All my dreams since the dawn of recall... ...please respond.
I should first explain why this is not in the 'Dream Journal' section. There are two reasons: (1) This journal is not continually evolving. This is it. For now. And (2) I want people to respond, and given the sticky in the 'Dream Journal' section, I think people will be a bit apprehensive to respond to anything there.
I just want to say I have thoroughly checked this document. If you think you can find out something about me from this journal that you don't already now, you can't. No names or place names in this document are actual.
And finally, some of these are boring, some of these are mucky, but if I don't post some because I find them not suitable, what's the point in that?
IDENTITY X'S DREAM
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1/01-25-2004/JAN 14 Stengthening Fibres
I was Person X (or thought I was) and I was sleeping on my bedroom floor. I had my thoughts though. I looked under bed and saw a shoe polish kit with polish, brush with stengthening fibres and a bar of soap and a tube of yellow paint. I though I cn paint now as if I couldn't before. They were all old gifts from mum. I realised it was a dream and woke up.
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2/01-25-2004/JAN 15 Vicious Mammals
We were in Australia on holiday with some other, unknown, people. Mum wanted a picnic because a boy we were with was use to picnics. He seemed a little retarded. Me and a girl were arguing that if we had a picnic animals will bite us and kill us. There was a chart of stings and it said if they hurt a lot it would be fatal. Wake up.
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3/01-25-2004/JAN 16 The Death of My brother
Was in lounge watching Channel 5 (dreamsign - don't have) A song with Ulrika Person Json singing was on. I flipped over to another channel which we don't have (it doesn't exist in real life) with bad, dark picture and a Gary Glitter advert. Went back to Five but then it turned into the internet(song still playing) I clicked on 'Girls in the page menu cos wanted to know who was in band but came up with page full of boybands and crap. So went back. It turned into mobile phone and I was beck in lounge waiting for My brother to return from College. I pressed on button to bring up site menu but instead favourite number list, all 3 digit, Lots of 4s,1s and 0s - 400 being one. I presed button again & went to site menu. I don't think doorbell rang, but I answered it and a man like My brother but not him answered. I said something like (from now on, something like=sl) 'Oh, so My brothers back from college now'. He said sl 'Well yes, but he (or I, signifying he was My brother) died in the process' Shocked, I said 'What?'. He said 'I'm sorry' I let ot a contuing high pitch scream & woke. DREAMSIGN: Irratic object/scene change. TV malfunctioning (bad picture, weird channels) NB: First dream to wake at non-usual time.
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4/01-25-2004/JAN 17 & 18
None recalled
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5/01-25-2004/JAN 19 The Board Game & The Mansion
Had a dream about one of the Surname (I think Person X) on his bike & got a tatty board game from a house of a deceased friend. When he cycled back past a large mansion a family watched him, wearing mourning clothes, obviously relatives of the deceased. A girl saw the old board game and said 'Is that all he has got? He (i.e. the dead bloke) had all of that (the mansion)' The mother told her off, sl 'Shut up. Do you want him (Surname) to have all that?' Hodge got home & was like Victorian slum, big family. He said 'Let's play' & set up boardgame. WAKE UP. ANOTHER DREAM: About lickable wallpaper in Willy Wonk. There was a babyish song in background in tune with the Simpson's softball song - one line was sl 'A little training slipper on the wall'. SIGNS: Lack of self in both dreams.
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6/01-25-2004/Weak Lager, Dead Hedgehog
JAN 20 Four dreams:
(1) Was in Brighton with friends (Friend A,Friend D,Friend B,Friend C) Was stall with lager. I wanted to buy & look at four pack. Friend D opened it without buying & said it was weak (night before mum drank Tesco Value crap lager) . Looked & it was v. low volume. Decided to steal it because I wasn't going to pay for crap lager. Later on beach felt bad & told shopkeeper (also on beach) He was OK about it.
(2) At house. Look out of bedroom window. My brother was talking to Person Z. Then Mrs. Person Z went him & My brother and was talking to her. (She looked like Baldwin's girlfriend in Corrie) I interrupted them. Later I was talking to My brother on pavement & he said 'Why interrupt me, I was in there!' I said sl 'Shes about 40 years older than you' My brother said 'So what?!' Later, a man was coming through our back gate and I asked him forcefully who he was. He explained he was sl handyman. I apologised because I had forgeotten who he was. He put a dead hedgehog on the top of the gate. I knocked it over and felt bad. End of recall.
(3) Playing (not in My brothers room) computer - UT2003 - when error came up & PC started smoking. I couldn't shut down I took away PC cover, & loaded a platform game - ran fine - but UT ran really slow & crap graphics. A technician came and said it was fine. SIGNS: Malfunctioning PC.
(4) I was talking to a man about finding out my family tree w/ My brother. I said it originaded from sl '{Word similar to my surname}’
Recall & wake good this night.
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7/01-25-2004/JAN 21 to 24
None recalled.
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8/01-25-2004/I'm Flying!
From now on dates are accurate unless otherwise stated.
(PROBABLY SPONTANEOUS) LUCID DREAM!!!
Dream started as me in search engine w/ mum searching sl 'Osteoporosis' I was then in a home for hemiplegiacs (although others hemiplegia was not apparent, even I didn't have it! ) Mum was reading a letter from me (she @ home) dubbed over a scene with me & an ugly black girl. It read sl 'I have found my love. At last I have a true love' (this btw is because I was making loveletter quest for neverwinter day before) Now in self, with no plot about love at all. I chose a bedroom. The ground floor room had SNES & similar consoles. The 1st floor had PSOnes. I thought there should be a second & I eventually found the stairs up. The 2nd floor room had XBoxes. Cream carpet. I chose an area on the floor for my sleeping bag. I can remeber casually thinking that this must be a dream, no reality checks, birds, or nothing. I BECOME LUCID! I think to myslf 'If this is a dream, I can do anything I wish.' I was suprisingly calm. It is fantastic. I first summon a plate of fish & chips on the floor, something I wanted to do to test my powers. I tasted a chip then forgot about it (the plate probably ceased to exist). I remember to rub my hands together to maintain lucidity. I can actually feel my hands rubbing together just like real! (From now on I rub my hands and twist whilst flying regularly to maintain lucidity) I remember my task - learn to fly. I jump twice but gravity catches me. I think 'This is a dream, I can do whatever I want, and hence I can fly'. I do not jump this time but just will myself to fly. I AM FLYING! I fly just like I imagined to, no swimming motion, just me, arms back, right leg bent, flying, Peter Pan-stylee, with seemingly infinite ceiling. Thinking about it now, it follows the ether model, i.e. I am moving through ether. It feels great. I have complete control of all my axes, and therefore can twist in the air. Unfortunately, the events become a bit mudlled from now on. I enjoy flying (I cannot rememeber any specific details) but the other's are scared of me, esp. black girl, and they hid in the house opposite. I navigate myself down & out of the house. I fly outside, I find it is suburban street - clear blue sky & hedges. I find the house, hear some of their voices. I then fly above the house, quite high, outstretch my left hand and zwup! I shink the house until it no longer exists. I think of something I wish to do. A beautiful flying woman appears in robes, like an angel. I catch up with her, but become too excited at the prospect and feel the dream ending. I rub my hands together but to no avail. I awake.
