LD's- don't lose it, it's a delicate balance
Hi pee-poles
I must ask you hogen bogens if you ever expereinced something like this. Last night I dreampt I was in a large gymnasium, and the tex on the wall wasn't clear, so somehow I figured I was dreaming. I focused intently on holding onto it, reassuring myself that its my dream and that I can control it. Son though I felt it fading.
My problem is, it is like self-doubt, I want them so bad, it feels like I lose them, and their not vivid, and when I look at my hands, it seems to become so real and vivid for a few seconds, and intense that I lose it, its is so hard to find a balance and to really explore and enjoy.
Any suggestions or help I will greatly appreciate, since I think we all can benefit from learning to hang on to the LD's.