made the following happen or whether I just wanted it to happen so much I dreamt it happened. I remember the images just no sound and no feelings (apart from the RC's). I told my flatmate that we were in a dream, I closed my eyes and asked for someone to appear and they did, I yelled lights and no lights and lights turned on and off. I tried my hardest to fly; outside I hovered for a few seconds and inside I slammed up and was stuck against the ceiling. I slept with someone I have always wanted to sleep with and I changed the dream state to South Africa (somewhere I have always wanted to go). The thing is because the memories are so vague I can't remember whether or not I dreamt these things were happening or if I actually made them happen?

Also after waking and calling my mum to tell her what had happened (obviously minus the sleeping with someone bit haha) as I usually do every couple of days (I am at university) I was met with complete hostility. She said she doesn't believe in it and that it scares her. She perceives it as something dangerous and to be honest this makes me feel uneasy. My mum has always supported me in pretty much everything I do and she's never voiced an opinion that outright (obviously to try and make me stop). Has anyone experienced anything like this before?

Thank you,

Bunster