NB: Rubbing hands works very well, twisting even more so, but since this can cause scene changes, use only when absolutely necessary.
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9/01-26-2004/Head on a Platter & Other Stories
Three dreams, although 2 and 3 may have been one divided dream
(1) 'Head on a Platter':
Was at Lynn's, upstairs & Mum came in She said sl 'You must eat that.' I said, 'What, the Head?'She sl 'No, my meal, X (not recalled, probably imaginary bodypart)' I said sl 'I don't like kidney because it contains urine, liver because it contains blood. I don't like X because it contains blood & urine' I said head because Dad & Her were there & she brought a human male head on a platter for the meal. I pictured (although I suspect this was actually part of the storyline) people picking with their forks at the head, then She put her fork through the eyeball, plucked it out and ate it like a pickled onion (significance?) I saw Her but took a while figuring out that it was Her. Was quite slim (fatty in real life), middle-length hair. I was then in a room like my Chemistry class & was wondering where Person F was. I turned around & Relation B was there with his girlfriend but she had a deformed head. I thought it was odd as she didn't look like that in the photo (real life object)
(2) 'Conscription':
Was at department store at Xmas with Mum & Dad & My brother (although seperation between M & D was evident). I went through the computer aisle but deliberately averted my eyes from them. I met parents at life & they were angry. Mum said sl 'The computers there were better than yours, a nowhere near £800.' I said sl 'Computers get better every year, you have to buy them sometime' Later w/ My brother I said sl 'Our computer's good anyway, all we need to replace is th graphics card - and not for a long time yet.'. Later (or earlier), was in basement type floor w/ My brother. Person H was there, and asked My brother why he had missed the last college day before holiday. He sl 'Yeah, and I missed signing the form, so I might be sent to war.'
(3) 'Bloody Person R':
Was walking past a block of flats, pebbly brown, with pretuding windows like Person R's house. w/ My brother. Someone called '<My Name>' from one of the flat windows, looked up after several calls & was Person R.He had been beaten up, was v. bloody. His jaw was twisted to an extent that his teeth appeared on the left & right side of his mouth, those that he had left. He said sl 'It's cool, I've been beaten up' I said sl 'Oh my God, It's not cool, what have they done?' He sl 'It's OK, I've phoned Chailey Clinic' I couldn't understand why he had done this & said sl 'Just dial 999, and live with your family' (presumedly this meant stop taking drugs) Woke up.
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10/01-27-2004/None
None recalled
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11/01-28-2004/Universities
One vague dream - Mum was asking (i.e. nagging) My brother and I to decide which university we want to go to. There were brochures about them. NB: Must use more extensive techniques to recall dreams.
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12/01-29-2004/The New Labour Circus
Amusing dream, at time of normal wake (i.e. wake technique didn't work)
Lack of self probably throughout. Watched TV programme (vision is the program) about the labour government, about info on how they survived various not-real crises. Order may not be accurate. About halfway in I can recall quite clearly: A family on the show had won a holiday and choose to go Venezuela. It showed sattelite images of northern South America and for a while overlayed the countries flag. Venezuelan flag I know was correct (from a SNES football game I had played day before). I heard one of them & it was Relation A Wilson. He said 'Venezuela?' because he didn't know wher it was. The image turned blocky. There were white specks appearing on the sea. Suddenly, the shows narrator Jeremy Clarkson, said , to audience (e.g. me), sl 'Sorry for the poor picture quality, there's an error in the satellite imagery system. See those white specks in the sea? They're whalesong.' It showed Jeremy on screen now, sl 'But don't think it's just now & again either, it's a continual stream of electromagnetic sound (or noise).' Cut to road with a truck onm it and several people. The road ended as if it came to a shore, but was not sure of this. At the end, huge bronze/brass pipes stuck out of the ground, ending about 30-40ft above the ground. They burst one by one from left to right, emiting steam, A high pitched ring let out & people covered their ears and ran away, some getting in the truck. Voiceover definately 'Britain suffered the danger of electromagnetic sound (or noise) in the Gates crisis of 1982'. Cut to a broadsheet newspaper detailing another crisis. It was something like a war, and a map was shown of the area around Russia. 'Soviet Union' was labelled on it, although this only covered Siberia and parts of middle asia, other republics existed as well. I thought to myself sl 'Oh yes, the Soviet Union was good during then' This crisis was recent, so the Soviet Union shouldn't have existed. I think it was something to do with Iraq. Cut to a person, perhaps Tony Blair or Jeremy Clarkson at a train station. He was talking about a threat, perhaps meant to be foot-and-mouth (I have an odd feeling of this) but distorted beyond recognition, on nearly all trains. It showed some passengers standing up in a carriage. The tannoy had the driver saying that the carriage had whatever it was in it but to remain calm. A black object appeared, perhaps a bomb, and started beeping. People panicked but did not interact with the object at all. The interval between beeps was becoming smaller like it was about to blow up. Before that though, scene change to Blair (definately him now) in the engine carriage of an old stream train. Red and Gold livery I think. He was talking to us about the threat on the trains, and how it had spread so that nearly every train had it. It was a Party Broadcast type programme. He was shut in. He stopped talking when the driver (who was not in the engine carriage but made his appearance now) wiped steam of the door window, open the door, and explained that the threat was indeed on this train. Blair was annoyed and stepped out the train. As he did this, the broadcast became somewhat of a comedy. Michael Palin was in the engine carriage, siting down with a cap, thick bottleneck glasses, dirty face, stupid facial expression, acting as a funny coalman. Through a small gap between the engine and the first carriage, I could see Geoff Hoon (politician) sitting down in the passanger carriage. Peter Mandelson appeared in turn-of-the-century gentleman clothing, and was led on to the same carriage by a porter. I thought to myself that the Labour party always try and guest star their politicians in their broadcasts. Cut to a series of 4-5 bronze/brass chimneys at a cinema, red wall, perhaps where the Labour broadcast was shown. They had flapping end covers that could let out excess steam. I am not sure whether they had faces or not. They were singing (weird I know) about the cinema audience, referring to them as 'the ugly people'. The audience, which may have contained me, were laughing at the song, as if it were entertainment. I thought the presence of chimneys in a cinema was weird at first, perhaps this may have evolved into a realisation that this was a dream, Instead I thought to myself that all cinemas have chimneys that back out externally, and thought that cinema at Town A had these (so very wrong). Before the song had finished I was awoken by mum.
