There is no easy answers because he is a dream character that you subconsciously generated in your head. While it's a nice thought and certainly opens a philosophical can of worms, the most likely and sensible answer is that dream characters, as with everything else in the dream, are fleeing hallucinations and nothing more. Some of these issues like this sometimes takes a while to heal. I know as well as Occipitalred that you can do it. We believe in you.
How are you doing with your Lucid dreaming? There is nothing to be scared of Lucid dreams, once you get a handle on becoming aware.
Note: Lucid dreaming doesn't equal dream control. You must first have a handle on basic lucid dreams fundamentals, like basic awareness. Dream control should come after. Also, one thing that I have learned, is when it comes to doing dream control, it's not always as easy as people make it seem. You also, probably want to learn how to trust yourself.
Do you think there is anyone your waking life that is acting this way? Perhaps someone who is a narcissist? There are times where your life will effect your dreams, especially, if you are dealing with something like this. In a way the dream character reminds me of someone who has the qualities of someone who may reflect someone with a Narcissist personality. Too be honest, I don't want give you false premise that dream characters have some kind of objective existence and self-awareness beyond the brief moment they appear for the dreamer.
You still writing in your DJ? More than just a technique, a dream journal is a core component, a fundamental, of lucid dream practice. A dream journal acts as one's personal "map" of the dream world and is an indispensable tool that every lucid dreamer should posses. I would put down anything that you did before you went to bed, include how you feel before you went to bed or what happen during the day.
What kind of Reality checks are you doing? Note: no Reality Test will To date, there is no "perfect" test and each has the potential to fail: giving false results. You should have one have more than one kind of Reality check or test. You should be Perform a minimum of 10 reality checks each day, ideally many more. Reality testing should become a natural default behavior, performed daily, for the duration of your life as a lucid dreamer.
Reality checks or Reality Test are not optional, without them you will miss potentially thousands of possible lucid dreams. They are an act that reflects the core philosophy of lucid dreaming.
There will always be a meaning behind your dreams and their players, if you let them have meaning because we are all unique human beings. Your dreams are a journey through the landscape of your mind. It's a unique state where all your thoughts, wishes, emotions, and memories become imbued with the spark of life-transforming them into a vast inner universe. So, rather than considering your dreams as a letter containing an important message, written in a secret language that needs to be decoded. Instead, it's better to think of them as a form of freestyle hallucinatory poetry. This is where you are free to analyze these poems if you wish and you are likely to assign meaning to it but, equally, you could just simply enjoy creating artwork that it is. I highly recommend you do both. Just don't blend the line between what is a dream and what is reality. Know the difference between the two.
How do you feel when you have some of your dreams? Did they tell you if what your dreams mean? The meaning could solely be in how you feel in the dream or not. Sorry, if I sound like a shrink...
Edit: Having some much trouble with my computer.... That sorry if things seem bad?
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