anyone help me interpert this?
this takes place over a course of two nights sleeping:
Dream one two nights ago: i just remember kissing this girl. a girl i find to be very attractive. though this girl in my dream is unknown to me in real life. She had light skin, thick brown almost black hair that parted some what in the middle over lapping her face in a rare way i cant explain. and brown eyes. Note she was wearing pink shirt and a like a jean skirt. i would always get those butterfly feelings though.
how ever while im kissing her i stop and i realize about my current girlfriend, who actually is my girlfriend in real life. and i stop my self. im going crazyh in my head saying "i cant believe that just happened blah blah im not like this at all why did i cheat?..." So ashamed and going nuts i told her no i cant anymore and leave.
now some other crap in my dream happens i don't remember untill i asked my current girlfriend to chill at my house but being forget full as i am i also asked that girl to chill to. my girlfriend would definitely not be happy so i blew her off to chill with my girl. as i was in my room i noticed the girl i had an affair with shoes where there. it was some sort of pink lacey high heels that go up to your ankles i quickly put those away into a big suit case. i dont remember what happens exactly after that but then i wake up.
Dream two last night: I was chilling with my friends, current girlfriend in real life, and the girl in pink who was still wearing pink. i don't remember what everyone else was wearing. it was apparently at my house, which wasn't my house in real life but in the town i grew up in. I don't know why i had feelings for this girl in pink or if it was just a fling thing. But when ever i spoke to her at my house or anywhere in this dream she looked down and depressed. i knew in my dream it was from when i rejected her....but that was in my dream from another night.. it basically ends there i dunno what it means or anything