NB: I think something about the Queen, and something about a pair of black & red trainers My brother had may have appeared in the dream, athough not sure when. Also, the dream may have started with something, e.g. the trainers, and then moved onto the program. MUST use more extensive techniques, and write dreams down straight way regardless of time of wake!
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13/01-30-2004/The Best Steak in the World
Vague: Tesco won the best rump sirloin steak in the world award.
Elements (rump,steak,Tesco) came from the events of the previous day.
(Write when woke (about 7))
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14/02-01-2004/JAN 31
None recalled.
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15/02-01-2004/Bloody Immigrants & Other Stories
One divided or two seperate train based dreams
(1) 'Bloody Immigrants' Was in somewhere like a desert in America, but was in south-east England. A group of yong people stood in a line with shotguns. There was a train track to the east. A train came along, with immigrants on the roof. The people shot most of the immigrants as the train went past. Some of the immigrants had AK-47 type guns and were shooting back, but none of the British got hit. I was laughing, thinking the immigrants deserved it. Some of the shotgun people may have been my friends. I just want to say that this dream does not portray my beliefs in the real world in any way.
(2) 'Cant Get Out of the Train' Was on a train presumedly back from college w/ My brother. Something was wrong with the train which meant I would have problems getting off at Town A. My brother got off somewhere, and in the end I decided to get off at Town C.
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16/02-04-2004/Maths Lesson
FEB 2 Was at college. I had to go to Maths. Was with Friend A on ground floor area with glass doors to outside. I had a lesson & so did he. I said sl 'Oh were already in X1 Area, so you're OK.' I on the other hand had to go somewhere else. I went outside & raining heavily. I thought about the weather, thinking it was still raining from the morningThe building, two-stories had a series of about 7m rooms, and then deeper in for 7m, and so on. I nearly went into the first deep-in part, but remembered that I had to go to second. I climbed through the window of the stick-out bit in-between, and was in maths lesson – Teacher A - I pushed my way throyugh past two guys. Guy 2 had a cream coloured bag. I heard Alarm & wandered what it was. Woke.
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17/02-08-2004/FEB 3 Game Show
Two dreams both with elements of lucidity
(1) 'Need to Wake Up' Was playing Sudden Strike when My brother called from his room (I was in study) telling me to turn it off before mum came back. I said I would, but went into editor and started to name a unit, a president-turned-dictator, 'Petrov Blok' (this was the result in my thinking for Bond villain type name in my dream) When I half awoke - I wanted to turn the computer off, but I was unable to. I knew I was asleep. I could see a blue screen in front of me. I thought 'I have to wake up to turn the computer off' I thought to myself, 'Don't be stupid, It's a dream'. But I felt I urgently needed to wake & turn it off, so I did and found it was a dream. Could not get back to sleep afterward until eventually...
(2) 'Naked Game Show' I was on the computers in the Learning Center at college. I was lucid, but v.tired and confused. I didn't know what to do. So, to test my lucidity, I went on the Internet (of all the things I could have done). It was all blurry and I could not make the pages out. There was a TV in the background suspended from the ceiling. There was a game show on it. I willed myself to be in it and I was the host. I was facing the audience & found myself to be naked. I joked to a women in the audience sl 'You bet I can last all the show like this?' Since I was nude, I summoned several female counterparts, but the dream ended shortly after that, in a similar situation to my first lucid dream.
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18/02-08-2004/FEB 4 Osama bin Laden
Was walking down Martlets from church towards my goal, the dentist. I was near where the Egg Garden should be (but it wasn't) and saw Person I from Tutor Group. I turned towards LIDL and near Truffle's was another Person I, I thought to myself sl 'Oh, I always thought there were two of them, they must be twin sisters.' (God Forbid!). I walked to & entered a weird Toy Shop. Dentist was not important now My brother worked there & it had a Halloween promotion or something. I looked at some toys (perhaps including a weird gun), talked to My brother about the work, and then sat down at a table at the front of the shop. Friend E & Friend D were sitting at the table too. I was talking to them. The conversation moved onto Saddam Hussein. I said to Friend D sl 'Yeah, that reminded me, you looked a bit like Saddam Hussein just then.' Friend D's face had mecome a cross between his own and Osama bin Laden's (presumedly a mistake my subconscious mind had made - given the references to him looking like Saddam Hussein). His face was very long and he had a beard. Friend E laughed and agreed with me, saying sl 'Yeah, imagine him surrounded with fatwas.' Friend D was acting like he was surrounded with fatwas (obviously fatwa is an abstract noun and cannot be acted or pictured in real life. I tried to picture it but then woke.
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19/02-08-2004/FEB 7 Curse of the Caus Caus/St. Albans
Two dreams:
(1) 'All is but darkness' A disturbing nightmare. Was watching a programme about a point in history that 'light' had ceased to exist and 'darkness' had engulfed the world. Amongst other things, children were being born with weird & disturbing abnormalities; still pictures ,their size smaller than the screen thus creating a border, were shown definately of two of these. One, which was probably shown twice, had a baby moving his legs. A blurred image of the former position of his leg appeared also on the photograph. Although this is not unusual in a photograph, I knew that with this child this occued in real life aswell. The narrator explained this as Caus-Caus Motion. Later on, a a disturbing sound was made, like it was perhaps to the other one, upon the showing of the second image. This time, a baby had on it's face an expression of pain and anger, out of its open mouth spewed a torrent of milky discharge; the child fed like this, a disturbing opposite to normal feeding. I realised this was dream and wanted out; I woke.
(2) 'St. Albans' Me, Friend D & Friend A were getting ready for a Physics trip to Holland. I bought, in a circle of sweet stalls within the college, two packets of mints to last the journey. Friend A said he would buy some more and me & Friend D watched as he ran around the circle buying sweets. In the end he had loads of packets (and by that I mean Polo packet style) including fruit polos. The dream became disconnected & I was at St. Albans station, London, with mum, Person J, My brother & Friend A. I was complaining to Mum that I wanted to get home & why we weren't getting on a train to Brighton. Mum explained that we first had to get to London Bridge since we could not get on a train from St. Albans. Woke.
Note: Previous day huge delays because of problems at St Albans; all trains to London terminated at St. Albans.
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20/02-08-2004/Our Dog
Vague: Had a pet dog. In the garden, which was nowt but lawn. Someone said that he/she wanted to report the dog to the RSPCA. I went in to house and said to mum to phone the RSPCA and report it. She wanted to phone about something else regarding me. I said to mum that the dog was more important, but she was undecided. I looked out the back from the first floor; a charcoal grey dog was out in the lawn. Hip-height wooden fenses surrounded the garden apart from when it met the house.
