Is Lucid Dreaming addictive?
Hello everyone, for my part I will just shortly introduce myself and talk a bit.
I am a student and look forward to graduate with a scholarship in 2 years.
I have always been on the paranormal side of life, I traveled a lot around the world and I am happy to have a vast amount of knowledge about people and the world at my age. I am aware of my arrogance and I just can't avoid it.
So here I will shortly list the things that make me special (everyone is a special individual in its own way, some are just born into it). I am extremely athletic, fast, about 1.86, jump high and long, great endurance etc. Physically, I have no complaints but an injury I acquired 3 years ago that prevents me from performing at more than 85% of my capability. Still enough to be under the top. I never mention the best, because there are always people who are better than you in something, its a fact you have to face. Even when you master something, there are still other components that are important to progress. Humans progress slow, it took us generations to develop, although since we have more people nowadays, things speed up.
I have always been aware of people. I watch them, I am passive, I was never able to orientate myself in those groups of nonchalant people who just live their life as is it, not going further. I have a slight touch on people, I can read them a bit, but everything happens in my subconsciousness. Everything. I hate IQ. I never really tested it, but most of the time you will get results that aren't the ones you truly inherited by birth. It is a matter of developing them. You develop intelligence throughout your years, some are born with a slight advantage, however if they don't use it they will stay as dumb as normal day people in society. Now I do not wish to go any further in my study of humans or any intelligence crap. I have learned throughout the years to manipulate people in believing who I am and that's how I want it to be, it would be tooo complicated to explain, people don't understand it. Their not supposed to. There are exceptions under which other people fall into, if successful in striving for their plans and dreams, they will have a great impact on the world, positively or negatively. I will not mention any more on this, if people want to start a discussion on it, I will be delighted.
Now to my main question is Lucid Dreaming addictive. I mentioned earlier some people are born into this knowing already thing.- In fact I do know that it has some addiction, especially to people who want to get out of the ordinary and dream the life they wish they could lead. Its nice I admit it. its wonderful to not think about normal day stuff. I had Lucid dreams a few times before. Unintentionally. Yes its true, my reason for it, I am good with my mind, that's all there is to say. I read this forum and some other sites for 2 days now, I had my first WILD yesterday, intentionally after going to sleep. I already had the feeling some other times, but this time it was intentionally. I cant control my dream, I was staying passive as it is and watched things happen. I still remember my dream, no need to write it down. Now I do not want to look like a foolish arrogant person in front of others, I was never really able to socialize like normal day people, I wish I could just pretend to forget things but its impossible. I wish that this topic leads into a discussion in which everyone has the right to express their opinion and therefore tolerate the one of others.
I hope there aren't to many grammar mistakes, English is my fourth language.
Thank you.
