Weird False Awakening in DILD
I had a really weird FA in a LD on Thursday night which was not very lucid though I did my first reality checks in it!:boogie:
i didn't remember anything before that but I must have been dreaming or something. Anyways I was lying in bed in my dorm, it was really dark like what it's always been like when I sleep there and I thought I was actually awake.
But then I looked out the window and saw the buildings that I would see from my bedroom back home. Then it got weird and the view moved up, down and sideways like a picture and it even flipped to being horizontal.At that point I kind of became aware that I was still dreaming and told myself to do reality checks.
By that time I was facing the wall and it was still really dark, my right arm slipped out from my duvet and I was looking at a dark cirular patch my on my wrist (supposed to be the watch, but I NEVER wear one since I broke mine) and couldn't see anything 'course it was too dark.
I remember my head started to vibrate and it felt like some kinda wind was blowing against it :eek:(just like how you feel sometimes when you go from hynogogic into SP or SP into LD, i think). and i knew it would get more lucid and vivid. Unfortunately the sensation didn't go on long enough.
Then I checked my "watch" again, but again it was too dark to see anything; and then the "headrush" thing came again but faded shortly just like last time. After that I couldn't remember anything :embarrassed:
The weird thing is I'm still actually not sure if I was really awake when I "reality checked" 'course I could've been really drowsy and the "headrush" feeling can come when I'm awake eyes-opened (between hynogogic and SP).
It was so dark that not only can I not check the time, but i couldn't even see if my fingers were all tangled up like frog finger webs :D.
One thing was sure though, something was definitely wrapped around my wrist. lol this sounds wrong to sick-minded people. (I'm not one lol) :laugh:
I think this dream really showed me how different LD dreams vary in HOW LUCID I am and HOW MUCH CONTROL I can exert in the dream. Because I semi-thought I was awake I couldn't do more imaginative things. It's hard as well! I don't ever remember holding my nose, slapping my face or even seeing my arm in any dreams I had. I suppose I just have to do it more in real life.