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21/02-11-2004/Running Water
FEB 9 Had a dream about clear running water (a trickle down a rock ledge). Knew it was a dream, thought I better wake up. Was very thirsty.
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22/02-11-2004/None
None recalled
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23/02-18-2004/FEB 14 Cannon Fodder
FEB 14 Had a dream in which me & Friend A were looking through playstation games to find one to play. We found a Cannon Fodder-type game, which I said was quite old. We played a 2 player cooperative game, set during WW2. It was low-res but great fun. We started in a dinghy, moved north and boarded a cruise ship, shot a few krauts, then controlled the cruise ship and smashed into a wall. I can remeber passing the shore, thinking that we would have to go there later on in the mission.
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24/02-18-2004/French on the Moon,
Many dreams, first of which was lucid.
(1) 'French on the Moon: 3rd Lucid Dream': Was in S block corridor at college. Had to go down to S2, but a lift (not with doors, more like a lift in a computer game, i.e. a lifting platform) was there. Went on to outside physics room and people were there. They were complaining how they couldn't get past lift. They said it wasn't working because the French were using it to get to the moon. I walked back on the lift and at some point i became lucid. I I started to fly into the night sky, below me were green hills. I twisted in the sky, and then remembered to rub my hands. I did this again later. I enjoyed the flying, but somehow came back to land (quite vague). I tried to fly again but gravity caught me; I concluded that this wasn't a dream anymore (but it was).The dream continued until I awoke, but I cannot recall any details. Also, whilst lucid, I summoned a chicken burger and some chips; I ate one bite of the chicken burger; it was southern fried. I suppose I ate a chip, too.
(2) 'Oh s**t it's toxic': I was in our conservatory with the Surname's and Relation H& Relation G. Me, My brother & Mum were about to leave but me & My brother had to finish painting our hands with a nail varnish type liquid (it was in a similar bottle to nail varnish, with a brush). It looked similar to bromine. I thought I had finished so I licked the brush clean, and it tasted horrible. I found a patch unpainte though, so I continued to paint my hand. After a short while it emerged to me the absurdity of licking the brush and said sl 'Why did I lick the brush?'.Other people questioned why and I looked down at the bottle and to my horror I found on it a large frosted toxic sign. I was sure it was not on it before (I had a jolly roger flag put up in my bedroom night before, probable reason for this). I said sl 'Oh crap it's toxic!' and Person H said sl 'It's Toxic, so it's best to go to bed now.' I said 'I don't need to go to bed, I need to go to hospital!' The people were pretty unconcerned with my plight. I got the sick bowl and thought it would be good to induce vomiting. I tried but to no avail. I thought to myself, 'Stop panicking, it'll be OK', but returned with sl 'But this is a Friend Der of life or death. I may die now, young!' There was a sticker on the bowl saying sl '<My Name> is trying to puke' I complained to mum that this sticker was on last time (?) and did not help then. Woke up, relieved.
(3) 'Po Drown!' An absurd dream, which involved the teletubbies playing a game involiving holding up four huge coloured lollipops in a particular order. Me & My brother were watching it. I had some insight into it; I kept informing my brother what was about happen next. The first time they were on grass and nothing happened if they were incorrect, they just tried again. The secong game, though was on a bridge in a arctic land with fast running water below; My brother laughed at this. They guessed incorrectly and the bridge collapsed, sending the teletubbies down into the fast, freezing water to drown. Poor sods.
(4) 'The 10 o'clock puzzle:' A short half-awake dream. I asked somone to arrange (in similar fashion to 3) the digits of the time 10:00:38 (not sure of exact seconds). Was about 10 when I woke.
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25/02-21-2004/FEB 20 The Holiday & The Hand
FEB 20
Two (perhaps more) dreams
(1) 'Since when was Town B in France?': Me and mum needed to go to Town B for my physio. Mum was complaining because My brother hadn't come back home & couldn't leave before he did. Eventually me and mum went out to drive, ready to go. A hatchback drove down the road, stopped outside our drive. It had lots of people in side, including My brother. My brother climbed out the window and said he was ready to go. Hatchback went. Mum got in a coach that was on our drive and started driving out. My brother sl 'Oh but Mum, you've used that a bit too much recently' Mum agreed and instead got in a motor caravan (identical to one parked in our road in real life) Me & My brother got in & off we went. It was quite a long drive, but a nice one, & me & My brother were wondering if we were going the right way. I was looking at the hills & fields, wondering about something (I recalled this, but since forgotten the exact details; like are the fields simulated correctly in a game, Sudden Strike, perhaps? I have a faint memory of thinking about artillery placed in a field lined with hedges). We came to the shore and a cliffed headland jutted out into the sea, with a bay sweeping downwards. We were on a bridge across the sea. Me & My brother realised we were near Dover crossing the channel. We complained urgently to Mum that she was definately going the wrong way but she was adamant she wasn't and told us to shut up because she was driving
(2) 'The Holiday - and The Hand': Was at college and was going on a trip organised by My brother & his friends. It's hard to explain - it wasn't a college trip - just a holiday-type-thing to a camp that only people invited were allowed to go to. I was invited. In the dream i had knowledge that a trip like this had gone on before, in the woods. The college was actually the buildings of Old School. I was on the path at back of C block near drama sheds use to be. I was taking to Person G from my Physics Class (romanian guy). He was talking, in his romanian accent, about how he had prepared for the trip. He sais he was better prepared food-wise this time. He had a shoulder-bag and opened it, explaining that sl 'I brought some sauces and pastes (definately pastes)'. Leanne Short was talking to him also, wishing him farewell. Me & walked up the public footpath towards what should be London Meed. We were now accompanied by the other people on the trip: My brother, Person Y (although he didn't appear yet), Person B, Person A, a short-haired middle-aged woman who had been sent by the college to make sure we behaved ourselves, and several unknown people. On seeing that B & A were there I thought to myself sl 'Oh no that means they'll be having sex all the time'. As we continued to walk up the path, it became a slightly run-down back-alley area. To our left was a white wall and behind that either houses or conifers. As we came to a stop after an extremely short time walking, we were at a junction. To the left was the path to our 'camp'. Ahead of us was a white pebbledash garage with a rusty door. At half one oclock there was a small car park area, about 4 small spaces that was surrounded by a white wall. Right was the white wall. Coming out of a crappy parked car was Person S. I hoped that she was not joining us. Instead she explained that she was just passing and walked back the way we came. We went left and onto our camp. The 'camp' was a clearing in a forest, with braches and rubbish on the floor. It consisted of a few scattered huts, white pebbledash again, some sprayed with graffiti. Some exclaimed that it must have been ruined by druggies. We came into one of the huts. We immediately entered a medium sized lounge room. From now on this was the one room we were to stay in; the other huts were non-existant. It was horrid and damp, pink floor, tacky old sofas, and bottles and paper everywhere. It had indeed been ruined by druggies. Someone, My brother perhaps, or an unknown, looked down the back of the sofa to find what was either money or paper. Person Y, appearing for the first time, reached into an appliance or a step near the front door. His hand emerged with a wad of money; he reached in again and found more yet. He said about taking it, but I & perhaps some others discouraged him from doing so. We were leaving when someone called us back: they had found a severed hand somewhere. The people were examining it. It was very pale with a bbone sticking out the end. I got it & with the long coat I had pulled down my right sleeve and placed the hand inside it pretending it was my own. I told Person G to feel it & he felt the hand but then flinched away.We went down a narrow flight of steps (like one at dentists) that had not been there before, in order to leave. Woke.
