Recurring dreams about guy I've never met
Over a year ago I started having these dreams about this really attractive guy I've never seen before, I didn't think anything of it. Until a few weeks after having the first dream I found this guy on YouTube, he was literally everything the guy in my dreams was. His name was the same, he looked the same, he had the same since of humor, the same voice, and he even drives the same car, and listens to the same music. He has the SAME TATTOOS...
The dreams happened maybe once every other week for the first few months, and as time went on, they became more frequent. It isn't the same dream every time, for a while it was. Then I became like a story almost, like we had our own life together, but only when I was sleeping.
The story dosnt continue anymore, but now he is in every single dream that I have. Wether his name is just mentioned, we catch eye contact in a public place,we're in a relationship or meeting for the first time. He is in every one.
But it always leads to us being with each other, even if our relationship is just spoken of.
Lately events that happened in the dreams, or things he told me, have happened in my life, and in his life(I know this from things he has said in his videos). I started to wonder if maybe he was having them too because of this.
He also mentions dreams in his a lot of his videos, and he talks about them casually, so if anyone was watching the video they wouldn't think anything of it. But in my case, I feel like he's trying to give me a hint or something. I don't know, it's just the way he talks about them,
He doesn't say they're about a girl or anything, he makes it relevant to what he's doing in the video but also relevant to the dreams at the same time, in ways that only I can understand. I can't help but think he does have them. He has to, right? It isn't normal.
I'll have a dream and the next day or a week later he'll say something that he said in one of them, or he'll mention something that similar to what happened.
The other night I had a "dream"; I wouldnt really even consider it a dream, because I was completely conscious. My eyes were closed but I could see him, feel him and hear his voice like he was actually In the room with me.
We talked about the dreams, and what we should do, and if we should meet up, and where. But I can't remember what we said. I just remember him being there with me, and being able to hold him and feel his presence.
This man is everything I want, literally everything. I can't help but feel like he's the one but I doubt he even knows I exist. One of at he worst parts of it is, he lives about 5-10 miles away from me. We live in the same city, and there's nothing I can do to make him a part of my life, Besides hope that we're going to run into each other eventually.
I don't know if I should give up, or keep waiting, or what because Its getting to the point where I feel like I need him.
I almost expect him to be in bed with me when I wake up, I open my eyes every morning hoping he's actually going to be there. But he never is.
