Maybe your mind is just trying to process that fact that he's dead?
The other thing I'm thinking is – he might represent the future that you envisioned when you were with him. Does that make sense? I mean, when the 2 of you were together, you probably expected to stay together and build a future. That might have remained in your mind as a possibility, even after you stopped seeing each other. Especially since he was your first love, it was the first time you were looking at a future with a particular person. So maybe the dream is your mind's way of realizing that now that future is definitely gone. It could represent the 'death' of that possible future.
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