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26/02-21-2004/Sliding Solitaire
One vague dream
'Sliding Solitaire': Was on the internet, with my friends (unsure who), looking for downloadable games. Found a site with games listed. Found one that was like solitaire peg game but instead the pegs slid into other ones to eliminate them. Screenshot was shown.
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27/02-25-2004/FEB 24 (not 23) Restaurant X & Dogs
FEB 23 'Restaurant X & Dogs': I was at home w/ My brother & Mum. Dinner was soon. Mum said about having no more Restaurant X. I said sl 'Actually.. I want a Restaurant X now.' Me and My brother left for Restaurant X, partly because I wanted Restaurant X and we wanted to buy a game. My brother was asking how much the game was, he had £30. I remember passing Person N & Person M on the way. It was daytime then, but when we arrived it was pitch black. It was on the outskirts of Town A, near the Triangle, with paths and perhaps a bark ground covering. It was a rather busy area. As we neared Restaurant X, that had neon signs piercing the darkness, a female Restaurant X employee came out of a nondescript hut with no windows with a burger. She called My brother by his name, and explained that this was a leftover burger, and she could sell it to him cheaper than in the actual restaurant. Whether bought it or not wasn't really clear. My brother later came back with an Andrex puppy. I asked why he had one. He explained that he had bought it. I said that he already had one. (At this point I was wondering why I never saw his dog (which was identical to the one he had just bought). He said it was a present for Mum. I said that Mum definately wouldn't want a dog and imagined mum on her own later in life with two fully-grown labradors. He said sl 'Oh well, it only cost 3p' Suprised by the low price, I question him how much it cost, but he didn't repeat the price. I moaned that we hadn't enough to spend on the game, he said he had £20 left (9.97 on a burger?!) I moaned sayiong this wasnt enough, but he was undaunted. Now nearing Restaurant X, I decided I should eat Mum's dinner & not fill up on a burger. I felt bad for My brother because me getting a burger was the sole reason for us to go outside. We were now in a swimming centre (NOT a sports centre) and met a group of My brother's friends.We were sitting in a longer than wide room with a deep orange wall and a wooden floor. They were sitting on a group of wooden stools to the right, a corridor on the left, corridors behind me. I wanted to get out. I walked in to a large gym type area with wooden laminate floor & walls. Several men & women were lying down doing yoga. I realised I was going wrong way, and turned around and left the gym. On leaving the gym, I heard a man laughing at dream. I joked to My brother's friends about my wrong turn. (I saw the complex as a gym connected to a swim centre: not a sports centre) Then Friend A came down the left corridor just coming out of a pool. I thought it was coincidence that he was here. He said that he was with two friends who were undressing eachother (presumedly male & female, but I assume this). Going down one of the back corridors to a swimming pool, me & Friend A & perhaps Friend D (although this is the first time he would have featured) came to a diving board. I imagined moving my body to make a perfect dive - even thinking that in a lucid dream I would be able to do so - despite not realising I was in a dream. I said to Friend A 'So your friends were undressing themselves' Friend A said 'Stop going on about it'. I said sl 'Well then, you shouldn't have told us (definately us)'. At the opposite end of the pool I saw a pretty woman. Upon leaving the pool. looked through a spherical window in the wall to get a closer look at her, but to no avail. Wake.
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28/02-25-2004/FEB 25 Restaurant X II: Bumnail
FEB 25 'Restaurant X II: Bumnail': Entered Restaurant X and My brother & Friend E were working there. I said something to them that caused My brother & Friend E to have a huge argument. They were swearing profusely & shouting really loudly. The manager Person G interrupted telling My brother to 'Shut up or get out!' My brother immediately called Friend E something like a 'Bumnail' (definately Bum) Person G said to My brother sl 'Why did you have to call him a bum?'. I felt somewhat bad because they was obviously on the verge of getting sacked, and I had said something that caused the argument. Wake.
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29/03-03-2004/FEB 28 Recurring Wake
FEB 28 2 Dreams, latter lucid:
(1) 'Physics Lesson': Was in Physics & Teacher K said sl 'Physics is finishing now so I'm sorry to all those who wish to continue'. I jokingly thought 'As if...' As the class was leaving, either Daniel or James asked me to move somthing, like a bowl of black & white marbles. After I did this, he slid along the now clear desk on his stomach. Wake.
(2) 'Reccuring Wake' - I came to a point in a dream in which I was standing in my room, which had floral wallpaper and no funiture except bed. I thought this was a dream and decided to wake up. Just before waking though I though 'Hey I don't want to wake I can become lucid.' (This half-waking probably corrupted the dream from then on; I was now half-awake but didn't realise it) I tried to fly but it was difficult to move. It was if I were 'slewing' as in Flight Sim. I couldn't twist. Trying to prove that I was flying, I went downwards and came to a point at which there was the house on the top of my view, then darkness at the bottom, as if I had come to the end of the world. I thought 'See, there is the edge of the world. Hence I must be flying'. Now I viewed from above my bed and saw my body hovering above the bed, covered in the duvet. The recurring portion now started: I would find myself in my bed, under the duvet. I would be unsure whether it was real or it was still a dream. I would try to pull off the quilt, but it would frequently return to its original position. Once the quilt was just endless; I would pull it off but more would appear. I don't know how long this recurred, but it was long enough for me to think I may be in a coma; I imagined how Mum & My brother would react to this. The last recurrance was much more vivid than the others. I decided that perhaps the dream wanted me to accomplish something: open the door for example? I managed to get out of bed, but the quilt clung to me and restricted my movements. I tried to look at the clock (I don't quite understand this: the room had no furniture in so how the clock was there I do not know) but the quilt would prevent my neck to turning to it. I looked at the wallpaper. It was floral - though in the dream I deduced it as clusters of dinosaurs - it should have been a line of dinosaurs (only when I had woken I remembered that I no longer have dinosaurs on my walls & actually it was floral in the dream). I sighed and deduced that this was
still a dream. I heard My brother get in bathroom (quite how I knew it was My brother I'm unsure). I saw the door; light was shining from behind it and the doorknob was on the other side. I approached to enter it, but woke beforehand. When I woke I deduced I must have had my eyes opened when I was dreaming because the quilt was in the position it kept reseting to in the dream; the floral pattern on the pillow was identical to that on the dream wallpaper; My brother was indeed in the bathroom.
