Is this my subconscious?

Okay so, about my last 6 dreams that I can remember, there was always something there, in the first, second and fifth it was really obvious and in the others I still sensed it's presence.

Here goes...

It was the Grape Of Light :roll:

Now at first it doesn't seem at all related to the title of this post but bare with me okay?
The first dream's entire plot was based around the grape of light, me and my neighbour were stood in a dark cave around a pentagram trying to summon the dark lord (as you do) and my neighbour wanted to get something from the dark lord that I thought was really stupid, but what I wanted from the dark lord was the grape of light. Now the whole dark lord-pentagram-dark cave-evil vibes thing is probably due to my psychopathic side (yes, I am a psychopath, but that doesn't mean a wear a scary mask and kill people, Steve Jobs was a psychopath for example), I think that the dark lord represents me and the grape of light is my subconscious. The second dream enforces this idea when I am at a party but I'm not enjoying it and so I leave, then the floor crumbles beneath me and the grape of light is hovering below me. The grape speaks to me in a kind of low, monotone and familiar voice (can someone explain why I recognise the voice maybe?) and tells me to go back to the party because it's selfish to go home and disappoint everyone with my leaving. See what I'm getting at here, the grape of light is giving me advice, like my subconscious should, and it goes against my psychopathic sense of mind. The fifth dream is what really made me believe that the grape of light is my subconscious though. I am in a warehouse and there are fish everywhere, piled on shelves and some on the floor. The grape of light is really far away at the other end of the warehouse and it shoots towards me really fast. It hits me in the head and I black out, now I am with my parents and I tell them that they need to sell their house for me to pay off someone that I owe, they begin to refuse but then I say not to worry because I have no idea why I said that, and then grape of light shoots back out of my head and passes through the wall behind them. The dream ends and I wake up with a start.
I think that it was normal me asking them for money then my subconscious (the grape of light) telling me to stop asking them for money because that's disrespectful or something.

Thanks for reading this far, I appreciate any questions or ideas that you have, and do you agree that this is my subconscious?