Thread: Semi-lucid?...weird

So I had a DILD, kinda. I was wandering through a store looking for a Monster Energy drink (this is entirely thanks to my friend John the Monster addict ). Anyway I couldn't find it anywhere in the store (turns out it was a beauty product store)...which made me wonder why I had one in my hand anyway

That one was almost empty so I threw it away, then I thought "this is a dream, obviously, I can just summon another one." That didn't work, however. Summoning, I imagine, takes a lot of experience and willpower/confidence in the...permanence of the dream (right word? ).

See, while I was lucid, I felt like I wasn't entirely there...it still felt like a non-lucid in fact, except this was quite more noticeable since I was lucid. It felt like it was weak, like I might lose it and awake at any time.

I hardly even had control over my own thoughts, much less the ability to summon a Monster. I didn't think, "hey, I'm lucid, I can do whatever I want! I don't want to summon a Monster, that's stupid"

Hell, I think it was pretty much like I had a non-lucid dream in which for awhile I was thinking I was lucid, as part of the non-lucid dream...if that makes sense.

Anyway, I lost the semi-lucidity soon after the failed Monster-summoning.