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30/03-03-2004/MAR 1 Forgotten Person
MAR 1 'Forgotten Person': Was with My brother at home & was evening. I looked out the window and Forgotten Person (a person that until now I had all but forgotten about) was in our garden. I told My brother and he said he was probably up to some criminal activity. But I was looked again & now he was lifting up Richard's Land Rover bonnet. I said 'Probably not, he's now fiddling around with Robert's... oh, sorry... Richard's car.' (Nice to know I correct my mistakes even in dreams) Somehow, I met Forgotten Person and went to Friend B's house but he was out; so me, Forgotten Person, Friend A Tully, Friend C and Friend B's Mum & sisters were in Friend B's house without Friend B. I asked Friend C how Forgotten Person was; he explained that he had lost the ability to speak. I was speaking to Forgotten Person & he was answering back, disproving Friend C's theory. Then Friend B's mum went up to him and said sl 'You better be a good friend of Friend B because you in his house despite him not being here' Forgotten Person said he was, but I was dubious. Wake.
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31/03-07-2004/MAR 4 College Camping
MAR 4 'College Camping': Was outside college, but was a big 3 to 4 story all-one-block building. I I was outside on a paved area leading to the entrance, it was pretty late at night. I was round a campfire with some other people from college. My brother came up to me from the building and said it was getting pretty late now and I should get back in the building. I agreed, but I didn't want to leave the campfire
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32/03-07-2004/MAR 6 World's Worst Headmaster
MAR 6 2 Dreams, definately more recalled but forgotten (Must write more frequently and start recalling techniques again).
(1) 'Purple angel' The only part of this dream I can recall was I was viewing a long narrow white hall, with long arched windows. There was a woman there. I thought 'I bet she doesn't know she is being pursued by a dark angel' The view panned above and there were, hovering over her, several white angels and one angel clad entirely in purple metallic armour. This was the 'dark' angel. The woman had sinned & this is why the dark angel was pursuing her.
(2) 'World's Worst Headmaster' Mr T (headmaster Old School) had forced all ex-Old School students at Hayward's Heath College to return to take part in a production. He had done this literally hours before the start of the show. The dream started with me & several others my age, as well as current Old School pupils, standing on a stage at the back of Barnden Hall. Me & others my age didn't have a clue what to do; we just stood around doing nothing much. The show was being viewd by a small audience sitting very near to the stage - they may have been press. Mr T was telling us off because we didn't know what to do. He was extremely annoyed - and I got extremely annoyed at him too. I started answering back - I said sl 'We don't know what the hell to do! You literally came in to college and demanded that we do this.' The audience looked at the twat T disapprovingly. Throughout the short show, me & T were frequently arguing with eachother. After the show, I was about to leave, but went back into the hall, were T was sitting at a desk talking to a member of the audience. I hurled a barrage of insults at him, swearing profusely, and the argument started again. Woke.
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33/03-07-2004/Destruction of Restaurant X
2 Dreams recalled
(1) 'The Destruction of Restaurant X' Started work at Restaurant X. The workspace was like this: the counters at the south and behind that the customers' area, a large table in the middle, and kitchen round the east, west & north edges, with a door at the north edge. Person G, the manager, and the only clear character other than myself in the dream, had given me something like a wobbleboard to stand on, because he thought this would help my disability. Work was, obviously, extremely hard on this, and, when I was working at the customer's side of the counter and some other employee mentioned that it must be hard working like that, I decided to ignore Person G's suggestions and took off the wobbleboard (it was attached to a piece of clothing like a coat that I took off) and worked without it much more easily. I worked more & came to a point at which I dropped some burgers (4 or 6; not in buns) on the floor. I got some kitchen roll and picked them up, placing them on a grill tray. Person G saw me and said that showed initiative, although he was obviously displeased at me dropping them. Further displeased at the quality of my work, he sent me & another male employee (perhaps Person Y) to the back to play a practical joke on the other workers. We went through the north door and came to a room with loads of cupboards. Now the dream turned into a topdown RTS game, with my forces in purple and the other bloke's forces in red at the south and a town representing Restaurant Xonald's to the north on the seashore. The units were futuristic, with the central 'king' unit resembling a large hovering APC. The terrain was semi-3d, largely varying in height over a small distance. The bloke's and my forces moved towards the town, but as we came there, red started attacking the town. I was unsure Person G wanted us to this, so I ordered by units not to fire. When the destruction became to much, I withdrew from the town in order to show that I was not taking part in it. The red's then destroyed my army after flattening the town. He was using hovertanks. I thought 'So that is why he is so powerful - he is using hovertanks - I don't have any' All what was left now was my blue houses scattered in clusters around the map. I could here loads of faint bangs - these were my houses being destroyed. On the mini map, I moved to one of the surviving clusters and saw it destroyed. Wake.
2nd dream in next log
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34/02-03-2002/7 MAR Old School's Oscars
MAR 7 Second dream
'Old School Oscars' Was in a large hall with many school-like tables & chairs, quite dark, with a projector at the front. Sat down and took off my coat & placed it on the other chair. After a while, I realised that opposite me was sitting Person Z, and I wondered why previously I acted as if he didn't exist (?). On the projector was a TV program with a stage with stairs at the flanks and a back made out of bamboo canes. It was an awards ceremony. Collecting an award was Person V & some unknown attractive blonde woman in a translucent lace leotard. The programme interupted briefly for us to complete an activity. There were mats between the tables and me & Friend D paired up with a woman sitting on the table to our left. The activity I am not sure of, but perhaps like the wheelbarrow exercise. The woman (blonde, unattractive, 30s?) & I disagreed about a length I said it was about a metre but she thought several metres. I agued that this was a hypoteneuse, but, upon thinking about it, agreed with her. We sat back down & the awards continued. The same people were there. I wondered what the other three band members (?) thought of the lace girl being so much more attractive than them. I was getting pretty embarrased because I was getting an erection. Wake.
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35/02-03-2002/The Torturous Trains of Pewythenham
A long, vivid dream.
