Haven't been able to LD since...

I visited this site... When I didn't know that being aware of and controlling dreams was LDing.... I LDed all the time... Now that I know I think I'm trying to hard... Every night I've been going to sleep focusing on and visualizing the Blades of Chaos frojm God of War for PS2 as if I could grab them in my minds eye... Planning to drift off to sleep, pull them out of the air and start slashing... Which is normally how it'd work... But now.... It's like... Not happening...