is it safe

my mind is trying to stop me from lucid dreaming, yesterday my mind kept on making people i made apper (jessica alba) and making her transform into an ugly schoolgirl everytime i got close, then i had a false awakening where a big wasp was right infront of me(i fear wasps), then today i went lucid had a fight with odz (giant zombie from one piece) then ended up in a bar where i felt tired my eyes and body were heavy so i shouted by and everyone said by back then i went to sleep on a chair and the guy next to me started talking about smoking some drug to put me to sleep and i was no longer tired but had lost lucididty(i think):shock::shock::shock:

Maybe you have a subconcious fear of it. Or maybe it just isn't you. Take a break and record your dreams. If they return to normal when you stop luciding, don't try it again.