'The Torturous Trains Of Pewythenham'
Was at college in a class with My brother & some others. Was a bit like my chemistry room but more outdated. Our teacher, unknown, said that for this lesson we were doing swimming and would have to get changed in the PE changing rooms. The class was not pleased; least me, of course. I decided to lie that I couldn't swim because of my hemiplegia. He believed me and I was excused. I was outside, (hard to explain now): The college was made of a maze of paths with normal buildings and sheds. My brother came up to me sand said he didn't want to do swimming either. Cut to a railway station - one near Relation A's school (Relation A doesnt use train in real life). It was a huge warehouse-type building. I was outside on a crappy platform with Relation A - I'm peretty sure he had darkish hair. He was catching the train home. I was wondering whether I should catch it or not - I was wondering how the hell to get to back. Relation A caught the train but I didn't. I went inside the building and found that inside, in a black but ceiling-lit hall, was a double lane part with the London to Brighton line in, but also the County B line. I looked at a County B train 'Calling at:' thing. It said: 'Calling at: [sl] Pewythenham, then connects to [sl] Glasmon line' I was wondering how Relation A knew it was calling to the station he needed when it just said what line it connected to. Me & an unknown friend (not My brother, neither anyone real methinks) got on a L-Bton train. But it went the wrong way to Pewythenham. I said to mate 'Oh well, here we go into Pewythenham'. The train did a zig zag turn through some trees. We were about the only ones on there. After a moderate journey time, we got off at P'ham. Instead of going back to the orig station, we stupidly stood on a uncovered whitish metal dolly rolling stock (basically a metal sheet with wheels on). It went only a few yards the same way we came, and came into a small matal shed (20m by 20?) without a front wall to let the trains in. This was the mighty Glasmon). We got on a similar carriage back, but at P'ham, my friend got back on a carriage back to the almightly hugeness of Glasmon. I moaned at him (the distance was short enough for me to do so) and he came back. Wake.
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36/02-10-2002/The Lucidity Line
A dream this morning:
(1) 'The Lucidity Helpline' I was in a dream and became lucid, but not exactly completely lucid. Location unknown although it was probably inside. I flew, and wondered what to do. The dream was very vague. I did a few more things, but then the scene changed and I lost lucidity. I was in a double sofa bed with cream covers. I had woken, and I beleived this to be real life. My brother came in the room and spoke to me, explaining that he had phoned a helpline that plays sound to you to aid lucidity, and that he had put the phone beside my ear when I was sleeping. I listened to it, and there where many murmuring voices. One definately said 'He watched the TV programme and now he has to write an essay about it.' I laughed, thinking that these where the stupid things that go on in dreams, not realising that I was at this moment in a dream! I thought to my self 'I have My brother to thank for my lucid dream'. Cut to me in a train. I was sitting on a leather deark red bench, facing a woman of different ethinicity and her baby sitting on the opposite bench. A waitress came in, and handed me a bowl. The meal had been cut down because My brother spent some of the money to phone the lucidity helpline.In the blue ceramic bowl was water, and in the water were sparse clusters of dark green leaves, like kale, and sparse chunchs of fishfingers witout the breadcrumbs. I had one mouthful, and didn't like it. I was annoyed at My brother for preparing something I didn't like, when he could had just left me the ingradients. In a weird twist I cannot fully understand, the food I wasted became the faces of the woman opposite's sons. The faces, initially looking like boiled potatoes, began to take shape. Soon the baby, and the potato children, who sat beside me, looked like normal punjabi-like seven year olds (or there abouts). They were crying and begging their mother 'Please don't let this happen to us' or 'Please don't do this this to us.' I felt sorry because the food I wasted could have helpe them. Cut to a game shop/newsagents. It was a small shop, with feint blue carpet, and an old-ish male shopkeeper. He didn't have much business. At a newspaper stand, I came across a nudist's paper, entitled 'Sunshine Camp' It was article-heavy, but in between articles and in adverts were pictures of naked women. I put it down, and looked at the games. The games where stacked so the spines of the DVD cases showed. They were all rubbish, and in between the newspapers and games was a jutting out stand full of really old spectrum games etc. I heard a boy speaking to the shopkeeper, who I never actually saw, saying sl ' I would have to sell my games 100 times at gametrader to get a similar deal than I get here.' Although this would seem a compliment, it was actually an insult. The shopkeeper argued with the boy. I found myself looking at 'Sunshine Camp' again. I looked at the price - 32p - 10p less than I thought I had brought with me, and, I thought, 10p less than a Yorkie. I decided I would buy it. I then thought, hey I must have more than 42p because I came in here to buy a game. Woke.
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37/02-19-2002/Brian Blessed Sure Can't Sing
Dream I had this morning:
'Brian Blessed Sure Can't Sing' I dreamt I was playing in a game show. There were 2 teams each with 4 members: 3 celebrities and 1 leader. I was the leader of one team. My celebs were Brian Blessed and 2 unknowns. The other team had Kylie Minogue on it. The first game involved greeting some guests at a front door with a song. I chose Brian to play, but he just shouted at them. I got negative points because of this, which I saw when it showed on a scoreboard, my score being at the bottom. I consulted My brother, who wasn't actually involved in the game, on what to do. He said replace Brian Blessed. So I did. I replaced him with Jim Friend Ason. Jim, in the same red boiler suit as Brian (each member of team was in different colour). Friend Ason was very excited and was jumping up and down with joy. Wake.
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38/02-19-2002/
Dream I had this morning:
These are two dreams that happened on same night some time ago:
(1) 'A Trip To France' Me, Mum & My brother were going on a trip to France. Mum drove up to Scotland, and then we went across the Scottish-French (!) border. The edge of scotland had high cliffs and we went acros a downward sloping bridge to France. At the french coast, beach was at either side of the bridge, and it was quite busy. I thought to myself, this must be where we aere staying. We somehow got to a hotel checkin, dark wooden corner desk, white walls. A woman receptionist did a customs check. Mum was lying that she had a daughter called Relation C. I questioned mum why she was doing this & she said that this would get us through customs. She took a book out her bag and explained to the receptionist that she was a character from the book, or something like that. I was worried because I thought the French would find out. When Mum said she was divorced, the french didn't seem to accept this, and stapled a note to Mum's back saying sl 'Unrequited marriage'
(2) 'Missed my train' Was on a large train station, like Brighton, but open-air. I stood on a platform facing another platform that had my train back from college standing at it.I was talking to Friend E, when the train left. I said 'Oh well I'll get another one'. The other trains were going to Portsmouth and places.
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39/03-19-2004/A Lucid Christmas
'A Lucid Christmas' A weird type of lucid dream, and my sixth in total.
DATES MUCKED UP MY WINDOWS LAST FEW LOGS, OH WELL
This is last Sunday...
