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Now it's over a year that i get strange kind of hallucinations kind of thing.
Hallucinations are pseudo-perceptions in a quality of the senses. Like hearing voices like from the radio - but coming out of your mind.
Or seeing people, who are not there.
MDMA is usually not potent enough to cause these even acutely - what rather is associated are illusions - you do perceive something, which is there - but you see it for example size-distorted, or moving or as if it was something else.
This has got nothing to do with what you describe.
Let me explain it.
I am sitting with some friends, talking on general things and i am sitting quietly and hearing their points and then i get a point to talk and i start talking.
So far so good.
Suddenly i feel that i was talking something but my mind was paused for a second, and my conscious was not with me.
A question - do you do any other substances at the present time - like THC?
Let me explain it from a scale ( -1,0,+1 and i take -1 as mind lagging, 0 as normal and +1 as hyper phase).
What do you mean by hyper phase - do you have such states and in which context - how would you describe these?
When i am talking i feel for a moment or two, i was at -1 and when i realize that i was at -1, i am coming towards 0 but slowly, not at once.
The time of coming to 0 from -1 phase is of few seconds.
That's why heightened awareness like IAmCoder suggests seems rather not so likely to me.
A few seconds is a very long time - go twentyooone - twentytwooo - etc..
Also - if you really were "mindless" for several seconds - you would stop to speak. Do you get told this? Or do you speak and not know, what you speak at that moment - i.e. say weird things?
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Absence seizures are one of several kinds of seizures. These seizures are sometimes referred to as petit mal seizures (from the French for "little illness", a term dating from the late 18th century).
Absence seizures are brief (usually less than 20 seconds), generalized epileptic seizures of sudden onset and termination. When someone experiences an absence seizure they are often unaware of their episode. Those most susceptible to this are children and the first episode usually occurs between 4–12 years old. It is rare that someone older will experience their first absence seizure. Episodes of absence seizures can often be mistaken for inattentiveness when misdiagnosed and can occur 50-100 times a day. They can be so difficult to detect that some people may go months or years before given a proper diagnosis. There are no known before or after effects of absence seizures.
Characteristic:
- clinically, the impairment of consciousness (absence)
- Electroencephalography (EEG) shows generalized spike-and-slow wave discharges.
Wishing you all the best - may my concerns be without basis - and have heightened self-awareness and feeling good with it!