I haven't checked this forum out in a long time. I'm glad to see there are more people now. Well since my last post I thought I had totally lost the ability to become lucid, and now out of the blue I'm getting better at it. Although a few days ago I had a dream that blew my mind. It started of with me driving and eventually parking at a school I had never been to before. As soon as I got of I said "Yes, I am here" then I realized it was a dream. Like I said I'm still a rookie so I still have trouble controlling my dreams completely. Something that I always do when I become lucid is fly, but this time I decided to walk around, find out what my dream characters where thinking. I was being totally ignored. Even when I started yelling and cursing no one would notice me. Everything seemed totally authentic, I began to doubt I was even dreaming. So I decided not to bother and I flew for a while, it clears my mind and I love doing it even though I'm afraid of heights. So the city I was in began to get flooded and I landed on a rooftop where an old lady was sitting down. I started having a conversation with her, then I told her she was just a dream character, and I asked about her feelings, thoughts, ect. I asked if she even knew what she was saying, she is after all just a character made by my subconciousness. Did she have memories and such? Was what she was saying really myself telling me what I wanted to hear? This is the freaky part, she said there was no way for me to really know, but she had soething that could help. She extended her hand and offeredme two pills, a big one and a small one. I immediately remembered the Matrix and asked "Is this like the Matrix now, am I gonna wake up in some other reality?" She said, "No, that is just child's play, this is the real deal."
I got scared and flew away. I know many of you would have taken a pill, many of my friends said they would have. I just couldn't...