It was the middle of the night on Christmas Eve. My whole room was decorated with bows, tinsel, bells etc. I went downstairs and My brother & Mum were there. Out of the front window I Wendy's children; Alex, a non-existant middle daughter, and Victoria. I said to Mum ' Oh look, theirs Alex, Victoria, and the other one.' Mum moaned at me ; 'Don't just call her 'the other one', her name is Chloe'. 'Okay' I said. They came into our house, Alex went upstairs with My brother, Victoria disappeared, and Chloe went into my room. She was fair haired, and probably much younger than Alex, despite her being the middle daughter. I followed her, and said sl 'We know Alex better than we know you because we took care of him for a year. A year? I mean a week. Of course we didn't take care of him for a year. You of all people would know how awful it would have been if it were for a year.' I worried that what I had just said was insulting, but she didn't take offense. Scene change perhaps to me standing in my room facing the stairs, door open. My brother and Alex, who may have looked like Sam Millington, were standing on the stairs facing me. My brother was organising a game outside, where one team played as monkeys and one team played as men. My brother and Alex were monkeys, and I was a man. I said sl 'But who should be happy?' My brother said, 'We will be happy because monkeys have to happy.' I agreed. I imagined a platform game in which you played as a happy monkey. They went outside, waiting for me. I got in bed. All my teddies were in bed with me, and had christmas costumes on. I couldn't find one of them. I thought it may be in My brother's room. I went out into the landing, pitch black, and went into My brother's room. It was similarly decorated. The teddy was on the floor near My brother's bed. It was whitish and was wearing an xmas bow tie. I thought 'It's not exactly fair going into My brother's room but I had to get the teddy. I won't tell him what his room looks like, that'll ruin the suprise.' I also felt bad because My brother & Alex were waiting outside for me, and I wasn't coming to come out. I went back into my room. The light was on and I stared at my door, decorated with bows and santa clauses. I thought: 'It's unusual, I only learnt it was Christmas yesterday, I had no idea before that. I will go back to school and and tell Friend B and Friend A that I had forgotten about Christmas until the day before. They had probably done the same. Wait a minute... Didn't we just have christmas? The year has passed quickly. No. We HAVE just had Christmas. This must be a dream.' From this point I am lucid, but still taking some actions as real life (in essence, I was semi-lucid). My brother & Mum come in, and I explain that it is a dream, probably saying that they are also in a dream. I said I would probably wake up now. My brother stopped me, saying to Mum 'No, let's extend the dream so <My Name> can enjoy lucidity.' This is very similar to my last lucid dream in which My brother helped me to become lucid within the dream. I stretched out my arms above my head and they stretched upto the ceiling. I then created a man who was the essence of my lucidity. He was a comic man with sideburns in a yellow superman-type suit with a red cape. His name was 'Don't Do Man' (this incredibly stupid name is evidence of my still dream-like mind). I summoned pictures in the sky, each time saying sl 'I call Don't Do Man, make me a picture of...' One of the picture was of a turtle. The world now had turned into a large space with black walls with yellow grid lines on them. From this point I lose some lucidity. Me & My brother were playing a weird game where we flew into each other (he was acting lucid too) and tried to knock eachother into the wall. I lose lucidity and now viewing third person. The game becomes like a computer game. My brother lands on a dotted grid square, which allows him to land on it, and it slam into him. He fails to hit the wall on the first go, but I slam him again and he hits the wall and pops.Wake.
DreamDiary: Password Protected. No. Dreams: 23
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1/03-28-2004/Noddymoon
NORMAL DREAM
Description:
'Noddymoon'
Martin bought a handheld game and I was playing it. We were in Friend C's house but his mum told us to get in the car. When we were walking there, she told us about the windscreen and how it was made for easy gaming. We got in car & his mum drove. I was now playing the game and my view was the LCD screen. It had a list of the titles of the 150 or so games on the machine. The first game I played was not very good. It had two ledges, on on the top left, and one on the bottom right. Characters where falling from the first ledge to the second. It was a mixture of LCD characters and pixels. The second game, title again unknown, was much better. It had some colours (first was monochrome)involved falling down onto ledges (scrolling) and avoiding obstacles. Some obstacles you could fall right through as though it was a glitch. The ledge ssurfaces were blue, and the whole game was in low res pixelated. Each game had a coin that you could collect. I did not collect the coin but got to the bottom and collected a gold trophy. A full color blue screen came upwith infotmation on it,with a top bar wth icons: silver medal, coin and banana (together as one icon), and a gold trophy which was highlighted because I collected it. Returned to list. I scroll down to near bottom and written here are forthcoming games. I I select one called 'Noddymoon'. Text appears detailing the game and contacts appear, one for general queries and one for if you are actually sending him the 'Noddymoon' game.
Dreamsigns/Reality Checks:
None performed. The picture is of the second game I played.
Technique/Background:
Before sleeping, focused on intent to wake after dreams
Features:
Object non-existant in real life
Perspective unusual
Perspective changes in dream
PICTURE ATTACHED: C:Documents and Settings<My Name>My Documentsdreamdiarypicsnoddymoon.jpg
Lcd:0 Vvd:7 Con:4 Sta:5
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2/03-28-2004/Blooming Dibble
NORMAL DREAM
Description:
'Blooming Dibble'
Short dream. Two of my teddies were fighting and the one on left said 'You search my dibble you blooming biscuit'
Dreamsigns/Reality Checks:
None. Too Short
Technique/Background:
Before sleeping, focused on intent to wake after dreams
Features:
Character non-existant in real life
Character dead or unavailable in real life
Character does something unusual or impossible
Lack of self
Lcd:0 Vvd:8 Con:2 Sta:9
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3/03-28-2004/Sounds of Missiles in the Blind Date Studio.
NORMAL DREAM
Description:
'Missiles In The Studio Of Blind Date'
Was watching Blind Date. Cilla Black looked really old, with a ginger wig plonked slapdash on her head. Ther was one contestant left - a black girl - and Black Eyed Peas black man & white girl where talking to her. Cilla was talking about her being in a musical & one song in particular saying sl 'I might sing that if someone gives me celebrationary chocolates at the end of the show.' The black man was talking to the contestant saying about the Peas. He said 'There are sounds of missiles in the studio. This is the armageddon'. The contestant said: 'Oh cool, so you're the sound of the moment, then?' The man got angry at this 'No! Did you hear me? I said there are sounds of missiles in the studio!' The contestant was shocked by this, and said 'Ummm... OK' I started to climb up stairs and told mum, whoo was sitting on the sofa, that the man was being really annoying and that the contestant was only doing her best to start a conversation. I noticed as I was climbing up the stairs that the screen had turned into a blue screen with the white Sony symbol on it. There was white text very small below this and it was like the man was speakingg these words. I went up and the study door was open. My brother was using IdXLog DE and I watched him for a while. Wake.
Dreamsigns/Reality Checks:
None.
Technique/Background:
Before sleeping, focused on intent to wake after dreams. Also focused on becoming lucid
