Posession Dream...confusion for me.

Let me begin by saying that I can never sleep on my left side of the bed again (stupid little phobia I have now, though it will probably pass).


Well this dream was...interesting...you could say. It was very short, hardly a couple of minutes.

I first see burning crosses...then I switch to view of something, a cross-like figure, which was also in decay and flames. However, when I try to look away, a red-colored filter mask grabs my eyes, and set the focal point on the image. I felt desperate and weak, etc., etc. I woke up confused and a little dazed, disoriented, more than usual, but not overly scared. Just worried about what had happened.

Needless to say, I said some heavy prayers before going back to bed...

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Any comments? Think this is just my subconscious trying to confuse me for getting interested in some atheist ways (sounds stupid, but I've become a little obsessed with the nature of my subconscious, actually believe I can work it to my own advantage, though my success is based primarily on confidence)? Maybe I was just stressed out, or just drained mentally...I don't know. Discuss with me here people, I'm just interested.

Maybe it has something to do with red=communism in the subconscious mind. Okay, so I'm just being a smart-ass. :D

Well, you could relate burning crosses and the red filter to religion and communism. Maybe you've been thinking about these things a lot recently? Or maybe you've been thinking about atheist stuff, like you said, and because of you being a Christian (I assume...), you've been subconciously worried about it.

Or, more simply, it could just be completely random and not really have much bearing on real life at all. :lol:

Either way, don't let it bother you.

If the cross-like figure was jesus, what was he doing on fire?

No jesus on the burning cross, fortunately. I would have taken the first open time-slot at the shrink's office if it was... :D

As for the communism thing, that may just be it. I simply assumed I was being controlled by supernatural forces (not for real, well you know what I mean). I didn't think of that before. After all, the subconscious usually works for the least obvious (for me at least).


I wouldn't really say I might become atheistic, maybe more agnostic, doubts about God, etc.

Maybe even those secular humanist sites I've been visting lately...


EDIT: I just remembered! There was some funky death-metal music everytime my eyes were controlled... now I'm also thinking this could be about me and my little jokes about death-metal music (it was pretty halirous between me and my friends-I would play chords on the guitar and start making lyrics from nothing [i.e., god is dead, bow down to lucifer; let the darkness consume us, in the name of the dark lord...etc.,], now that I look back it was pretty weird and stupid :shock:).