So last night right when i went to sleep I entered Sleep paralysis but it was different then usual. Now let me give a little background, ill probably post in the introdution section after this because I am new. I have tried two times in my life to lucid dream, first was a year ago i did it for a month, got my first ld but woke up instantly then stopped for a while. I restarted about two weeks in the making now to try again. I sort of had one last night but it was the paralysis part only. Before i ever started concentrating on dreams or even knew LD was a thing i experienced sleep paralysis. Now this time it happened, it was the first time i knew 100% i was asleep, panicked at first but then i made myself relax so i wouldnt feel that stuck helplessness. First time i concentrated i got out of it and could move again, putting my hands in the air after hard work, but i had a false awakening into the same stuck position on paralysis, concentrated and got out a second time and picked my phone up but in an instant rewoke in the same exact spot i kept waling up paralyzed in. Basically it was a cycle, id move and rewake paralyzed trying to move again. I broke the cycle with speech, ill post original Dream Journal Below---
Its a little different in DJ because i did not mention they were false awakening but rest assure they were, ill edit that in the dj later
You can skip this if you want.
"July 3, 2014
I really dont remember much, im on vacation and my sleep today was limited. There was one major moment that happened. As soon as i went to sleep i immediately went into sleep paralysis, thought i got out of it twice but it took the third attempt of concentrating to wake me up finally. I panicked a little bit at first but relaxed and worked on escape. I was on the floor exactly where i fell asleep when i was paralyzed. I knew i was dreaming for sure when this happened and made a conscious effort to wake. I started by trying my best to move my arms up and moving my fingers but that failed twice giving only brief periods of movement. The attempt that woke me up, i moved my arms up and concentrated on speech and aloud said "make noise" and i woke myself up. During this paralyzation, i regained movement twice for a few seconds but lost it again. I tried hitting my chest with my iphone the first time i could move a little and noticed it did not make any sound. Other than that i only remember playing w2v on my tablet. There was more but i cant remember.
I fell back asleep in the morning and dreamed again.
I had moved to another town somewhere and i was enrolled in some program i dont quite remember but it had something to do with exercise or military. I drove my truck around mostly in this dream, through neighborhoods and towns just like i do at school, just cruising around. and got out a few times for things. It was mostly very cloudy then dark in this dream. I was near a school that had construction work being done and there was a skate park next to it. That was when my "group" pulled me aside for some training but i think i left."
Thoughts?
Has this happened to you?
I was lucid but stuck! How annoying
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